OK, Quickly, since theres no time. I got a root canal today, I hurt like CRAZY! AUGHHHH! And now I'm about to be on my way to go to Brianhead for new years even though I dont want to be.
YEsterday I went on an AWESOME date with caleb, but it wasn't a date, but it was. He's such a great guy, And I'm thankful for him. Oh, and Maren, You rock, wish we could hang out but my parents are basically draging me to this cabin. I miss you tons. See you when I get back. Anyways, Happy New Years everybody. Hope this years a good one! BYE!

Let's just pretend I'm someone else

So everyone, It's true. I have to have a root canal, the Dentist said at my last appointment that if it started hurting, then It would have to be done. Ay carumba! And Yes, It hurts, It's like... i can't chew anything on that side, and I can't drink ANYTHING (not even water) On that side! Or it hurts so bad, and when I'm not eating it's just throbbing. Like right now, and It makes me sick! And I have to wait until after Christmas I think, because, well, It's Christmas, Who's gonna do it? I dunno! UGh, Ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh. UGH..... Owwww.

Last week of School Before Christmas break

As this week grinds slowly on, I am faced with work of several kinds. I have an insane English project on Friday. I'm doing all the visual work and It is HARD work. This is like... The first project I've had to do that I'm actually trying. I have A C! So, I need to make it higher. The pinata is full of Candy, my posters are nearly done and Right now I'm taking a break.
I have a band concert tomorrow night at seven in the new theatre at bonanza, So, I've been stuck in rehearsals for that! I have Mormon youth symphony rehearsal Thursday, Friday, Saturday, and a concert for that on Sunday. Plus, it's the Christmas season! Yay Christmas! But presents take thought and Energy, and so today, I bought my mum's present. And now... I need to buy presents for only one person! WoohoO!
Anyways, I better get back to my project. And stop procrastinating finishing it. Later!

Sisters and their annoying friends

I was supposed to drive today. But Jackie brought her friend over because her friend can't do her OWN PROJECT BY HERSELF. So... Now that I'm on the insurance, I still can't drive, I'm mad, and I really shouldn't be because her friend didn't do anything except need help. But I'm upset, because my mum said I could go... I was looking forward to it. I like driving, just because I can get everything off my mind except the road, and that's what I really need right now. All these things are rushing around my brain, I just want them to go away, even if it's just for fifteen minutes... Anytime without them would be a blessing!

Depression hurts

So, All my friends were depressed today. I don't know why, and none of them would tell me the real reason. But, it's ok, because tomorrow, is another day, obviously.

I'm writing a poem, here it is, it's titled
Sugar is sweet


Your head is giant,
and you like the giants (Caleb says I can't do this... He doesnt know anythingt)
Your feet are green,
Because youre a green bean (And again, He says I can't use this! Too bad!)

You wear shoes on your ears
and elaphants have bigger ears... Than you.
Roses are sprinkled with moonlit dew,
and in the morning on the grass there is dew... ish water

Boys are so mean
They say you cant write poems even when you KNOW you can, and they just don't know ANYTHING! MEAN!
Orange soda is delicious
It's refreshing sodaddddda door hinge

I'm a winner!
Nobody loves me though
Because my friends are depressed
And they make fun of my laugh! And make me more depressed

The end

This is the best poem in the world. And by best I mean Worst and by poem I mean earbleed, Thanks for reading, even though it wasn't... really anything. Good bye!


OH! Today I learned how to make snowflakes out of paper! I learn something new every day!

The Monday Blues

This Monday Day Has gone by at a extremely slow pace, it has been gross, and it has been..... Just... Bad. I don't like Mondays, Better than getting a limb torn off by a shark (Analogy by Caleb) But they're still worse than have your fingernails ripped out using tweezers.. Slowly. For me anyways. I don't like Mondays, If you couldn't tell.
Today, Started out... OK, It seemed like I would be able to get myself out of that crazy pit that I always seem to fall in, and actually have a decent Monday. Then... It all changed, with stepping into the dreadful DREADFUL Stanky, stinky, Stunk that was my Zoology class. BECAUSE! We dissected gross frogs! They were nasty! And there were beetles in the froggies stomach! And I had to pull them out of the gross smelling tummy cavity, and dissect them too! Gross... That's all I have to say! Gross. The day really didn't go anywhere from there, nothing exciting happened, and it was just slow, and boring, and it made me want to beat up a hobo with a stick. I have band Practice tonight, That makes me want to... I don't even know, Band practice is just boring. BORRRING! But, Hey, That's the life of a teenagers... And unfortunately, that's me.

Long time No see

I know It's been a while since I've actually wrote a real post, I'm sorry everyone... What, One person who reads my blog maybe? It's OK though, Because you rock!
Here's whats been going on... School... Church... More school... Band... Step Team... And Quidditch.
I've been working on lots of projects, like Quiddich, I'm excited to see if they'll let it be a club. I hope they do, I mean, it's not like it's exactly the most "realistic" club, but I know it'll be fun, extremely fun! That's just the way it is! We have an advisor, and I've got a lot of people who want to join.
Anyways, on to Somethings that are less dorky.
Have you ever wanted to be something, but it seems way too hard, or you know if you do it, people are just going to think it's a lame idea, and they put you down for it. I've been feeling that a lot lately. Thank you friends who actually think I can do things, you mean a lot to me!!!
I got my license, and no, I'm not a terrible driver, if you talk to my parents I'm the worst, but I'm actually a good driver, don't listen to what they say. They're crazy!!!

It's really annoying how I'm trying to do more things on my own and be my own person, and people won't let me. Like, I'm trying to take on more responsibility, but if I do ONE little thing wrong (not even really wrong, but a little odd) People come down on me angry and upset and wanting me to change. I can be what ever I want. And I have agency to do what I want, it's not like I do anything bad! Let me be myself and stop trying to control me. You barely even have power over me, I listen to use as advice, SOMETIMES. But you're really not that powerful, so stop making yourself out to be that way.
I'm not five years old, and if I'm bossed around too much now, I'm just going to rebel, and do the opposite of what you want. Seriously. Cut it out, it's making me angry. Things are stressful enough, Stop making it worse. Who am i?

Sometimes you just need to relax

Sometimes you need to take your time off, and Just breath. You need to Lay on your bed and lay under the covers with them over your head, and sometimes... Sometimes you've just got to cry. And things aren't fair, but Sometimes, You have to take it and sacrifice, because that's what it is sometimes, and you've got no power over it, and the only thing you can control is the way you handle it, and yes, sometimes... A lot of the time, it's hard. And I don't know how to explain this any differently, Because it's pretty straightforward. Sometimes, You've got to open the fridge and eat everything that tastes REMOTELY like it has sugar in it, and If it doesn't... You put sugar in it anyways!because sometimes things happen that you don't want and sometimes, All You need to do is follow the heart. And in these time, pray, and read your scriptures for guidance, because only in heavenly father will things get easier, And you re not going to be happy with out him. And SOMETIMES you just need your best friend to sympathize with you, even if she knows your wrong, even if she CAN say things that will make you want to cry. It's OK, and sometimes you're going to cry in public, and at school, and sometimes you have to go to that hour of weight training that will make your arms sore for about a week. And Sometimes phone calls make things worse, but you can't tell the person that, for fear that they won't call again. And sometimes, your family just doesn't believe you, and won't listen to your pleas and your reasoning, and you've just got to take it and forget about it, because one day it'll be better, and this won't matter, and they'll be sorry. But right now, things are hard. And Sometimes, relaxing and even breaking down is the only way your gonna make yourself feel better.

Football game tongiht In my Marching Uniform

Tonight will be the only game where I get to march in my band uniform, It isn't going to be good, It will actually be terrible. But, It's OK, It really is. Because, Nobody listens or watches us anyways, Tomorrow is our band competition. I'm excited for that. I hope we do better there, Because, I don't want to be embarrassed. It's a little different there. I'm sad Maren doesn't get to conduct her song tomorrow. Hopefully she'll be able to next week. Poooor buggy. Oh, I need to ask Maren something about drum Majors. Do I keep my hat on when conducting? I thought I remembered they took them off, But I can't remember.... At all, So, I'll ask her today, since i need to know for.... Tonight! alllrighty then, I'm going to get on my shoes and get ready for seminary. Goodbye everyone! Have a wonderful day!!!

WE slept in

We have slept in. And We have now missed Sacrament and Sunday School. I'm waiting for my parents to be ready, so we can go to Young Women's and the other Ward's Sacrament. But, This is way slower than if we had actually gotten up to go to our wards. It's insane. I had some toast that was really good. The weeks seem to melt together, which is fine with me. I want this year to go by as fast as possible. Hopefully the rest of the year goes by as fast as the beginning has. So, I am ready to go to church now, and I'm going to try and get everyone else to go now. Bye everyone! You guys all rock out!

I'm diggin this new arrangement

So, my family decided to rearrange the living room. And the new Way is so comfy, I love it. Thought you should all know.
So, There was no school today, there IS no school today. I have a dentist appointment, which I'm not so excited for, NOT! Stupid cavities! Bleh
Anyways, there's four days of school this week, When am I actually going to go to school for a full week? I don't know!
I got this really cool hat when I was in Salt Lake, actually Park city, It's my favorite hat ever. Some have even said I look good in it! I like it though, it's very very good. People are nice, thank you people.
Now for some randomness:
I write poetry, but I haven't put up my most recent one yet, I need to.

At night time my voice gets raspy when It's time to go to sleep

Lately I've been avoiding bedtime, like a little kid.

I wish high school was over.

My fingers are cold, Because my house is cold, It isn't fair.

I'm now taking drivers ed on line. I should be doing that now... I think I will actually. I'll talk to you all whenever, bye!

