Saturday, February 28, 2009

And so it begins

I will now only have free days... never. No more free days. If you want me to "hang" good luck finding a time when you can. Maybe Monday through Saturday after like seven thirty, and not Wednesdays, and I have to make sure I have ALL my homework done.

You see, softball tryouts are in about thirty minutes. Yes, thirty minutes until I become exhausted for two and a half months strait. At least, that's how long Coach Nelson said it would be. I don't know ow I feel about this. I love softball, but it's going to take a lot of time away, especially this year. I'm going to play, and I'm going to have fun, because I love softball. So, now I'm off, I hope that you all get the opportunity to see me in the coming months, it seems like I'm always doing something during softball season, whether it be softball, church, the endless amount of homework that stacks up. So, see you... or not. Whichever....

Friday, February 27, 2009

For the life of me

For the life of me, I can not remember, blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah, and it's never justified.

Song. In. My. Head. I. Don't. Know. The. Words. Of. It. Though.

I hope Anne can go work at UNLV with me! I'm tired. I have to babysit tonight, I don't like babysitting, I like money. I don't like watching older kids, you know, the ones above the age four. They just turn evil, All right, I am going to go lay down until they come. Goodbye world, the earth says goodnight!

TGI Friday!

I am so happy it's Friday. This week has been so hectic. True, I have all my hard classes ahead of me today and the weekend ahead isn't what I call promising, but you know, having a break no matter how small is worth it. Softball tryouts are tomorrow. I'm a bit nervous, but at the same time I'm not. I know I'll probably be on JV again. it's like a 99% chance I'll be on JV. And I'm cool with that, I don't think I'm exactly ready for varsity. Anyways, Yea, that's tomorrow, and also the baptism of Brandon Flower's mother in law, :D Then I have to work the concessions again at UNLV.
Sunday will be OK though, I think... Well, hopefully it'll be OK.

So recently I've realized that I can say no to people. I don't really like saying no to people, I usually do what I'm supposed do, what they say, when I'm supposed to do it. But It's got a bit out of hand lately, and so I've been saying no to all kinds of things that shouldn't come first. Like young women's volleyball last night. I had a ton of homework and instead of going and playing with the ward I stayed home and did it! Sorry if that upsets anyone, but school should come before an activity that I'm not required to go to. All right, well, I've got to go wake up dad to go to seminary, Bye!

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

I'm too young!

Yesterday there was a college fair type thing, there were all these Jesuit schools. I really was just going to get out of class, but I recently realized that BYU is really hard to get into. Like, really hard. And there are a lot of really good students being declined, and I'm not that great of a student. Not very special not even a pretty high GPA, plus me and standardized tests don't really rub elbows if you know what I mean, OK, you don't know what I mean... I stink at taking tests OK. Now you know, and BYU looks at grades, which is not the best thing in the world for me. So, I've decided to look into other options. I'll keep my hopes up for BYU. But it's not going to be easy, and I'm going to have to work really hard.
The most promising of the schools were the Loyola ones. There's some in California that look nice, the one in LA and the one in San Fransisco are nice. Then there's this college in Denver that doesn't look bad either. The good thing about these schools is that they look at the WHOLE person, as in, what did she do when she wasn't at school. They aren't Mormon schools, but that's OK as long as I'm getting an education, plus they give out a LOT of scholarships and that's always good. So, yea College, not something I WANT to think about, but something I NEED to think about. Peace out everybody!

Monday, February 23, 2009

Exoerience of a lifetime

So when I got home last night it was a normal night, put my clothes in the wash last minute so then I had to stay up and flip them. Made sure I had my homework done, I did... for the most part. Took a shower because there was a whole twenty five more minutes to go and I had nothing to do. Came upstairs and checked how many views I had on my video, 513 by the way. Then I flipped the clothes and went into my room. There, sitting on my bookshelf was a pair of scriptures, so I grabbed them and began to read, Four chapters of fourth Nephi, then I was tired. Usually I end up so close to sleep when I remember to pray that I just do it while I'm lying down, but last night I figured I should get on my knees and pray. So I did. It was a normal prayer, very normal. Then I lay back down onto my bed, and whenever you pray you're supposed to listen. So I just sat there, listening, then the strangest and best feeling ever came over me, it was peace. Just a sense of peace, and I knew I would be OK. I know, it's absolute fact to me, that this church is true. That peace is what I'll feel when I'm with my heavenly father, that sense of peace alone would make me want to be as best I can, it was the most amazing feeling!

