Lately, things are confusing. And some people I have spoken too says it's a lack of communication. Which is true, very true. Because we haven't really been communicating at all. But, that's done with now, and we SHALL communicate... I'm going to explode or something. Things will be fixed. Over time and a whole lot of effort, things will get better. Because I CAN manage this better, it'll just take a lot of hard work.
I'm thinking of starting a new blog, but one that I DON'T have everybody read. I used to be able to say whatever on my blog, but now people read it and get upset, or worried. And.. I really just need an outlet where I can vent and express myself freely without any worry of who's going to get upset. I'm thinking of making it this week, after school on one of the half days. Maybe Wednesday, Maren's gonna be at Joy's so I can't hang out, so.... I'll do it then!
Testing this week, That's gonna stink. I have not yet studied, and my tests tomorrow are stupid and tricky and confusing. Photography... I NEVER do anything in photography, and I haven't really learned anything all semester. Photo shop... I stink at photo shop. Then I have geometry, which is impossible for me t study for, because it's math! I also have to go to my last two classes. Bleh, not looking forward to that.
Congratulations to all those seniors who are graduating today.... FROM SEMINARY! That's really cool, you guys are done, very dandy job.... And I can think of... ONE senior who "may" read this post. We'll see!
I'm watching the Matrix, forgot how much I liked this movie!
Went to Maren's brother's farewell today. His name is Greg, he's super cool. Maren says we can't adopt him. He's going to the Ukraine. Isn't that crazy!! But super awesome. He's gonna do an amazing job. Two farewells in a month, I guess that's how it is though, as you get older your friends leave. But, we'll see them again, and that's always a good thing. Always.
OK, I'm off my fellow brethren.
Love Always
Lola Verde <3
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Stupid Saturday that is only a Little Bit stupid
I woke up early to get my haircut. I really like it, and we went to Sister Day. And she invited us to one day come to a BBQ. But only after her daughter's Harry Potter Room is finished, and Brandon comes back from tour. Woah, that sentence is just awesome. Think about that. Me... Sitting in a Harry Potter room with Brandon Flowers. SO FREAKIN AWESOME!
We went to Costco, I think they had the Best samples EVER today! They were like seriously bomb! So good. I drove to Costco BTW. It was way awesome! Then I came home and slept for a bit. And I was supposed to babysit like.. right now, but the kid is sick. Which is really sad because she's really cute, and I could have really used the money! But that's OK I guess. What I'm really depressed about is that I was going to go see "Up" tonight with some friends, and that fell though, because none of my friends could really come. Except for Anne and Caleb. And I don't think my parents would be Ok with that, even though Caleb and I are just friends. So we just canceled. So, now I've got an open Saturday, where I'm doing nothing. This is lame, first Saturday in a while that I haven't done anything. So, if anyone wants to get together tonight to have a movie night or something, I'm free. But obviously nobody But Anne and Caleb are available. So Stupid. OK, I'm going to go eat now. Blah, then I'll just sit on my couch and watch TV. Stupid Saturday.
We went to Costco, I think they had the Best samples EVER today! They were like seriously bomb! So good. I drove to Costco BTW. It was way awesome! Then I came home and slept for a bit. And I was supposed to babysit like.. right now, but the kid is sick. Which is really sad because she's really cute, and I could have really used the money! But that's OK I guess. What I'm really depressed about is that I was going to go see "Up" tonight with some friends, and that fell though, because none of my friends could really come. Except for Anne and Caleb. And I don't think my parents would be Ok with that, even though Caleb and I are just friends. So we just canceled. So, now I've got an open Saturday, where I'm doing nothing. This is lame, first Saturday in a while that I haven't done anything. So, if anyone wants to get together tonight to have a movie night or something, I'm free. But obviously nobody But Anne and Caleb are available. So Stupid. OK, I'm going to go eat now. Blah, then I'll just sit on my couch and watch TV. Stupid Saturday.
Friday, May 29, 2009
Women's World Series
It is the Women's World Series of Softball right now. And I love it, softball everyday. Which means I can be in my happy place more and more often!
Tonight I'm going to Aaron and Ari's concert. Then afterwards we're going to Ari's for Lasagna and a movie. Lasagna is my favorite food btw. If you had missed out. I pretty much did nothing in school today. It was really boring, and pointless... again. I hate it being the end of school, because then everything is just a big waste of time. My English teacher let us listen to our MP3 players and just "Do the study guide" Which nobody did. I didn't do it... Maybe a quarter of it, then I gave up. Come on 10 what are you doing! You should've had that! You let that get right past you, it wasn't a hard hit! OK. Whatever!
And my converse on.... My glow in the dark with pink fat laces converse on!
Wizard Rock is so cool, I was listening to it in English today and chase was like, "Alex, you are such a loser" And I was like, "SAVE THE QUIBBLER!!" Haha, I'm so cool. NOT. All right, Hope my dad gets home soon, we're supposed to be getting haircuts soon. All right. Later fans and friends! ... And stalkers.