General confreence day one

And I watched maybe ten minutes. WE got up at six and went to Utah, we were almost there, my mum called grandma, and they didn't want anyone up there, they didn't want to be sick. So, We turned around and listened to the first session on the radio. Then We got home and I watched the first talk on the TV, then I fell asleep, because I was so tired. But I need to take notes tomorrow, so, it's all good. WE can do this.
There was a football game last night, but it was suspended due to a fight. It was against Western, of course there was a fight. SERIOUSLY. Yes, I know, I don't blog as much lately, I need to make that up. Yup I do. Umm, I'm on face book a lot. You can see me there. For reals. Later my homies.

Monday Again

Today was a Monday. Let me tell you about Saturday.
Saturday I went to the lake for the first time. It was way fun. I'm glad I went and I'm also glad I LEFT when I did. Everyone else is sore and sunburned. But, seriously, it was way fun! Then Saturday night I went to the Killer's concerts. IT was so great. And about two hours before the show started Sister Day leaned over and said "I have two extra tickets, Do you have anyone you want to invite." And I called Maren, And we went and saw the killers, and it was SO amazing! Thank you Sister Day!
I went to church yesterday... That was it.
I went to school today. It was borrrrring. It went by semi fast though. I'm tired. And band practice in a couple minutes. So, I'm gonna go have my dad take me. Bye everyone! See you all when I see you. Goodnight and travel well. Brownie points for the reference!

Can't sleep

It's past midnight, I can't sleep. So terrible, I swear. Ugh! So, I almost died today.... Just so you all know. I had a bad reaction to the anesthetic at the dentists... And My heart was beating way slow, I couldn't breath and I passed out. WEIRDEST thing ever. But they gave me oxygen, and everything is cool now. Well, except that I can't sleep. I have a lot of homework I should be doing instead of blogging, but I'm really just not in the mood. Maybe I'll listen to some harry Potter to get me to bed. Because I am so tired, but I can't sleep. I've written some poems, and I will probably continue writing them. They will go up on facebook. Just because it's easier, maybe I'll put a few up here, maybe. Just... be on the lookout. Also, Grant wrote a REALLY good poem a while ago that's up on facebook, be on the lookout for something like that on facebook later on in the month. He's a really cool guy, you rock Grant. So, Band is going... interesting. I think I've finally hit my breaking point. I act really mean and just try and get things done. Lots of people hate me now... And call me bad word names, but it's OK. Because... It's to the benefit to the band in the end... I guess. There's a football game tomorrow. And Friday there is band practice.
Saturday We're going to the lake with the ward. I'm allowed to go.. But I don't really want to. We're going to see the Killers Saturday night. So awesome, and I am mucho excited. You guys are so amazing. YOU are so amazing. I'll talk to you all later, contact me if you want to know more about me almost dying! Love you all!
Alex

I get so busy during the school year

So, the school year is was busy, at least I think so. Because of band mostly, And then when I want to blog the computer is locked so I can't blog... Really not very fair, at least I don't think so.
Everything is fine. No need to worry. Something was kinda stressing me earlier, but everything is resolved, so... YAY! Thanks for the help... Ummmm, Actually this one kinda was just worked out on its own. ANYWAYS, we did this every 15 minutes someone is killed by a drunk driver thing this week at school, which was way sad, and I cried in the Assembly on Friday... I'm an emotional baby, I can't help it! Haha
There was a football game on Friday, and we smashed Clark, because.... We're that good? Haha, Don't know if that's really the phrase at all, lol. OK, Well, Costco pizza is almost done. I'll talk to whoever is reading this later... K? Ok? OK... Ok! BYE! Haha

Tired of school already

So, I'm done with school, we should petition to just end it all together. I seriously find MOST of it to be a waste of time, sure, there are a select few classes which I would enjoy going to, pretty much only English and history, everything else is a waste. First through fourth period are a seriously waste of my time. I learn absolutely nothing in them. Other than band all it is, is busy work, which is one of my BIGGEST pet peeves, why even have us sit in the class if all you're gonna do is sit at your desk and make us do something that isn't teaching us anything? I like English and I like history, because those classes don't give me busy work, and I ACTUALLY LEARN SOMETHING. I think that classes that are all busy work should just not be a part of school, if you wanna take it, do it on your own time, but I am so sick of those classes, and I have to sit through them DAY AFTER DAY. I'm not taking them next year, when I CAN have shortened classes I WILL, because these retarded classes where I don't do anything are SUCH a waste of time. And I could be doing something more productive, like actually learning, or getting ready for the future in some way. I'm just saying, if you're not going to actually teach us something, we should have the right to drop the class or just not have to take one. POINTLESS.

Today is Saturday, and I am ill

So, I woke up this morning with no voice. Then I got in the shower and ate and I have half a voice back! Yay! ANYWAYS! I'm going to a baptism today today at four. Good times. This post won't be long, because I don't have much time. My nose is all stuffy, and I need blow it. SO, If you'll excuse me, I'm off to explore the vast cavity that is my nose!

Not gonna lie... I hate school

This is boring... School I mean. It's way too long, and I slept in today, but My hair is a big wild mess that cant be tamed... Just wanted you to know. And I miss my friends, because even at school we hardly hang out. We have to be EXAMPLES, which I am purty bad at I guess since nobody even thinks of me as a drum major! And you're always... Idk, doing something Baker asks, which Is good, just... doesn't leave much Alex you time, ya know? Ah well, we'll work it out. And I would've come make crowns yesterday, but I wasn't feeling well, and my throat really hurt. Plus I'm not a senior, and you guys all are, I'd feel weird intruding on your friend time. Budding into an activity that I don't belong in for another year. ANYWAYS< hope you had fun, Aaron wasn't gonna let me go anyways... He told me. OK, I'm gonna go finish getting ready for school. Bye guys!

Standards night

So, there's standards night tonight. My tummy hurted this afternoon, and I feel better... a little bit now. Just a little bit. Standards night is in forty five minutes, I need to go get ready. Because I'm in my icky pj's.
Does anyone remember the movie Eloise. I love that name, That might be the name of one of my kids... Just a heads up to you all, Then I'd call her Elli. Cute I know! ANYWAYS, I loved that movie. It was one of my favorites as a kid. I think I'll watch it tomorrow, during the Disney premier. If I remember, Oh, wait, no I won't I have band practice, now I'm sad. I Am... Ha ha, OK, I need to go now, Goodbye everyone!

Going to School, I'll talk to you afterwards

So, I'm off to seminary, today is gonna be a happy day, well, after school at least. Bye everyone, I'll talk to you later, miss me while I'm gone, like you KNOW I'll miss you!

Love Always,
Alex Lupton

So, Go school?

No, Well... Maybe. I just woke up from a nap, I think I'm going to do that everyday, It's perfect, now I can do my homework, which is just Reading and studying for a test tomorrow. Which is perfectly fine. I did good on my reading quiz today in history, not Like I wouldn't... Why wouldn't I? Who said I would do bad? YOU?! Wow, you suck. Wait... No you don't, you rock. More than anyone I'll ever know. I need to go read some more for history, so I can pass another one... What's that? You don't think I'll pass? Wow, that's rude, can't believe you. JUST KIDDING!
So, I'm still kinda out of it. But I'm gonna go now, have a good day everybody.

Sleep is Welcomed

These days are too long, way too long. It's is so lame how long they are. I've talked to people and they've said: NO! It's way shorter than block days! But I disagree, I can't wait to actually START work in class! Because as it is, the classes drag on forever, it's so lame. I get cold in some of my classes too, maybe I'll bring a jacket today or something. I like my history class a lot, Mr. Eubank was Indiana Jones yesterday, so much fun,
My mum is telling me how in her dream she was on a beach in RIO.... RANDOM!!! lol
My house is cold... As it always is. I'm going to SO take a nap when I get home today, these long days sure do drain me! So, Ya, I'll take when when I get home. Jackie stays at school really late, because she has choir after school, I come home as quick as I can, and I'm not in my classes ONE minute longer than I'm forced to be! I'm going to go cuddle under a blanket with the couch now... And try and be warm before we leave. By everyone, have a good day doing your work and such! Bye!

First day of school part 2

School was so long... I do NOT remember school being that long! What the heck!
I went to homeroom, and that was just lame, nobody sat next to me, and only the weird teacher talked to me. I went to first period which was stupid zoology, I took that so I would be with my friends, and only Michelle is in that class with me, it's so lame, and Mr. Johnson gets on my nerves, but I think I can struggle through the class, it won't be hard, it'll just be very lame and boring, lol.
OK, this next part might offend some people, not gonna lie, so if you are of the Hispanic race... You might not want to read on for fear of being insulted, not on purpose toward you I promise.
I walked into second period Algebra two, and I was the ONLY one in the class, it was completely silent, then the bell rang and I was still alone, all of a sudden about 30 kids show up.... And none of them are white. Every single one is Hispanic, and I was like... "Am I in the right class?" Because none of them were speaking English, they sat down and it got INSANELY loud, and it was like... Spanish on EVERY side of me, EXCEPT for the stupid swear words, those were in English, and they were also like.. Every other word, it was so annoying... I wanted to scream like... halfway through the class.
Third period was Photography two, that was decent, it's the only class I have with Chase, I'm gonna miss having all my classes with him. Fourth was band, and that was OK too... Ugh I have practice tonight, I'm not excited... AT ALL!
Fifth period was AP history, that is probably going to be my favorite class, I love history, and the teacher is awesome! He's so funny, he called Price a "Tall TALL chunk of sexy" lol so funny.
Then Lunch, which I was totally cool with. Then I went to AP English, I like that class too. I have to do a six words that describe me thing... I've got a few ideas. Which sounds better?
"Painted my own picture of happiness"
or
"I struggled; then reaped the rewards"
Think hard.. Because I NEED TO KNOW, for an assignment. Thanks guys, you all rock. :)

First Day of School Today

Short post, I'm about to go to seminary... for the first time in three months. I'll write a full description of my day when I get home today, If the computer is on. You rock everybody, have a good first day of school!