I am a member of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints, and I know this Church is true.

Sunday, February 22, 2009

The Truth About Mormons From a Mormon

I AM SO PSYCHED RIGHT NOW!
I made a video on Friday. I made it because I was bored and I've gotten a lot of questions lately about being Mormon. So I made a video for YouTube where I asked some questions about Mormons and then I answered the questions.

As of right now I have gotten 497 views. 497! IN TWO DAYS! This is SO unbelievable! And So AMAZING! 497 VIEWS! You have no idea how excited this has made me! IN TWO DAYS!

IF YOU WANT TO WATCH IT, AND I ENCOURAGE YOU TO, GO TO YOUTUBE AND TYPE INTO THE SEARCH BAR THE TITLE OF THIS POST. IT SHOULD POP UP AS THE FIRST IN THE CUE.
THANK YOU TO ANYONE WHO HAS WATCHED IT ALREADY, I'M SO EXCITED SO EVERYTHING IS IN CAPS RIGHT NOW! OK, I'M OFF TO PRACTICE MY FLUTE. GOODBYE FANS!

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Baptism

I am SO excited! Next Saturday there is a baptism. Guess who's getting baptised!

OK, you weren't even close. The mother in law of Brandon Flowers. Brandon Flowers! He's the lead singer "The Killers!" How completely awesome! Brandon Flower's wife is speaking, so he himself might be there! Did you know he's LDS? Yes, he is. He says he knows it's true, even if it's sometimes hard to follow it. That is so cool!

Next Saturday, 11:30, Baptism with Brandon Flowers (Maybe.) This might just be the coolest things ever! Plus we'll be welcoming a new member to the true gospel! :D

Thursday, February 19, 2009

How many spikes till the win?

Yes, we won. We won both games. Against Canyon Gate AND El Camino! That is so unheard of! Especially since El Camino is the best in the Stake!
I'm so completely utterly tired. I had weight lifting today, and I am so tired. You have no idea how sore I am going to be tomorrow. Well, maybe you do, but I just want you to know. That's right, there you go, and now you know. I AM TIRED! I am going to bed, maybe I'll practice my ballroom dancing after I study. THEN I'll go to bed. GoodBYE!

Ballroom DANCING 2.0!!!!

That was SO MUCH FUN!
I did not think that I would be that good at the swing ballroom dancing, but I was seriously rockin out there. It was so unbelievably fun! I was partnered with Dillon Dudley. He was OK. He got it toward the end. There was a big space of time though where he had no idea what he was doing! I just thought it was funny, all the dancing and laughing. OH man that was so much fun! I am bomb at Swing Dancing, I can't wait till Saturday, that dance is all mine. UUUUHHHUHHH!

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Ballroom Dancinf?

"Are we going to ballroom dance tonight?" Interviewer
"Yes." Me
"Will it be a complete disaster?" Interviewer
"Probably." Me.
"Why is that?" Interviewer.
"Because I cannot dance, and we don't have enough boys, duh." Me.
"Oh." Interviewer.

I AM BALLROOM DANCING TONIGHT. BE AFRAID, I SHALL BE...

Lend me your ears

I don't have much to talk about. Because I am nearly asleep. My fingers today are very stout. I want to go to bed and count sheep. Today I have photography. The only excitement I believe I'll get. Sometimes school seems elementary. Hopefully I won't get bit. My house is cold. There is no heat. Maybe I'll be bold, and get off my seat. (To go turn on the heat) No I think not. I'll stay here on the couch. And dream of the hot. Kangaroos have a pouch. I have done my job. I'm off to eat food. My dad can go by Bob. He's one sick dude.

