Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Time soon?

Will I have time anytime SOON!? Seriuosly, it's insane how there is no time to do anything. But, pretty soon, I shall be done. No more plays, Saturday is the end. The very end! And then I will not have to do anything else, for a while. I really don't have anything important to say, just that I seriously miss haveing time, and soon, I will have endless time. 35 days from now, I'll have as much time as is possibly needed. It's crazy, but true. And What I want to say, is... HELLO TIME! You were missed!! And I'm glad to have you back!

Monday, April 19, 2010

Just another Manic Monday

So, Things are.... complicated right now. And I'm looking for a part time job now, my Mom says I don't NEED to get one... But I feel like I have to, if anyone knows of anything availabel, please let me know. Thanks for reading everybody!

Monday, April 12, 2010

Even when you think I'm not thinking of you, I am!

No, this post is NOT directed at Caleb, This is directed at my best friend Maren Bayles! Because of Maren, I have one of those girlfriends I've never had before. I mean, I've had friends who are girl, but not until Maren have I been a real best friend. Who I believed were my best friend had other best friends... Above me on the best friend scale. Not so with Maren, and that is much appreciated. Maren... I don't exactly know when you're leaving me. I guess, Since you haven't given me a precise date, or even a month, I'm holding out, hoping you'll just stay here with me, even though I know it's not true. You're my best friend. And you know exactly how to make me feel better. What am I going to do when I need to feel better? When I feel so lonely, because my boyfriend is over two thousand miles away and the ONLY OTHER PERSON WHO COULD HELP ME FEEL SPECIAL AND OF WORTH IS GOING TO BE IN THE NEXT STATE OVER WITH ALL HE NEW BYU ROOMMATE FRIENDS.... Maren, You are not forgotten, and you never will be, you've touched me more than anyone has. You're the perfect example of a best friend, which makes me feel terrible, because while you're there being MY perfect best friend, the most important and significant friend I've ever had, I'm being the opposite example to you. I love you Maren, And even when you are away at college with your new friend, and putting me in the back of your memory as a high school memory, I will remember you, as that friend who showed me that I never had a real friend until you. I'll remember ten minute rambling YouTube videos that were to long to even put up on the site! I'll remember Dying of heat at numerous band activities. I'll remember staring up at my ceiling at Harry Potter and you getting TOTALLY freaked out! I'll remember the way you made me happy even when you don't know that I've been having a bad day. I'll remember the time we were walking in the cafeteria my Freshman year, and realizing you were my best friend! Maren, Even when you think I'm not thinking of you... I am, And years from now when I'm old, with old people diseases and I can't remember your name let alone my own.... I'll remember that the feeling of love from someone other than my family FIRST came from a my best friend with giant hair, who loved stars, and played guitar better than anyone I've ever heard (Maybe I'm biased.... But I still believe it.) And don't think my grand kids won't hear stories of riding bikes in Toys R Us, and MARENCON 5! Because those types of things are things that I never want to be lost... Even when I'm gone.
I love you best friend... Don't forget it.

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Happy Easter!

This was a pretty Awesome Spring Break Week. I hung out with Caleb everyday of Spring break. It was REALLY fun. Nice, to get to hang before he leaves for two years.
So, yesterday We went to St. George, to watch conference and to help my grandparents move. Well.... They're moved. It was a lot of work. But, we got it done. And It was worth going up... I think. I really didn't get to watch a lot of conference... like... the last hour of the last session. Other than that we were cleaning and moving for the rest of conference. But, the next two months after conference are all about conference, so I'll just get to learn it now.
Happy Easter! I love Easter, not because of the eggs or the Little bunny pictures everywhere. I love Easter because we celebrate our Savior and the sacrifice he made for me, as well as everyone else, that I may return to him and have the atonement. I'm thankful for all my family, and those who care about me and who have accepted the gospel and know that Jesus is their redeemer, they are strong examples to me.
Happy Easter everyone! Jesus loves you!