Haven't blogged in FOREVER

So, Aol was down for like.. the last week, I finally got it to work again, so I'm back to blogging.
School starts Monday... I am SO not ready, like.. the only thing I'm excited for, is for it to start so it can be over. I should probably really enjoy this year, it'll be really fun if I try, and I WILL try, but I still want it to go by faster.. REALLY.
I've got some new Chapstick... It's Blistex medicated mint! It makes my lips tingly! lol
Yesterday was the Bengal Bash. It was really fun, there are SOME pretty cool freshman coming in! I like them... Well... Some of them! It was way fun hanging with Maren and Aaron and Tyler.
I'm wearing a plane Jane dress today! It's super duper comfortable! And just a plane Gray! So awesome! Haha!
Now I am going to go miss Maren... She's off to have some amazing fun at the beach and at DISNEYLAND! I love that place! lol
OK, I'm gonna go now! By homies!

First Day of Band camp

Not as exciting as you would think. But... I do like yelling and bossing people around.. Not gonna lie... It's a passion of mine! lol
I do LOVE being with Maren and Anne as drum majors, that part is VERY berry fun!
Ok, I'm off to bed now, not a long post, but... Whateva. lol
Bye friends and family!

Band camp coming up fast

Do you guys remember me Talking about band camp LAST summer! That was a WHOLE year ago! But it seems like it was like... A month ago I was writing about this. Its so insane! Ya, so, I've got band camp tomorrow, I like yelling... alot. It may be my favorite part so far! haha
We are watching Phineas and Ferb. GOOOD times, I really like it. And dad made some good but squishy muffin! I've had three, and I'm about to eat another. So odd! Haha
Two weeks until school starts. It's crazy how this summer went by so fast. I hope that the school year goes as fast. I'm ready to be done already! Haha, Two more years. Oh joy, haha, I know I should enjoy it while I can, but.... I still just want to be done with school, then life can go as slow as it wants! OK, Well, I'm gonna go eat another muffin, maybe I'll write tomorrow, If I can get on. We'll see! Bye Bye BYE! FRIENDS!

I can never get on the computer

Since the computer is locked. The only time I have to blog is like... 6 pm... And I don't LIKE blogging then, because every one's home, and my family is very snoopy and read over my shoulder.... It's really not a nice thing. But, whatever, that's why I don't blog as much anymore.
Nothing new is going on anyways. I start band stuffs tomorrow. Leadership training, it'll take forever, I know it... Because it did last year too. Ah well, it's just something you've got to do I guess. Nothin to it. But until tomorrow, nothing new has happened. I still get up and go joggin', and then come in and watch TV, and then, pretend like I went into the kitchen and found something to eat. Which I never really do. Only diet food existed in my house this last week, until, YESTERDAY, we went to Costco. I have a bit of a tummy ache, it was way worse last night. I couldn't fall asleep until like... 1 am, even after being on meds and stuff, it was just.. agony. OK, Well... I only wrote this morning because my mummy forgot to lock the computer. Thanks everyone who reads this... Which is like one person now. Hmm, All of a sudden I feel very unpopular, not that I ever WAS popular, I just happen to feel less so right now. OK, hope to see you.... soon. Whoever you are... My one reader, you KNOW who you are, I KNOW who you are... See you tomorrow?....
Alley

Aight my Homies, I'm back on for now

OK, My mum has officially locked my computer when she's at work. So, when I would normally blog, I can't. So I'm blogging at like nine oclock, which is not something I usually do.
I got my Young Women's Madillion FINNALY today, it's so pretty, I absalutly love it! And it's abou ttime I got it! Bishop's promised it for like... months now.
I wish I was a fish, and I could swim in the ocean in a place where I didn't have to be aftaid. And I wish that I could feel the water swimming by, and I wouldn't have to worry about drowning, because I'd be a fish. And I wish that my webcam worked, so I could make videos. And I wish I had a turkey sandwhich... Actually, that one I could very easily do! Like... Right now, maybe in a moment, I just had a bite of Jackie's and it's amazing. OK, Got to go the store with my mum now, by everybody!

Strawberry Chapstick

One Day, you'll look back to those times we were together and what will you remember about me? The fact that my favorite colour is green? Or that I am OVERLY obsessed with Harry Potter? That I love the killers and they pretty much rock my world? That I watch what not to wear and laugh because I often dress like the people being scolded for their outrageous looks? That I really like Carl's Jr. or those awesome Chocolate Swirl shakes from Arby's? That the doctor says I'm 20 pounds overweight, and that I go jogging and still can't lose anything? That I love taking pictures, but don't get the opportunity to be in them often? Or will you remember things like: how my dad makes crazy jokes and watches the Avatar? And my mum's lost a TON of weight on this amazing diet she's on?
Will you remember that I can't really swim? Or that I have an irrational and totally pointless fear of Zombies? How about that I play softball... ish? And that I love it, even if I'm a bit slow at picking things up? Will you remember my extreme converse? Or that my comfort food is Ben and Jerry's Phish Food Ice cream? Will you remember that my food storage is 75% tomatoes? Or just maybe, that the only kind of chap stick I wear is the strawberry kind?
Think about it... Is anything I do a strong memory? Do I stand out?

Who will be my friend?

Will you be my friend? When everything is lost, when we are alone, when I don't know what to think or even your name. Will you still be my friend when I can't golf and make us lose the tournament? Will you still be my friend when all I do is argue and complain? When I can't recall what you said to me last week let alone this morning? Will you still be my friend, when our communication fails, and my espn goes out? What about if I become famous? And I turn into a complete Jerk, but deep down I'm still me? Will you still love me then? Will you still be my friend, if ALL I do with my life is work the cash register at Mcdonals, and can't afford to do anything but love? Will you still love me if I stop following my standards? Will you still be my friend if I'm hypocritial to EVERYTHING you do and say? What if I don't follow the rules? What if I can't eat anything but salami for the rest of my life and my breath smells bad for... forever! Will you still be my friend then> When all of me has become obsolete, and I crumble away into nothingness.... Will you still love me then? Will you still be my friend? Will you still Feel I am of worth somehow? Now.... Think hard... and let me know if YOU will still love ME.

Jackie wants me to "Shut Up"

Jackie broke the speakers on our computer, so, I have to use some really messed up headphones, so I don't think it should matter if I sing the songs that I'm listening to. She's the one that broke the speakers!
I've got to clean my house.
I think I'll do that after this.
A striking runway entrance.
Of popular teens.
When I loved in Denver, I met a millionaire, with ribbons in her blond hair.
She was everything to me.

Both alone in the dark, we long to see the sun, I was sick of the west when I turned 21, so I moved to the sunshine state.
The solar flairs burned my arms and made her make up run, on our super something honeymoon.
So lovely, she was everything to me.
I was the youngest son of a congressman, and everything was my fault.
We played golf on the moon and tennis on the tennis like athletes of the something.
OK, look up Owl City, Super Honeymoon, it's a very excellent song.

I miss everybody... lets hang out? Yay!
Oh, and BTW, Dawn's back YAY! She's been gone for FOREVER! lol
Bay bug... Having fun at the band clinic? I hope so friend, your mum answered the phone yesterday, said you weren't home and that you were enjoying your time at the clinic. I miss you bud, lets spend time together.
Love Alley

I Shot the Sheriff

But I didn't shoot the deputy.
I was really craving pizza today, and I'm going to get it tomorrow. I'm SO excited! Because I really want it!
Jacklyn didn't flip the laundry, like dad told her to do like... two hours ago. That's not cool.
So, last week was Grant's birthday, "Happy birthday Grant!" Grant's birthday party is Saturday, and I'm going. Because Grant is my good friend! I'm getting him a really amazing present, CTR toe rings, green and yellow, and my matching ones will be blue and purple! We'll be best buggy buddies forever! Oh, only certain people will get that! Oh, and btw, I love you all. Goodnight my friends and family, and peeps!

The Spirit Was There For Me

When I went to EFY, I was struggling. I didn't feel good enough. I felt like I wasn't pretty like all the girls I know, and I didn't feel like my testimony was strong. In my head I didn't feel like the other girls in my ward should be looking up to me. Because at church, I try and act all cool, and it's stupid, and everyone MUST have thought I knew what I was talking about. But it's been really hard for a long time. Earlier in the year I kinda got depressed, and I hid it very well, but I just... felt alone, and then I went to church and school and tried to pretend like I was someone I wasn't. And my spirit kinda dwindled. And my testimony fell away and I felt like It was lost.
I went into EFY last week, a bit lonely and scared. And that first night at EFY Mikael (my roommate and I) were preparing to give the devotional the next morning, and I were singing through all the hymns, and we started singing "How Great though Art" and the spirit was so strong I was just overwhelmed, and we said a prayer together, than I said my own prayer, and prayed that I'd be able to understand myself better and find what I was looking for.
Mikael and I sang "How great Though Art" to our devotional group of 7 other girls, where all of them cried. Then we went to gospel study, and we all went off into different directions and looked through the scriptures and read and... studied! And as soon as I sat down in that glorious sunlight my scriptures opened straight to Luke 15, Which is the parable of the prodigals Son. That seemed odd, I'd already read it in Seminary, but I read through it again, and I know the spirit opened me to those scriptures for a reason, that parable was about the Son who asked for his father's inheritance before he was even dead. He took his money and went and wasted it all on food and parties and such! And then, there was a drought, and all his money was gone, and he ended going to work shoveling food for swine. And at that time pigs were lower than dirt, and it was his job to feed them, therefor he was LOWER than lower than dirt. Then he realized that he was shoveling pig slop, wishing he could eat the pig slop, and the SERVANTS of his father were being fed. So he went to his father, and as he approached the house his father came out to greet him, because he was WATCHING for him, he knew he would return. And the son humbled himself and asked his father to let him become one of his servants because he wasn't worthy to be his son anymore, but wanted food. And the father sent the servants to get the best robe, and to put a ring on his finger, and kill the best cow for them to eat. And then the other son came in from working in the Fields, and was jealous and didn't understand how his father could give the son who had left the finest of things, when he the good son had been working and never left his father's side. And he confronted his father, and his father told him he ALREADY had all the fine things, but that he had never realized it because he had ALWAYS had the fine things!
This is an amazing parable, that teaches SO much. So many different concepts. I SO needed this, and then, the next day I went to the most amazing class, and Brother little opened the talk up with this parable, and he had people act it out, and the lesson was on comparison. And what are the odds that I would open t=o this scripture in gospel study, and then have a whole lesson on it! That was amazing. I am so touched by the spirit, and I understand that I SHOULDN'T compare myself to others! And our heavenly father is here to accept me and he loves me. And all I need to do is hold my head high, and not compare myself to others, because I AM good enough. And that was perhaps the most spiritual thing that's ever happened in my whole whole life, and probably why I LOVED EFY so much! Thank you heavenly father for this experience.