OK, I wrote this post in rhyme, somethings don't make sense because it's too early and I can't really thin right now. G'dbye.

Monday, February 16, 2009

<3

Oh Today. the day of a day of good things. The day we celebrate presidents. The day I go to the movies with some friends, but only a few. Like six of them.

Michelle, Aileen, Zack, Sam, Dawn, Luisa, and anyone else who wants to come. Maren doesn't want to go, I understand her. She says she hasn't even heard of the movie. We're going to see push. It's so crazy! So completely crazy!OK, well, I'm crazy, you're crazy, we're all crazy, and that's what everyone knows for sure!

OK, so maybe I've been just typing some random stuff for the last bit. I'm going to go now.

The fried fishies feasts on fatty frugal frogs.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

What am I doing?

Church was good today, Some good lessons. I must admit, Sacrament was very boring, I was super duper tired, I still am, but that's not the point. In Sunday School I didn't realize until the end, but it was as if the lesson was made for me. It was talking about the four principles of the gospel. I guess I've been having trouble with stress, and with the stress I seem to have strained my faith a bit. I know it's true, but I've pulled myself so that I haven't been showing my love for the gospel, and I haven't really been exercising my faith.
I don't want to drop anything I'm doing. Because I love everything I'm doing. I love playing softball, I don't want to quit softball, I am a bit sad that none of my friends are doing it with me. But I will play this year, I WILL, and since I've worked this hard for it I don't want to quit. That would mean that I worked and did so much for nothing, and I don't want it to have been for nothing. Because it was for something! I've had long days of practice and inter murals, and weight training, and working in snack stands, and getting equipment that cost a lot of money. I don't want it to have been for nothing! At the moment I have too much fun to stop, and I love it. So I am NOT quitting softball!
Band is almost done. I have a lot of Band activities in the next two weeks, but once I go to festival it will pretty much be done! So, then I won't have to work nearly as hard. School also takes a lot of my time, I didn't have this much homework last year. I have a ton more this year with history and Chemistry. But that doesn't bother me, it just takes a lot of time. And the time is what's getting to me. My church leaders all think that there's something wrong with me, I'm just stressed, and so I haven't really showed my love for the gospel as much as I have, because I'm tired a lot more, getting up at four thirty and getting to bed later than I would have been. Sometimes as late as midnight. Which hasn't ever happened before. I've always been to bed before ten, but now it's too late. So I'm really tired, and so I'm not as happy as I was, because I'm too tired. And because I'm not as happy, I haven't been showing my LOVE for the gospel.
I've had a lot more missionary experiences. I've had a lot of nonmember friends who have been asking me a lot of questions.
So, I think that I'm going to try to show my faith, because keeping it inside makes it start to dwindle a bit and even weakens my testimony.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Back From UNLV

Well, that was the longest seven hours of my life. I had to work the concession stands. Now I'm done, and I am tired.

I want to wish everyone a happy Valentines day. I'm not all too in to this Holiday. I do wish you all lots of LOVE, and I hope you all enjoy yourselves. I'm going over to Maren's, I want to watch Corpse Bride, but it really all depends on what she wants to do. So, OK, there it is, goodbye!

Happy Happy Valentines day!

Friday, February 13, 2009

Awwww!

The Young Men in our ward are so sweet. It's like they just brought me back to life. They heart attacked me, and they have the cutest things on them, it's so cute, and there's cookies, and I kind of wanna cry because it's so sweet. AWWWW! I'm so... Happy! Thanks guys, you're amazing!

Death

I think I might just have died. I have had a heart attack and the only reason I am still breathing is too post this to tell you why I'm have died.

I'm going to EFY. With Mikael Nelson. In Ephraim, in July. The week of the thirteenth. But do you see that right there? Thirteenth. I just looked it up. And Harry Potter and the half blood prince comes out on the seventeenth. I won't be back until the eighteenth. I have just died. My heart has just been broken, I will not be seeing Harry Potter at midnight as is my tradition. I will have to see it the Saturday I get back, which is the eighteenth. I have just died. At the end of this post you should not expect to see me again. Because at this very moment my heart is starting to race again, oh no! I'm starting to hyperventilate! Someone, please! Call an ambulance, my heart has officially been broken. Harry Potter.... What am I to do?