Mighty Storm

That was our company name at EFY, we would do the cheer you know, and then we would shout MIGHTY STORM! And then make a cool sound like thunder and move our hands like we were throwing lightning at people! It was pretty boss.
So, I want to hang out with friends tomorrow. So, tomorrow someone call me and set something up. I'd call Maren now, but I know her parents are pretty crazy about doing things on Sundays!
My house is cool. I'm soooo cold, like extremely! I'm under 2 different blankets and it's still CRAZY cold! My fingers are numb! For reals!
So, I took a nap earlier, and I was awoken before I was ready to get up. And I was grumpy, and I felt bad because I was being mean to everyone, and I'm really sorry to everyone I offended!
I wish I could dance, I'm so white, and I'm watching one of those lame dance movies that's on ABC family, and I want to dance like those lame people!
Ugh, after I woke up from my nap... TOO EARLY, my dad was watching that documentary on Mormons, and I hate that, because all these people are talking smack about Mormons, and saying things that aren't even true! It's like they're putting the comments on my YouTube video into a movie, and I hate that, and it' really isn't fair for people to judge us when they don't even understand. I had an amazing time at EFY, and I want to keep the spirit with me, and it upsets me how people are so stubborn and ignorant.
Ugh, it truly isn't fair at all.

Who missed me?

I'm back from EFY! That was the best week of my life! I felt the spirit so strong! I Was in the best company ever! "Mighty Storm" was our name! And all the people in it were REALLY funny, and there was absolutely NO drama! Me and Mikael were cool roommates! It was really Amazing! All the talks and classes were truly amazing! I took so many great notes! And I had A REALLY spiritual experience, that changed the way I'm looking at life! I love it! It's so amazing! It was both spiritual and fun! The dances were great! And the food was awesome! I made so many new friends! And our cheer was so great! All My love to them! There were two girls from out of the country in my group, one was maria, from Denmark, and Antoinette from France. They were SO cool! I learned so much about the scriptures and about my savior and the atonement! I loved EFY and I can't wait until I can go back! So amazing!
But I'm also REALLY glad to be back! I missed all my friends SO much! All of you are amazing! I've missed you and I can't wait to hang out! See you all soon! I hope! Goodbye friends! I'm going to go shower! Love you all!

Here, I'm writing!

I'm writing right now! For Maren! Because she's been looking at my BLOG for a longish time, and I haven't written anything new!
Hmmm, there's a movie night tonight, I'm ready for it, whatever my dad is cooking smells good. I have a slight headache, I think I'm going to take some Ibuprofen.... Ya, that sounds nice.
I hate when they advertise for immodest clothing on the TV.... Especially when it's on a model, it's like... "I don't want to see that!" Seriously!
I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sad, I find it hard to concentrate when stupid Sponge bob is playing in the background!!! Thank you, now it's too That's 70 show... Not the most appropriate of shows though. I think I'll go shower.... Maybe.
STRIKE FORCE WISCONSIN!
Maybe it's under the sea, maybe it's not very far, maybe this is how it's supposed to be.

Hood up and ready for Harvest

Today I made brownies, they were pretty good, but I'll probably have to jog a little more tomorrow! Haha
NOW A POST OF COMPLETELY RANDOM THOUGHTS!
Whatever dinner is, it smells really good, and I'm excited to eat it!
None of my friends are ever on face book at the same time as me.
Melinda is an odd name.
Real Families, Real answers
Tonight there's a new show on SYFY (They changed their name and there really isn't a point to it) It's called Warehouse 13, supposed to be good.
Going to eat dinner. Goodbye world!

MAREN BAYLES IS ILL!

My best friend is sick... She has what is known in some far countries across this earth as the Chibaken wanna flu! OK..... That's a lie, she has the stomach flu..... I guess it's really nasty, she was explaining it to me, and I wanted to go throw up myself... Don't ask her to go into details about why it hurts her so bad.... Just take my word for it, it's really hurting her, she's really sick, and it's really nasty!
FEEL BETTER MAREN BAYLES!
Everyone pray for her, she's got a job interview tomorrow and senior pictures the day after.... Poor Maren, I LOVE YOU! Get better BAY BUG!

Monday And I'm so UNskilled

I slept in past my alarm! I slept in until 6:30, I have to leave the house at like five to get to practice on time! It STARTS at 6:30. It takes forty minutes to get there. So I decided instead of going like an hour and a half late and getting yelled at and asked why I even went at all, I just went back to sleep. And I feel Very energized now. I'm really mad that I slept in though!
Going to Cafe Rio Today. For lunch. Anyone who wants to come is welcome to!

The fourth of July!

And I have no plans! Twilight Zone marathon's gone from like Thursday, and it ends tomorrow, so That's what I'm going to be doing, cleaning and watching twilight Zone. Purty exciting stuff if you ask me! NOT
My dad's making me an egg, with cheese and peppers and onions.... I'm excited to eat it!
Today is Maren's sister birthday! Happy birthday LAUREN! Probably not how it's supposed to be spelled, LAREN. Ah well, it's the thought that counts, happy birthday! (Maren, You should show this to her, even though I don't think I've ever actually met her, Happy birthday anyways!)
Listening to the Killers, Going like two weeks without them was terrible... I'm so glad I'm back to listening!
This next week I want to do some stuff, like... Buy aviators and new Converse. I need some buddies to go with me however. So, Ari... Maren. Find a day, and we shall go!
OK, Off to more twilight zone, a new episode is about to start!

Thursday

It's Thursday friends! It's been a longish week! And I'm kinda... Maybe tired of summer already! I'm going to Caleb's tonight for Game Night with some friends.
Happy Birthday David! (I think, pretty sure that's who it is) Maren's brother, They re having an enjoyable time I think! I'm not there, I'm at my house. And I'm tired, and I have a bruise on my foot. But that's OK.
I go jogging now... Well, It's only been like.... two days, but it's still been a nice little run around the neighborhood!
OK, I've got to go soon. So, I'm off now! Peace out friends and family!

Week

This week has just begun, but it's already Tuesday. I'm ready to have some AWESOME FUN! Movie day yesterday, and today I'm going to go see Transformers I believe at 3;10 at the Red rock. I'm excited! And tomorrow is Wednesday, IDK exactly what I'm doing, Thursday is a game night, I need to start inviting people over. Sounds good!
So, I missed working in the firework booth this morning! I feel REALLY guilty! I slept in and so I missed my ride! I'm sorry Anne! I'm SO SO SORRY! I'm probably going to work tomorrow! I'm sorry Anne! I slept passed the beginning of the shift! SORRY!

Alex

Back again

I'm back from girls camp. My home is cold, just like girls camp was. But now I'm clean, so I'm happy. Very happy. I'm talking to my parents about girls camp. This is one of those experiences that I've got to tell you about in person, because it's so detailed, and extreme!
I really missed all my friends this week, I wish I'd had my friends with me, because there were some really great experiences that I wish I'd been able to share with them.
I slammed my finger in a cot, and it hurts so I'm going to stop writing and take a nap.

Gone again

I leave in about an hour and a half for girls camp. I'm still not all the way packed up. But I wanted to say goodbye on here first. I missed everyone, and hopefully I'll see you as soon as I get back. You guys are super awesome and I'm going to miss you again!
I better go shower, it'll be the last one I get for a week... :( and use the toilette... I am NOT looking forward to those porta pottys. OK, goodbye, miss you again!
Love Alex

Gone for two weeks

I leave tomorrow after church. I'm going to softball camp. I'm gonna miss you all for two weeks. It's depressing, and I will honestly miss you all!

This is short because it's late and I've still got some girl's camp stuff to do! I love you all, I really do, and I'll see you all when I get back! Later luvs!



Your good friend

Alex Lupton

Thursday... Camps next week.

I have camps coming up! Softball next week and Girl's camp the week after! This post won't be very long... I;m actually very VERY bored today. And usually when I'm bored I blog alot, but today I'm drawing a blank of what to talk about. So, I'm going to depart now. But this is just to let you know that I won't be posting for the next two weeks. Miss you already... and I haven't even left yet!

Summer Has Begun

Summer has officially started. It's Tuesday... I think, I always lose track of the days! Next week I'm going to camp, and also the week after that! I'm very excited for softball camp! Very VERY excited!
I had softball practice yesterday, it was extreme, I lost two pounds, but I weighed this morning too and it looks like I gained it all back in red vines! Haha, aw well, not a big deal, there's practice again tomorrow, they said We'll be hitting for rizzle, here's hoping!
Went over to Maren's yesterday. We were both so dead, we really didn't do anything. We jumped on the trampoline for like ten minutes. Then we played hungry hungry hippos. Then we just sat around and talked. But it was really good to see her, and I'm glad I went, even if we were both too tired to really do anything productive!
Going to Caleb's graduation party tonight, should be interesting.
I got a swimsuit yesterday... I hate shopping for swimsuits, and we went and picked out an ugly one, and the sad thing is that it's actually the best looking of all the choices. So dumb, but now I have a swimsuit. OK, I'm off to finish cleaning!

Wowza, Haven't posted all week!

Yes, technically it's Sunday. 12:42. So this won't be long. I just got back from babysitting. And I made thirty wonderful dollars, which is not something that happens to me very often. TIME TO GO BUY A NEW PAIR OF CONVERSE! (If you know what I mean! ;D) It's been a long day. We went to the temple this morning, that was rocking. I love going to the temple. It's so beautiful, and spiritual. Then we went to in and out, I got a chocolate shake and fries., Very Nutritious, lol. Went to Target today, got some new shirts, and some stuff for the camps I'm going to! Then I babysat, and it was really easy, I fed Jane pizza, then I put in "The notebook" and she fell asleep in my lap. Good day, then I watched two more Tom Hanks movies, and I just got back about 30 minutes ago!
I'm really thirsty right now, so I'm going to go get something to drink. Water I think, I know... I'm living on the edge!

Later_______ (Insert What you are to me here)

Alex (Lola) Lupton

Two Exam Days Done

Took my hard tests today. History and Chem. History wasn't hard. Hard for other people, but I did really good. So exciting!
But, my Chemistry test was HARD! 71 questions and I knew like... 2 of them. Guessed on everything else, felt like an idiot because I was done so early!
I want Florida to win this game. If they do then They and Washington play another game to decide who wins the 2009 softball championships. Right now the score is 2-2.
Not doing anything tonight, just hanging out I think.
HEY ALERT: HARRY POTTER MARATHON AT MY HOUSE ON FRIDAY. COME IF YO WANT, IT STARTS AT 11 AM AND RUNS ALL DAY. ALL THE MOVIES ALL DAY, LOTS OF FUN!
OK, that's all I have to say. Come if you want. Talk to you guys later... Whoever you are.
Oh, dang, Washington just made that third out really nicely, DARN!

Confusion

Lately, things are confusing. And some people I have spoken too says it's a lack of communication. Which is true, very true. Because we haven't really been communicating at all. But, that's done with now, and we SHALL communicate... I'm going to explode or something. Things will be fixed. Over time and a whole lot of effort, things will get better. Because I CAN manage this better, it'll just take a lot of hard work.
I'm thinking of starting a new blog, but one that I DON'T have everybody read. I used to be able to say whatever on my blog, but now people read it and get upset, or worried. And.. I really just need an outlet where I can vent and express myself freely without any worry of who's going to get upset. I'm thinking of making it this week, after school on one of the half days. Maybe Wednesday, Maren's gonna be at Joy's so I can't hang out, so.... I'll do it then!
Testing this week, That's gonna stink. I have not yet studied, and my tests tomorrow are stupid and tricky and confusing. Photography... I NEVER do anything in photography, and I haven't really learned anything all semester. Photo shop... I stink at photo shop. Then I have geometry, which is impossible for me t study for, because it's math! I also have to go to my last two classes. Bleh, not looking forward to that.
Congratulations to all those seniors who are graduating today.... FROM SEMINARY! That's really cool, you guys are done, very dandy job.... And I can think of... ONE senior who "may" read this post. We'll see!
I'm watching the Matrix, forgot how much I liked this movie!
Went to Maren's brother's farewell today. His name is Greg, he's super cool. Maren says we can't adopt him. He's going to the Ukraine. Isn't that crazy!! But super awesome. He's gonna do an amazing job. Two farewells in a month, I guess that's how it is though, as you get older your friends leave. But, we'll see them again, and that's always a good thing. Always.
OK, I'm off my fellow brethren.
Love Always
Lola Verde <3

Stupid Saturday that is only a Little Bit stupid

I woke up early to get my haircut. I really like it, and we went to Sister Day. And she invited us to one day come to a BBQ. But only after her daughter's Harry Potter Room is finished, and Brandon comes back from tour. Woah, that sentence is just awesome. Think about that. Me... Sitting in a Harry Potter room with Brandon Flowers. SO FREAKIN AWESOME!
We went to Costco, I think they had the Best samples EVER today! They were like seriously bomb! So good. I drove to Costco BTW. It was way awesome! Then I came home and slept for a bit. And I was supposed to babysit like.. right now, but the kid is sick. Which is really sad because she's really cute, and I could have really used the money! But that's OK I guess. What I'm really depressed about is that I was going to go see "Up" tonight with some friends, and that fell though, because none of my friends could really come. Except for Anne and Caleb. And I don't think my parents would be Ok with that, even though Caleb and I are just friends. So we just canceled. So, now I've got an open Saturday, where I'm doing nothing. This is lame, first Saturday in a while that I haven't done anything. So, if anyone wants to get together tonight to have a movie night or something, I'm free. But obviously nobody But Anne and Caleb are available. So Stupid. OK, I'm going to go eat now. Blah, then I'll just sit on my couch and watch TV. Stupid Saturday.

Women's World Series

It is the Women's World Series of Softball right now. And I love it, softball everyday. Which means I can be in my happy place more and more often!
Tonight I'm going to Aaron and Ari's concert. Then afterwards we're going to Ari's for Lasagna and a movie. Lasagna is my favorite food btw. If you had missed out. I pretty much did nothing in school today. It was really boring, and pointless... again. I hate it being the end of school, because then everything is just a big waste of time. My English teacher let us listen to our MP3 players and just "Do the study guide" Which nobody did. I didn't do it... Maybe a quarter of it, then I gave up. Come on 10 what are you doing! You should've had that! You let that get right past you, it wasn't a hard hit! OK. Whatever!
And my converse on.... My glow in the dark with pink fat laces converse on!
Wizard Rock is so cool, I was listening to it in English today and chase was like, "Alex, you are such a loser" And I was like, "SAVE THE QUIBBLER!!" Haha, I'm so cool. NOT. All right, Hope my dad gets home soon, we're supposed to be getting haircuts soon. All right. Later fans and friends! ... And stalkers.

Today Is FREAKIN TIGHT!

So... Actually my day was pretty boring, like it has been the last couple days! Nothing going on in any of my classes, just busy work if anything. But... After school... We found out who the Junior Drum majors are for next year! And... They ARE Me and ANNE! YAY! So exciting! Then I did my Tie Dye shirts, you know... washed it out, and it looks SO AWESOME! I'm gonna wear it tomorrow, to school and probably;y to movie night. It's Aaron's and Ari's concert, then afterwards dinner and Movie at Ari's house. It's going to be pretty darn awesome! I'm... Dare I say it... Excited maybe? Haha, well.... I'm going to try my hardest not to put any song lyrics in here... For the first time in... A long time!
I'm in my happy place right now. Listening to my play list, watching softball on ESPN on mute. Blogging and eating chocolate. Yes, this is a very happy place! Charlotte Morgan plays for Alabama, she's up at bat now, I want Michigan to win this, so hopefully our pitcher will being the hammer down right now. Come on number 44.... YES! Strike! That's what I'm talking about, come on, one more! Oooooh, Ball, You can do this! Ya, that;s right communicate... OH NO! She hit the ball! Straight at the second baseman! And.... She's OUT! Way to end the inning ladies!
OK..... Well, You've been to my happy place, and if you'll pardon my rudeness... LEAVE!
JK

Almost Done

School Is almost over! I am so ready to be out, so I can hang with my friends, and just enjoy this summer! Once I get past the camps, I think this summer will be pretty Chillax! Just watching movies, and I am SO planning some TV show marathons! Because those are the best!
This song is stuck in my head, "I'll catch you" Brownie points if you remember who it's by... Because I might have forgotten. Something Kids. Remembering, jinx removing! Don't worry I'll catch you!Don't ever worry. Ugh, I've quoted this song like... fifty time on her, I should stop, You're probably ALL getting bored.
Drum Major Auditions were today! So exciting, I think I did good, I had a lot of confidence and Maren said that was really good, because the others really didn't. We find out tomorrow, but I'm not really bummed if I don't get it, because Anne and Jose are good candidates too.
And you know I'm yours, and I know you're mine, and that's for all time.
Great... Weezer's in my head now!
I ate a TV dinner when I came home, I'm still not hungry, which is amazing, because I totally would've thought that I was! Oh OH and you're Mary Tyler Moore.
My photography teachers name is Ms. Maureen Moore. We like to annoy her! Good times, well, mutual tonight, dunno what we;re doing, dunno if I even want to go. Don't know if I even can. Jackie's concert.. Ugh, I hope I don't have to. Nothing against Jackie playing, I love her but I don't know if I want to sit thought like.. TWO hours or so of playing, and that's mainly just Mr. Matta Talking! Nothing against him either, I love the guy, but I don't go to a concert to hear him talk!
Everyday I want to be with, well I've lost the Battle and I'm losing the war. OK, New song, I've actually even forgotten the title to this song.

What to say To you (Read this Like A poem, I'm experamenting)

I want to say something, but I don't. Because this isn't the place to, so I'll keep it now. And we'll talk later, maybe.... Because it's harder to talk about this. And it shouldn't be... But you don't see me as the same person, to you I'm another person. Because WE aren't the same, and I hope that changes. I am different, and I didn't think it was a bad thing, and if I was to tell you an answer, I don't believe it would help, let me get out the story, let it come out to the open... So you can understand it all perfectly. Because as of now, neither of us understands the other, and a third party representative isn't going to help, it's just too confusing. And I will cry... Yes, tears will be present, and you won't see them, because I can only let them out when I'm alone, because we don't see each other, and we don't understand each other. And I miss US, but right now what can I do? I can say I'm sorry, but I still can't see you, because we're too far away, and friends shouldn't be, Not like this... EVER. And things are misunderstood. And I can't remember anything, ever, and I don't know why. You say something, or maybe I dream it and I think my dream is real, then I seem like I don't care, but I do care, I just can't remember! This is a bottle of Acid, and the base will hopefully counterbalance the effects....

Again, this was kind of supposed to be a poem, and to most people it's just me rambling. So, read it like a poem, and leave it at that, and unless you're who you know you are, don't look at it as anything.