BAnd and The Doctor

Yep I have band tonight. In like fifteen minutes. I'm not excited, it'll be hot, it'll be long, it'll be boring, and I'll pretty much just be the lonely Alex that I have been all day. Because all my friends were on the field trip. Except for Maren, but I didn't see her much.
I made a couple new videos yesterday. Very nice.

I put up my Doctor Who posters. I've said this once already, and I'm going to repeat it now.
My room now looks slightly less mature, but I don't care, because it is exactly like me. If you were to walk into my bedroom right now, you'd be like. "Hey, this room is exactly like Alex."
Pale yellow with a border of the stars (As in the constellations) I have Harry Potter things ALL over my room. My pictures from photography hanging up, green wherever there's room. I have Wizard Rock or the Killers playing 24/7. My wall of notes because my friends are super duper important to me. Pictures of the Savior and my baptism papers framed on the desk and the wall by my bed. Soft light, so it's kind of mysterious. There's puzzles, because I like putting them together, you could say that I'm kind of like a puzzle. The matching bed dresser desk end table combination are all a rich brown color (I can't think of the word right now, it'll come to me eventually) More Harry Potter, in action figures, pictures, books, just about everything. Pretty jewelry boxes that don't hold any jewelry! Shoes mismatched on the closet floor. It's insane. Just like me, and I like it that way, anything else and I would maybe, just maybe, become.... normal, and who wants to be normal?

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Waga Waga, A religious message

When life kicks you in the gut, get up and throw a softball at their face.

When I wake up in the morning I think about one thing. Sleep. What should I really be thinking about? The Savior. I had a really amazing and scary lesson in seminary. I learned way too much about the Crucifixion, and yet, maybe not enough. The agony and suffering he went through for us is almost unbelievable, but he went through so much more pain when he was in Gethsemane. Which is terrifying to think of, because of everything he went though. The crown of thorns alone would kill a normal person, and then whole walk with his cross, and the nailing of the nails, that must have been terrifying. Did you know that they didn't give Jesus a proper trial.It was actually against the law to have a trial on the day they did! People are real idiots, and yet, without those idiots we wouldn't be where we are today.
Just think about is your best friend totally and completely utterly betrayed you, more so than anyone has ever been betrayed before. Judas was so crazy and he stabbed Jesus in the back! Jesus is our savior, he told his persecutors he was the son of God and they believed him not. Would you have believed Jesus? He grew up with you, and all of a sudden he is the kings of the Jews. What would be your impression?

OK, I've got to go now, Band you know, I just thought this was completely insanely and ridiculously amazing. The savior and his difficulties!

OMG! DOCTOR WHO!

Yes, they have arrived. My new posters, they are Doctor Who posters and they are completly amazing! I love them so much, I'm going to hang them up in my room, and not on the cieling, because they are just that important!
I have curly hair today. And I've gotta go to band tonight, where I will learn how to do geometry! OK, I am gone, I'm gone to go get away and do some homework. Goodbye peeps!

Monday, February 9, 2009

That's not my name

So, I just made a stop motion videoish thing. It starts out as stop motion, then I just wanted to get all the song in, so I just put in a bunch or pictures of David Tennant. OK< well, I'm still sickly, so I'm gonna go. Good bye luvs. See, they say Luvs in England!

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Icky Sicky

I'm so sicky. No church for Lupton. Slight fever, pain. I just want to sleep. But lunch isn't done. Brother Orme came over for home teaching. Him and dad gave me a blessing. It was very nice, I feel a tad bit better, but not much yet, I'll just have to let the power of the priesthood take over. I don't think I've blown my nose this much in all my life. Ahhhhh! Sleep, mom finish lunch, I need sleepy sleep. I think I'll take NyQuil tonight. I'll be loopy tomorrow, but that's OK. Loopy Alex is a good Alex indeed. I believe it is time I go.

By the Way, Coraline was one of the best movies I've ever seen. It was so good. Not what I expected in any way! Completely amazing. I was very pleased with it. I think it was better than the Harry Potter MOVIES. I'm not going as far as the books, but it was a really good movie, I'm glad I went and saw it. Maren and Dawn came with us. SO GOOD. I want to see it about five hundred more times. If anyone wants to see it with me again, I'm up for it. OK, bye. Off to wallow in the sickness that is me right now!

Saturday, February 7, 2009

Namely. Me

I am Alex. I went to Mormon Youth Symphony. I disliked it. I love the rain. It makes me happy, and also tingly on the inside! I love the color green, it's my favorite color. I'm going to go see Coraline today with my family. It will either be really good or really bad. I hope it's a relatively good film. I am going to go and look up a time to go to, we'll probably go to village square, because that's what I'm going. Goodbye World!

Friday, February 6, 2009

Friday is a Special Day

Today is Friday. I like Fridays. I like knowing that I'm done with my week and I can relax. I really want to see Coraline tomorrow. I hope Maren will go see it with me. She said she still didn't know. I'm supposed to go over to her house tonight for a movie night. I hope so, the missionaries are coming over here to teach Mom's friend, but hopefully I shall be gone. Nothing against them or anything, I'm just not all up for the whole missionary discussion thing tonight. I'm watching this James Bond movie, I don't like it, he does have a cool accent though.
Guess what world! I have to clean the rest of the downstairs. It's really messy, I'm the kind of unorganized person who just leaves things places and when I have to clean up I get upset and grumpy. But that's OK, because I'm going to go onto YouTube when I'm done, and YouTube makes everything better, most of the time anyways. OK, BYE BYE!

Thursday, February 5, 2009

Palmhurst!

Yes, That's right, Palmhurst won against both wards we played! We are the bomb! Just thought I'd tell you. But now I have to sleep, because I am tired. And I love you all, and that's not just because of all the bodily fluids I lost, well, maybe it is. I love you all, SO MUCH! <3

VolleyBall

Today is Blue Thursday. Today there is Young Women Volleyball. I'm not any good at volleyball. So, there you are, if mom ever gets around to taking us (Not her fault, it's the foods) Then we'll be on our way to losing the Young women's Volleyball tournament! We're just not that sportsy. OK, I'm off, well, not till the food is done anyways!

Poem for Maren, because I Can write poems when I'm not stricken

Can somebody give me a woot woot!


I laugh with you
I cry for you
I often wish to be with you

I dance with you
When you're dancing at your worst
It seems as though you gave me that curse

I roll with you
Across a surface unsafe at times
And when we touch we can see the lightening lines

I am a friend
And you are mine
Will you be my Valentine? Maren? In a completely non-lesbian way?

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

POEM TIME FOR ALEX

This is spur of the moment, I haven't written anything down, it's just going to happen now, me making it up and writing it down. And so, here it goes, OK ready.

"What is love anyway if not the joy shared between friends?" (Long Title)

You and I are close
Closer than water and a house boat
You and I are friends
Our personalities blend

You and I talk
Sometimes when we walk
You and I are cheer
Wrapped up and grinning ear to ear

You and I...
Well You and I...
Why, you and I... Could be
Perfect...

PAIN. OMG ITS PAIN!

Yes I re pulled my flippen Hip flexor. I am going to die. I had to walk home afterwards, and I was crying all the way home, good thing I was wearing my shades or everyone in the world would have seen that I was crying as I walked home. And let me tell you, the hip Flexor is the worst flippen place to have pulled something, because it's really awkward to walk, and you look funny when your trying to put pressure on it so it doesn't hurt as bad. I have a bag of frozen peas on it now. Oh I hope nobody I know comes by, Oh that would suck. Yea, I pulled it last year, but it didn't hurt nearly this bad, I think this was the worst pain I've ever experienced, worse than getting my head cracked open, or getting bit by that dog, or even when I chopped off my toe. This hurt SO bad, it still hurts, then I had to run. I HAD TO RUN ON IT! Dan went easy on me because he was cool and was like, "OK, just jog" But then I went with Winward and she was like "FASTER ALEX FASTER! YOU'RE TOO SLOW, WHY ARE YOU SO SLOW? FASTER!" I almost died. And there was nobody there for me to tell other than Dan, because none of the other girls talked to me. I'm out of the group, in in so much pain, and my eyes burn from crying, AND i have to go to mutual! Ready, here I go to die.