Movie Night and Chilly hOUSE

Yes, my house is super cold!
We had movie night at my house last night, and I must say, it was pretty darn awesome. We watched Surf's up, it was really fun, then we watched Nick and Nora's infinite play list, which was... OK. Not my favorite movie, Aileen was right, definitely not a movie I would go see in theatres. But it was a good night.
UGh, My house is SO COLD!
Everyone was feeling the cold air last night, I went and turned up the air like ten times! And still, cold, I think my parents were turning it back down every time I turned it up. Man, I'm under covers and it's still insanely cold! I should go to bed sometime soon. No school for memorial day!
Mad world..... Mad world.. Children waiting for the day they feel good, Happy birthday happy birthday and I feel the way that every child should, went to school and was very nervous no one knew me, hello teacher tell me whats my lesson, look right though me, and I find it kinda funny I find it kinda sad, and that's all I can remember, Mad world.
OK too cold, going to bed. Night.

Now to blog about MORP

Yesterday was truly amazing! I loved it, and I think we should do it again!
We started out at Maren's house, then we went and played Croquet, which was so awesome, even though Caleb and I came in next to last. We were winning in the the beginning though. WE ARE THE CROQUET MASTERS! lol
After that we went to eat, at Wendy's off the dollar menu, you wouldn't thank that would be especially exciting, but it was super fun being there with all these people with the table crammed together. After we ate we went to King Putt, and mini-golfed. It was really fun, but toward the end Caleb and I decided not to keep score, and just try and make it in, it turned into extreme mini golf! I had an awesome time, it was all black lighted and awesome! After King Putt we went to Walmart and played Sardines, which is like opposite of hide and seek, it was fun. WE all paired up and either went to hide or waited for the others to hide so we could go find them. Sadly, Caleb and I pretty much lost everything. WE weren't the bets at finding people, and technically our hiding place was out of bounds, but I didn't know that, we just went into the garden section and sat on one of those lawn couches, with sunglasses and upside down books blocking our face, it must have been amusing if someone was to walk by, otherwise we just must have looked like idiots! After Walmart we went on a "scavenger hunt" We went to a couple of people's houses and picked up ice cream ingredients and caroled to our parents. Then we went back to Maren's house and watched Muppet treasure island. Then we went home, and Aaron took me home. And that night was completely awesome, and it was Caleb's birthday! Happy birthday Caleb! Best Night ever!

Best Night EVER!!!

That was so AMAZING! Morp, like seriously it was awesome! I'll probably blog more tomorrow, but right now, I just wanted to say just how awesome tonight was! And there, that's all you get for tonight!

MORP!!!

Yes, I'm going to morp tomorrow, it's like backwards prom, well not "Like" it actually IS backwards prom! I'm am like... SUPER EXCITED! Tomorrow is probably going to go by slow, because I'm going to be really pumped up for it! I need a bright shirt, I was going to go to Target and but a cool shirt, but dad's taking me to Target, so probably not. I'll probably just wear my bright yellow shirt or something. Weather it's funny or not!
I have my softball banquet tonight, I don't really want to go, but I kind of have to. I might leave earlier though, because Jackie is going to the movies, and need stop be home by eight or something! When I'm away she puts her make-up on the shelf. We're talking about this softball team that Dan wants me to do, and I don't know if I want to, I want to play softball, but I don't want to give up all that time to it, not right now anyways, but during the summer it might be OK. We'll have to talk tonight. It's a difficult decision that will probably just take up a lot of my time, but I kind of.. Want to do it? Lots of people say I should, my dad, John, Caleb, and Anne. But Maren doesn't want to, so I
ll probably have to talk to her about that. OK... What to do about morp and my shirt, maybe I'll get it anyways, and Dad will just have to deal! OK, I'm going to go look at shirts and such!

And Rapunzel has been given a Garden

Yes... I have. And today is a happy day. Not really given permission, but no sneaking around. This really makes me happy. And like... unless you know for real what's going on this won't make any sense to you! But, he's a good guy, and Mum and Dad know it now. He's got my same standards, so there's nothing to worry about!
Can you sleep as the sound hit your ears? One at a time. An unspoken balance here. The bridge for so many years, That I should stare at receivers, to receive her. Isn't fair. Don't worry I'll catch you. Don't worry I'll catch you. Don't ever worrrrrrrrrry. Your arms in mine, anytime. Wouldn't trade anything, you're still my everything. To my surprise, before my eyes, You arrive. Don't worry I'll catch you, don't worry I'll catch you, don't ever worry. Still breaking old habits, habits. You pull the wool over me, I can see everything. Everything...... Remembering, Grace removing?
Don't worry I'll catch you, don't worry ill catch you, don't ever worry. No need for reminding, you're still all that matters to me.
(This is a song)

Tuesdays can be OK

See, I think Tuesdays are like the back up Mondays. They aren't really Mondays, but if you ever miss a Monday, then Tuesday is there to pick it up. But, thankfully yesterday I had one of those Stupid Mondays, but it was a Monday nonetheless. Which means this day Tuesday should be a good Day. Hopefully, if all goes well! And hopefully nobody will tell me I loo depressed. And hopefully I'll have passed that math test. We all cheated off each other, so I should at LEAST have a C.
It makes me feel so Fine I can't control my brain.
Birthday presents are always stressful. I just thought you should all know that. If you make a birthday present, be prepared for stress, because you get a lot of it. I actually don't think I have anything to do today... Oh wait, ya I do. Band banquet. I don't know what I'm going to bring for food. I don't know what I'm going to wear. I actually have NO IDEA what I'm going to do... I supposed to present awards. But, I really don't want to.
And also, my coach wants me to play on this softball team over the summer. Practices start tomorrow, but they're at dessert oasis, which is REALLY far away. I dunno if I can do it, my mum doesn't seem to happy about it, but I guess we'll see right? It sounds like a good opportunity, and I've never played on a league team, and I've always wanted to, So.. Maybe I finally can!

Told you I'd write two in one day

Today was a long Monday. Like, insanely long. And there wasn't anything exciting going on either, so it was all just a big waste. And I'm tired, but I don't want to sleep. And I'm hungry but i don't want to eat. I just want to sit here, and listen to my music, because that's how I'm happiest. Everyone kept telling me I looked depressed today. No joke, eighth period was terrible long and full of, "Alex, are you OK, you look like you're about to cry?" I was about to stand up and say " yo back up, I'm fine" But I didn't because people asking if I was depressed actually made me depressed. Idiots. OK, well, I'm going now, I know... You needed this extra post today.. EXTREME!

Another Weekend gone, another week wishing it were the weekend

Yes, it's true, I'm not going to deny it, I spend the whole week wishing it were Friday or Saturday night. My house is crazy cold right now, but if I want a blanket, I'm going to have to take out my earplugs, but I'm listening to one of my favorite songs, and it just won't be the same if I were to pause it, no... that wouldn't work out in any way at all!
It's a B day, it's a Monday, Lately Mondays haven't agreed with me, they've kinda turned their back and let me have the crappy side of them. Which I don't like.
OK, well... my song's over, so I'm going to get a blanket, maybe I'll write a random post after school today... Hmmm think about that, two posts in one day! Maybe it'll just make your Monday! Or not.....

This Weekend

I love the weekends. This weekend was pretty darn good! I mean, ya, I had to go camping when I was sick, but I did get better. And ya, I Went to a second year camp meeting that I didn't even have to go to, but... I'm ahead of all the other YCL's who didn't go. And maybe those girls will like me better. :) Here's hoping. And yes, I sat around for hours to play in a twenty minute parade with a shrieking piccolo in my ear that I can barely play, but... I was around my friends, and that will ALWAYS make me feel better. I went to the regional dance last night, it was kind of actually REALLY far away, but I had an AMAZING time, Dancing (or not dancing because all the fast songs were lame, and it was impossible to dance to them!) And you know Church is always a good end to a weekend. I went to this court of honor. Where lots of worthy young men got awards and such from scouting. It was really great, and I saw some friends that I really enjoy being with! Haha, Yeah, actually looking back on this weekend, I've got to say, it was actually good. Such a happy time. And now I'm going to spend the rest of the night listening to Weezer, the Killers, and eating anything I can scrounge up! Goodbye those few friends who MAYBE actually care enough to read my bloggy blog blog! :)

I could never touch you, I think it would be wrong, I've got your letter, You've got my song.

Parade Baby!

I'm going to be in a parade today. And I am NOT excited. I have to be at the school at 3:30! The parade doesn't begin until seven! I understand why I have to be there, but do you realize just how long a wait that is? I do, and it's not gonna be fun... Ick, I'm gonna smell so bad, but hopefully we can get out of there quickly, and then I can get home and get ready for the dance tonight!
I'm watching made, how super fun! Prom queen, wow, that girl looks really pretty! How crazy!
I'm cold which is good, because I'm going to be REALLY hot at that parade! Oh, the girl on made is crying now, psh... So dramatic. Oh apples! Thanks dad! Woohoo! OK, I'm going to go get ready now! Goodbye world!

401... Yep that's right 401st entry!

It's nothing to cry about!
Bad news, good news. Poor news, newspaper. What do all of these have in common? NOTHING!
Man, aren't I SO funny.
So, as you all know, I've been feeling ill these past few days. And we're going camping today, and I'm not excited, because I DON'T FEEL GOOD! But, I've got to go camping and get the rest of the ward sick, maybe I'll just sit in the tent the whole time feeling gross.
Maren and I sat in her car for awhile after she had dropped me off. It was nice, she made me feel a lot better, and I'm not going to blog about what we talked about, because like... Nobody but Maren will really know what it means. So... Pointless, because she's the only person who I care about remembering that conversation, and she'll remember it all right, even with her poor memory! Haha
I was in a weird mood today, Like, I wanted to Just sit there and feel gross, but I also wanted to move around and jump and yell random things. It was so weird. I hate when I'm in that kind of mood, makes me feel like an idiot!