PS. Thanks chase for subscribing to my channel. I'd tell you all to go subscribe, but 1. He has no videos, and 2. only Maren goes on YouTube. So, this doesn't really bother anyone else. So, again Thanks.

PSS. Sorry Maren for not telling you, last time I told someone <3 it ended up sucky and everyone made a big deal of it, and it's not even big. But people can read me like a book, you even made it out. I don't think you've ever seen me around him. OK, bye Maren.

And others.

Please

Please be a better day.

Please say everything that happened yesterday was a joke.

Please let it be a free day in seminary, so I can sleep.

Please don't let there be conditioning at softball today.

Please let Mr. Berry see my BYU sweatshirt today and PLEASE make him invite me on the field trip that I really want to go on!

Please make everyone notice my curlycue hair, I'm proud of it. (Thanks Mom)

Please be enough milk in the fridge for me to have some cereal.

Please let lunch come faster than other period.

Please bless that I won't bomb the two important tests I have today, but that I'll Ace them instead.

Please don't let me cut off my finger when I'm heart attacking for mutual tonight.

Please say none of my leaders will attack me for being what they call "inactive" Even though I'm totally not and they don't even know why I'm not wanting to go to mutual. (One, very busy, Two, I don't feel well after school most days, three... I can't think of one, but what does it matter if I miss a few mutuals? It's not church itself, other people can miss mutual and people don't even care, but when I miss it, I've gone inactive. Great.)

Please let my subscribers make awesome videos today.

Please let us all be safe.

Please let me rekindle relationships and start fires in some already in full throttle.

Please let me stop writing "Please's" because my hands are starting to hurt.......

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Guess What I forgot!

So on my worst Day rant I forgot to add how Anne is no longer playing softball. Yes, I know, she's not doing softball, this fricken sucks! No Maren, No Anne, are you serious right now? So I'm going to be on a team with really NONE of my friends! Some girls who I never hang out with other than at softball, who I'm barely even on speaking term with? What is this? Alone, at softball, I'm going to have to make friends with the coaches or something! This is really disappointing, I told Anne it was OK. She has a good reason, bummed leg, doesn't like the team a Bonanza, Blah. (Not blah to you, more "blah I'm gonna be on the team by myself with people who swear and talk smack about me, at least they have at inter murals.) OK, well, now you know. I was almost over this bad day thing too. I watched a very uplifting video by Maren, then I remembered Anne not doing softball. At that point in the day I literally had to hold back the tears that were starting to come so I wouldn't look like an idiot in front of my peers. Oh, wait they're here now, need to stop before people get home, maybe I'll go take a shower again and make them drown. Crap they're home. OK, I'm going now, goodbye. I think I'll go watch that video again!

WORST DAY EVER!

So, today was so suckish. There was only like seven people in seminary today because it was Free Grand Slam day at Denny's, so sister Marelli was totally boring in her lesson, and I DIDN"T GET ANY FOOD! Only one of the Ten pictures I took for photography came out, pissed much? YES! Oh, and because I had to develop pictures my hands spelled like frickin developer all day! Still do now as a matter of fact.
Failed the geometry quiz from last wee, I knew I didn't do good, but i got a 13 and a half out of like 26! EPIC FAIL I TELL YOU! So now I need to get an A on the test Monday to balance out to a B at least! She didn't curve it, she thought it was easy. I think that if nobody in your class gets above a C than you should rethink the whole "easy quiz" tactic. She said that the Freshman got A's on it. Well Duh, we are sophomores in a geometry class, I think that means we're not good at math!