OK, my mum is probably going to go off on me in the comments for this, but I'm about to talk about texting. My mum thinks that my txting is beyond anything ever in the whole world! I think it's easier to text rather than saying to people, I can say more things, and it's easier, and I don't have to interrupt people. My mum says, "You don't talk to us like you used to" But, actually that's because I'm a teenager. Not because of txting. Yes, I am a teenager, and I say things, because I having teenage angst I guess,I don't know why else they would think I'm so terrible. But seriously, I'm not a bad kid, I guess you can argue that I am.
And whatever you have to say in the comments mum, I'm sure I'm wrong and you're right about everything, because you said so, And it's fine with me. I'm just venting, don't take any of this personal.

Little Bit of you in Everything

There's A little bit of the day we met, A whole long list of my regrets, There's a two stepped dance that never swings, A little bit of you in everything, The shimmering of the Christmas lights, A lonely tone in the deepest night, As Nat King Kohl Sweetly sings, a little bit of you in everything....
I don't want to carry these cold feeling anymore. There as a little bit in the books I read, a little bit in the films I see, a little bit in these common themes, There s a little bit of you in everything....

I'm sick today, very dizzy, and a splitting headache. I've just finished watching one of the many chick flicks my mum and I will be watching today. "Becoming Jane" Good movie.
Give me one thing... that's worth saving, from this nameless generation. Give me one thing.... Forevermore.

A little bit of you in everything.

Ya, so I'm gonna spend today doing... Nothing. So glad I didn't go to school today, I got outta bed this morning and did a face plant onto my bedroom floor. Luckily it's covered in clothes and pillows, so... I wasn't beat up too bad. After that though, I got right back into bed and decided I wouldn't take the chance of biffing it in the middle of the hallways at school. almost did that yesterday. Geesh, that woulda been embarrassing. I left band early last night, because man, I so wouldn't have been able to march. I woulda been trampled by the band when we started marching!
OMG! The next movie is called LOLA Gibbs and the Love canal! But do you see that LOLA in there So crazy! OK, I've got to go watch it!
We'll run away together, we'll spend some time together, we'll never feel bad anymore. Hey hey. We'll never feel bad anymore....

Little bit of you in everything.

Luv Lola Living

Wednesday. This week so far has been a mix of things. I'm really not looking to the rest of the week... at all. It hasn't really bad, but it hasn't been good.
I stuttered my way through a presentation yesterday. Everyone keeps telling me it was great, but I think it was just so I would feel better. Because I didn't have nearly enough information, it was just embarrassing. Nobody had as little info. As me. I don't really care what they think, it's my grade I'm worried about!
Ya, I hit the snooze this morning. I never do that, so either this day is gonna be super fantastic, or it's gonna suck and I'm gonna have to live through it...somehow.
You know, yesterday I went and watched a movie with Bay Bug. It was nice! I really miss doing stuff like that. And, yea I'm not seeing us doing a lot of it over the summer, because bay's gonna try and get a job. So... I dunno about movie's at Maren's.

On an island in the sun, we'll be planning having fun, and it makes me feel so something I can't control my brain. Yeah, I can never figure out what he feels like, it's crazy!

All right, well... I'm off to seminary, ssooooo. I'm g-g-gonna g-go to school n-now.

Ready for this: I'm extreme

Today was Monday, and yes, I had a bad case of the Mondays. It was just one of those days that seemed to go on forever! And it's almost not fair, because It was an A day, and who likes A days? Not me, that's for sure. Ya, but B days aren't the best either, you know what, I just want school to be over with, it would be so much easier, and I would be having so much more dun! What with all the camps I'm going to, Ya, busy summer, but it'll be a really GOOD summer, I'm pretty Darn excited for it.
Oh, funny story, there was this game against like Clark or Durango or some team like that, and I was in the batters box, and I almost got hit right, and I jumped out of the box, then I had to get back in, and I said, "Oh Dear" and the catcher for the other team was like, "Wow, I've never heard someone say that before" Haha, you guys probably don't find it funny, but at the time... it was really funny, we were just like.. equals at that point, didn't matter how much softball we'd played, we were just laughing... Those are the kind of games I like. Wish we had more of them.
Speaking of which, a good friend of mine asked me this, " If I could do anything in the world right now without limitations, what would it be" And you know what I said, "I'd just want to be watching TV with you, because it's comfortable." And I know to a lot of people, that doesn't seem all to great, but to me... It sound great! OK, You Guys don't even really care about my ramblings. You've probably stopped even reading, I'm a boring person, I get it!

PS: Can't. Stop. Listening. To. Weezer.
Look up the song "No one else" It's stuck in my head, I really like it. Oh, Or "Across the Sea!" That might be mine and my friends song now. :)

All right, Judge ye not. This is a very random 50 Questions.

50 Random Questions

1. Where were you 3 hours ago?

On my couch watching Xfiles

2. Who are you in love with?

Like I'm gonna tell a computer, you can't keep a secret. ;D

3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?

I guess, when I was little.

4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?

Surprisingly.... No.

5. When is the last time you went to the mall?

When I went and got my super fly easter dress!

6. Are you wearing socks right now?

NO, I isn't.

7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000?

I dunno, I don't own the car. Ask my parents. I'm guessing yes.

8. When was the last time you drove out of town?

When we went to mesquite and I drove on the freeway... I'm extreme.

9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?

No, last time I went to the movies was last weekend, when we went and saw wolverine.

10. Are you hot?

I'd like to think so... Oh, you mean temprature, well, actually it is a bit warm right now.

11. What was the last thing you had to drink?

The slushy juice at the bottom of a snowcone.

12. What are you wearing right now?

Bright yellow shirt and some BYU basketball shorts

13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?

Car wash ALL THE WAY

14. Last food that you ate?

Milky Way, I'm so unhealthy.

15. Where were you last week at this time?

Ummm, is it wrong to say sitting on the couch texting and watching Xfiles, because that's what I was doing.

16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?

Yup, this bright yellow shirt, and a cool greenish one.

17. When is the last time you ran?

Softball on thursday. And I don't plan on running for a while.

18. What's the last sporting event you watched?

The Varsity Gormon Game. It was boring, I wanted to go home the whole time.

19. What is your favorite animal?

Dog... I guess. Or a.. No, Dog, that's pretty much it.

20. Your dream vacation?

When the Harry Potter theme park becomes for real, there... on a date, because then it would be perfect!

21. Last person's house you were in?

Other than my own... Probably Caleb's, for movie night.

22. Worst injury you've ever had?

Dog Bite, when I was eight. 25 stitches, didn't hurt the worst, but it hurt the longest.

23. Have you been in love?

I'd like to think so.

24. Do you miss anyone right now?

Ya, a lotta people, for different reasons.

25. Last play you saw?

Ummm, I truly can't remember, I watch a lot of plays.

26. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?

Act like myself, and hop eit's good ebough.

27. What are your plans for tonight?

Texting... I'm lame.

28. Who is the last person you sent a MySpace message or comment?

Don't have myspace, facebook, Probably Caleb.

29. Next trip you are going to take?

Going camping this weekend. Does that count?

30. Ever go to camp?

Ummmm, read the one above this.
Girls camp every summer for the last four years!

31. Were you an honor roll student in school?

In like, elementary school.

32. What do you want to know about the future?

Which temple will I be married in.

33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?

No, I'm a simple girl.

34. Are you due sometime this year for a doctor's visit?

Most likely. Swine Flu's on the loose.

35. Where is your best friend?

Probably at her house.

36. How is your best friend?

IDK actually, our texts have been short and sweet.

37. Do you have a tan?

You have no idea how bad a farmers tan I have right now!

38. What are you listening to right now?

Weezer: Surf Wax America

39. Do you collect anything?

Spoons, anything Harry Potter. Ticket stubs from just about anywhere I go.

40. Who is the biggest gossiper you know?

My sister.

41. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?

When I yelled, "Naked Man!" And my mum ran a red light. Good Times...

42. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?

Um, ya. Who doesn't?

43. What does your last text message say?

Ugh, Fine, be that way.

44. Do you like hot sauce?

Not usually, depends I guess.

45. Last time you took a shower?

Oh, this is gonna sound gross... Yesterday, at like 5.

46. Do you need to do laundry?

You have no idea how badly I need to go wash some clothes. Ask my mum, it's terrible.

47. What is your heritage?

English I think. Indian, hungarian, and Irish baby!

48. Are you someone's best friend?

I'd liek to think so.

49. Are you rich?

Heck no! Far from it!

50. What were you doing at 12AM last night?

Sleeping, what kind of a girl do you think I am!?!

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Yay! My Internet is Back!

Praises to the LORD above, and the cox lady! Because the Internet is now working again! It was out, and I swear it felt like I was having withdrawls! I've filled my time with xfiles and Texting.
I've got some really good chapstick, it's strawberry, and it is totally awesome!
And now my Internet is back, and I'm in heaven. Haven't gone to YouTube yet, but I bet it'll be loaded with goodies for me to check out.
We had a back to the future marathon on Friday night, at Caleb's house. It was Super Fun, I hadn't seen Back to the future in a while. I'd forgotten a lot of it. I've got the next movie night And I'm thinking, maybe... if the parade gets done early on Saturday. We could do it then, otherwise, it would have to be next week. Because I'm going camping, and you know... For some reason, that just doesn't seem like I'll be able to have people over at my house....
Ya, I'm gonna be in the Heldarado parade next week, and I know it's surprising, but I'm not too excited. I'd rather be hanging out with some people. Aight friends. I'm going to go check the rest of my Internet connections. Bye

Today is Saturday

Today is Saturday, and we're going to a baptism. It's gonna be pretty bomb.

The movies last night was really good! Like, lots of fun, and the movie itself, was AWESOME!
OK, I hurt my jaw up pretty bad yesterday in softball, like... lots of pain meds, but when we went to the hospital they just said it was very severely bruised. But, it really hurts! So... I'm gonna just keep taking the meds, if that's ok with you.
Ok, well, I'm off to the BBQ, because... it's eating time!

Movies

I'm going to go see wolverine in like twenty minutes! With some buddies. It'll be like...really super fun. I'm going to go now, but I just wanted to make a quick note about my leaving: Goodbye!

yes Andy... You are

One Two...