Band was torture, I started to feel ill and I was so depressed from the test thing that I played like crap, and he made the flutes play this really hard part that none of us could get and it was so embarrassing. I almost cried! The my hair fell out of the bun that it was in, that took me FOREVER to do this morning! And my bracelet fell off, I love that bracelet! <3 then WE had sectional, which I canceled because I wasn't feeling well, I couldn't have sat through that garbage.
I went with Chase to drop off his permission slip, and even though I was using my eyes to silently plead with Mr. Berry when we found him by his room to give him the paper, he didn't invite me to go with them on this really cool field trip that I REALLY want to go on. : *(
French we had to do work, because EVERYONE is failing because nobody did the workbook pages right! Failing again. So Mr. Lewis has us doing this packet to raise our grades, it's like thirty pages thick! And people were spraying perfume in that class, like three different kinds, and I almost passed out because I couldn't breath, and there were no gas masks in sight!
After school I went with Arie to see if we could get Denny's, but the line was so long it stretched out the store and along the sidewalk. So we didn't go in, and as we were walking back I saw my favorite Frozen Yogurt place was closed down! Orange Pearl, closed! Then I walked home. So suckish. I'm really mad, and to make it all worse, some of my best friends, actually just one, and Morgan were calling my a loser, and I felt really sad and depressed, and they were singing this song that wouldn't have bothered me on any other day, but it did today because I was so depressed, and now it's stuck in my head.

OH Aaaaleeexx OH Aaaaleeexx

Monday, February 2, 2009

Can somebody tell me why TV is full of sick things

The last two TV shows I watched were about getting people knocked up, and I saw another commercial for that American teenager show. Seriously, what is up with television? OK, got to go take out the trash. Peace out!

Filthy

After intermurals everyone left, and Nelson was doing the field. So I went and helped him on the field. Dragging the hose around and becoming absalutly hidiously dirty. As I was walking home I got a text from Aaron, he needed 3D glasses for chuck, I had 3D glasses. He came and picked me up, he took me home, I got the glasses and was home a half hour earlier than I would have been. Thanks Aaron.

Maren, you are rockin. I saw you today at lunch. That was bomb. Let's hang some.

Chase, Feel better, I know Mr. Strong gave you a headache.

Anne, Hope you can make it to wieghts tomorrow, I know you didn't come today, very sad. No partner. : (

Dawn, What are you doing for mutual?

Jackie, get out of the shower, because I smell really bad and I'm covered in dirt. Dad is complaining. BYE!

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Can somebody let me in on the secret?

All I'm gonna say is this:

Bay Bug, we need to hang, because I guess I'm not understanding anything you say to me lately, maybe that's a reason I'm falling away from everything that was me. This year I've become a complete different person. Some things are better, but a lot of things really aren't. I was told today in Church by several different people that I'm different, and I don't like it. And it makes me really sad, and a bit angry, and it makes me just want to go hide in my room and cut myself off, because then people can't tell me I'm different. OK. That's it. We can't hang Saturday because you have Solo and Ensemble. We can't hang the Saturday after that because I have to work UNLV concessions. Maybe Friday, don't know if your busy. Cell phone Servers stink. We should Skype tomorrow, but it's family home evening, and you guys actually do things, so never mind, or maybe it'll still work, Bye.

Alex

SuperBowl and a week ahead

Super Bowl today. I don't even care who wins, because I don't even really like football. I'm tired, I might sleep through the game. I've also got homework. I've got to finish my Chemistry still. I'm a bout halfway done. Man, there's a full week of seminary coming up. I think I'll go to softball Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday. But I don't k=think I will on Thursday. I'm just not feeling a full week of crazy inter murals with this hurt muscle. I want to read Harry Potter, I want to go see Coraline this weekend, but nobody will go see it with me. : ( Maybe I'll talk Anne and or Chase and or somebody else into going with me, since Maren is busy seeing it with... somebody else. (Totally forgiven)
So, Even though I know Anne and Chase don't read my blog, still, if you guys want to go, that would be really cool. :D OK, well, I'm going to go shower and then homework. Not necessarily in that order however. BYE BYE FRIENDS AND FAMILY, ENJOY THE GAME!