On the Field I remember you were incredible
Hey shut up
Hey shut up
Yeah
On the Field I remember you were incredible
Hey shut up
Hey shut up
Yeah
On the match with the boys
You think you're all alone
With the pain, that you drain from love
In the car with a girl
Promise me she's not your world
Cuz Andy you're a starrrrrr
Get down
Leave the number on the locker and I'll give you a call
Hey shut up
Hey shut up
Yeah
Leave your legacy in gold on the plaques that line the halls
Hey shut up
Hey shut up
Yeah
On the street such a sweet face jumping in town
In the staff when the verdict is in
In the car with a girl, promise me she's not your world
Cuz ANDY YOU'RE a Star.... in nobodies eyes, but mine
Andy you're a star... In nobodies eyes but mine
Andy you're a star, in nobodies eyes, in nobodies eyes but mine

April Twenty-something

Ugh, I'm tired. Won game. : D Had some friends come watch me, which was really cool. The pitcher hit me in the arm in the same place twice! It was insane! Maren is doing Morp she invited me, I think I'll go. It's just like, hanging out, cheap and fun. With FRIENDS, and ya, loads of fun!Can't wait!
Oh xfiles! Such a good show! How I love watching it, and learning about things that can't be true, but at almost the same time you totally can!

Family is good

My Aunt, uncle, and cousin came down last night, and stayed with us. I love my family!

I have to read a poem I wrote in sacrament, it's about the atonement. I've never had to read something I've written like this before. So, I'm kinda nervous. But.... I know that it'll work out in the end if I trust in heavenly father. All right, I guess this post was on the short side, but that's OK, because all is well.

BTW, Friday was a good day. :) Just thought I'd let you all know. :)

Off to a family Reunion

Today I'm going to a family reunion in Mesquite. It should be a lot of fun, because there are a LOT of family. So, lets see how that goes!

We had a movie night last night at Aaron's. It was really fun, we watched "Princess Bride" because I've never seen it all the way through, and also the "Illusionist." Because that is a REALLY good movie. The only thing I wish was that Maren was there. But it was really fun being there with Aaron, Ari, and Caleb.

My dad isn't home from the temple yet, but we're going when he gets home, which should be soon. But, until then, I've got to clean! So, Peace out guys!

Savior

We went and saw Savior of the World for mutual tonight. It was really good, but it's also really late! So I'm gonna try to make this quick!

My English Teacher is so mean. He just, doesn't know how to teach, but.. that's all I'm going to say right now. He made me really upset in class today, but, after savior of the world, I don't really care at the moment, because he's not important and I know it.

I have a game tomorrow, I'm trying to get all the people I can to go! I've invited SO many people, it's against cimmaron, and I have officially invited YOU too. It's at 3:30, at home at the softball Field. Be there or be a square, we won't have another home game for awhile, so... please come!

Thanks.... BYE! It's bedtime!

Growl

It's Tuesday my friends, today I am especially tired. I did not want to wale up, and I have dressed REALLY lazy, for me anyways, ya I'm wearing jeans, but it's still like, really lazy. I have a game today against Western, they are really bad, and it won't be much of a game, but really guys, I am extremely tired, and yesterdays game should've been easy too. But it was SO hot and everyone just got really tired and it was insane how weird everyone was acting, even Dan was in a good mood, which doesn't happen when everyone in in the mood we were in, usually he would yell at us, but instead he was laughing and joking along with us, so Weird. I went to the AP meeting last night, and it was a total waste of time, it was pretty much all for the people who are going to that CSN school. But I'm not, so me and my dad sat there with my friends and laughed, and I was texting, and the library has really bad service, so I wouldn't suggest going in there to text, I had to like, lift my phone up to get signal. It must have looked funny. AHHHH well. Goodbye everyone, have a Wonderful Tuesday!

Monday oh Monday!

I have a game today friends. I don't know who it's against, but it's at home. So.... You should all come and watch me! 3:30. Last game was exciting, I got to be the lead off hitter, and I played really well. This game however, I probably won't be the lead off hitter, because Kiersten is back.

Next Saturday our team is supposed to work at Plant World. But.. I'm going to a family reunion. So, Darn I can't go! Now I'm soooo sad! That was sarcasm if you couldn't tell.

I've got like 1,110 views on my Mormon video, but I've been getting a lot of weird comments lately. They're like... Woah do people seriously have nothing else better to do then to tear down and innocent girls faith, (Not that it's working, because I know they're just lonely idiots who don't have any friends and find pleasure in destruction) But seriously, people these days, why can't they just stick to their own lives. I made the video to answer questions. Did I make it so that people could correct me with answers that aren't even right? No, I did not. And they are just being dumb and should find a better use for their time!

Stupid idiots....

The X files

We picked up the first four seasons of the X Files last night, I've watched the first CD. It's good, I must admit it, it's really good!
I'm going to church soon, because it's Sunday, and that's what we do. Woah, this episode is CRAZY!
I am now going to go and watch this, so I don't get confused! Because, you know I will if I don't pay attention!

When this is published, it'll be tomorrow!

I just got back from the killers concert! It was amazing! I cannot tell you how absolutely amazing that was!I have 0 voice, and my feet knees and back are throbbing, but that was the best concert EVER! Brandon Flowers was at the top of his game, and my dad said, "Alex, it isn't gonna sound like the CD." But guess what, it did... no- it sounded better! It was the best sound quality!
Jackie got splashed with beer, but it seems like that happens to everyone in our family when they go to their first concert, happened to me too! THAT WAS SOOOOOO GREAT! I'm going to bed, because I am exhausted, past midnight, and I have softball tomorrow. AHHHHHH! I didn't get enough money for fundraising, I'm gonna have to run! Shoot!!!!

Quick Post

I'm running late because there was no seminary, so naturally, I'm late. I'm gong to see the killers tonight, so I won't have time to blog when I get home. Because I also have a game today, away, and I'm going to try and get out of there as quickly as I can! OK, this seems good enough. Going to see the killers, I have an away game today, goodbye!

Youtube has changed

Those of you who are youtubers will know, YouTube has changed. And... it doesn't benefit the small people. Only the big people. They're trying to be hulu, with more television and movies and such. OK, well I was reading the blog of this girl Elisa, who is from a channel that I participate in on YouTube, and she had this video up there, hopefully she won't think me as copying her, because it really explains what's going on on YouTube. Because I'm just not that great at doing it!

Wednesday's Storm

It's supposed to rain today. Bully For Professor Vector. Wanna hear a song without any music? It's specatanamous. Ten bucks if you can guess which song. (I don't have ten bucks)


I wanna be rich and I want lots of money
I don't care cleaver i don't care about clever I don't care about funny
I want lots of clothes and I want loads of diamonds
I heard people die while they're trying to find them
And I'll take me close off and it will be shameless
Cuz everyone know that's just how you get famous (Actually, I will do no such thing)
I look in the sun, and I look in the mirror
Honor our trek and I'm onto a winner

I don't know what's right and what's real anymore
and i don't know how I'm supposed to feel anymore
And when we think and it all becomes clear
Cuz I'm being taken over by the fear

Life's about film stars and less about mothers
It's all about first class and cussing each other
But it doesn't matter, cuz I'm packing plastic
And that's what make my life so flippen fantastic
And I am a weapon of massive consumption
And it's not my fault it's how I'm programmed to function
I look in the sun and I look in the mirror
I'm on the right track yes we're on to a winner

I don't know what's right and what's real anymore
And I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
And when we think and things all become clear
Cuz I'm being taken over by the fear

Forget about guns and forget ammunition
Cuz I'm killing them all on my own little mission
Now I'm not a saint, but I'm not a sinner
And every thing's cool as long as I'm getting thinner

I don't know what's right and what's real anymore
And I don't know what I'm meant to feel anymore
And when we think and things all become clear,
Cuz I'm being taken over by the fear

PS. Another five bucks if you can find the Harry Potter reference in this post!

Yay! It works! I understand how to blog through my phone! It's a miricle!

First Day Back

Today will be our first day back to school. I'm going to be playing at the middle schools. So, I get out of a lot of class today and tomorrow. The only classes I'm worried about are missing Geometry and Chemistry. But, I can always go in and ask the teachers for help. And maybe that will get me out of some softball!

So, a friend of mine told me to listen to Lily Allen, let me first of say that she has the prettiest voice! And I absolutely LOVE her English Accent! But, some of the songs she sings are inappropriate. The only song I would recommend on here is the Clean version of "The Fear." But other than that, don't look up any of her songs, because they all swear.

What's with Mondays. Most people look at them like it's the worst part of the week. I guess you can see it that way, but I prefer thinking of it as the start. And isn't the start sometimes the best? You can argue that's not correct if you're eating a cinnamon roll or if you're getting into a slightly chilled pool. But I think the beginning is always the best in storied, when it sets up for the rest of plot. It's the best part of softball. Before you get tired, and the Field still smells like... Field. And the dirt hasn't been all kicked up and ruined.
So there, Mondays are really just the start of a softball game. Ha!

HAPPY EASTER!

It's Easter everybody. I just got back from my grandma's. It was pretty Sweet. We laughed a lot after dinner. Oh darn, I feel like I don't have anything to talk about.

School starts again tomorrow. Which stinks, but I have band for the next two days and I don't really have to go to class. Darn, I feel like I have NOTHING to talk about!

Happy Easter everybody. I'm boring today. Sorry.

> : F


It's a bunny, see with the ears, and the teeth..... Actually, I don't even see it!

OMG! Two more days of Spring Break!

This is insane! It's almost done! And it's really sad, and... I think I'll go back to sleep! Eventually, After I clean, because my house is a bit messy. So, yea, clean my house, oh, my room is such a mess... it definitely needs to be cleaned today. Maybe I'll even listen to some Wizard Rock to make it go quicker. My back has really been hurting me lately. Yesterday was terrible. My sister keeps hitting me and whining like a little baby.

Thank you people. Talk to you another time, when I have some more exciting things to talk about!