Tonight I'm going to Aaron and Ari's concert. Then afterwards we're going to Ari's for Lasagna and a movie. Lasagna is my favorite food btw. If you had missed out. I pretty much did nothing in school today. It was really boring, and pointless... again. I hate it being the end of school, because then everything is just a big waste of time. My English teacher let us listen to our MP3 players and just "Do the study guide" Which nobody did. I didn't do it... Maybe a quarter of it, then I gave up. Come on 10 what are you doing! You should've had that! You let that get right past you, it wasn't a hard hit! OK. Whatever!
And my converse on.... My glow in the dark with pink fat laces converse on!
Wizard Rock is so cool, I was listening to it in English today and chase was like, "Alex, you are such a loser" And I was like, "SAVE THE QUIBBLER!!" Haha, I'm so cool. NOT. All right, Hope my dad gets home soon, we're supposed to be getting haircuts soon. All right. Later fans and friends! ... And stalkers.
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Today Is FREAKIN TIGHT!
So... Actually my day was pretty boring, like it has been the last couple days! Nothing going on in any of my classes, just busy work if anything. But... After school... We found out who the Junior Drum majors are for next year! And... They ARE Me and ANNE! YAY! So exciting! Then I did my Tie Dye shirts, you know... washed it out, and it looks SO AWESOME! I'm gonna wear it tomorrow, to school and probably;y to movie night. It's Aaron's and Ari's concert, then afterwards dinner and Movie at Ari's house. It's going to be pretty darn awesome! I'm... Dare I say it... Excited maybe? Haha, well.... I'm going to try my hardest not to put any song lyrics in here... For the first time in... A long time!
I'm in my happy place right now. Listening to my play list, watching softball on ESPN on mute. Blogging and eating chocolate. Yes, this is a very happy place! Charlotte Morgan plays for Alabama, she's up at bat now, I want Michigan to win this, so hopefully our pitcher will being the hammer down right now. Come on number 44.... YES! Strike! That's what I'm talking about, come on, one more! Oooooh, Ball, You can do this! Ya, that;s right communicate... OH NO! She hit the ball! Straight at the second baseman! And.... She's OUT! Way to end the inning ladies!
OK..... Well, You've been to my happy place, and if you'll pardon my rudeness... LEAVE!
JK
I'm in my happy place right now. Listening to my play list, watching softball on ESPN on mute. Blogging and eating chocolate. Yes, this is a very happy place! Charlotte Morgan plays for Alabama, she's up at bat now, I want Michigan to win this, so hopefully our pitcher will being the hammer down right now. Come on number 44.... YES! Strike! That's what I'm talking about, come on, one more! Oooooh, Ball, You can do this! Ya, that;s right communicate... OH NO! She hit the ball! Straight at the second baseman! And.... She's OUT! Way to end the inning ladies!
OK..... Well, You've been to my happy place, and if you'll pardon my rudeness... LEAVE!
JK
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Almost Done
School Is almost over! I am so ready to be out, so I can hang with my friends, and just enjoy this summer! Once I get past the camps, I think this summer will be pretty Chillax! Just watching movies, and I am SO planning some TV show marathons! Because those are the best!
This song is stuck in my head, "I'll catch you" Brownie points if you remember who it's by... Because I might have forgotten. Something Kids. Remembering, jinx removing! Don't worry I'll catch you!Don't ever worry. Ugh, I've quoted this song like... fifty time on her, I should stop, You're probably ALL getting bored.
Drum Major Auditions were today! So exciting, I think I did good, I had a lot of confidence and Maren said that was really good, because the others really didn't. We find out tomorrow, but I'm not really bummed if I don't get it, because Anne and Jose are good candidates too.
And you know I'm yours, and I know you're mine, and that's for all time.
Great... Weezer's in my head now!
I ate a TV dinner when I came home, I'm still not hungry, which is amazing, because I totally would've thought that I was! Oh OH and you're Mary Tyler Moore.
My photography teachers name is Ms. Maureen Moore. We like to annoy her! Good times, well, mutual tonight, dunno what we;re doing, dunno if I even want to go. Don't know if I even can. Jackie's concert.. Ugh, I hope I don't have to. Nothing against Jackie playing, I love her but I don't know if I want to sit thought like.. TWO hours or so of playing, and that's mainly just Mr. Matta Talking! Nothing against him either, I love the guy, but I don't go to a concert to hear him talk!
Everyday I want to be with, well I've lost the Battle and I'm losing the war. OK, New song, I've actually even forgotten the title to this song.
This song is stuck in my head, "I'll catch you" Brownie points if you remember who it's by... Because I might have forgotten. Something Kids. Remembering, jinx removing! Don't worry I'll catch you!Don't ever worry. Ugh, I've quoted this song like... fifty time on her, I should stop, You're probably ALL getting bored.
Drum Major Auditions were today! So exciting, I think I did good, I had a lot of confidence and Maren said that was really good, because the others really didn't. We find out tomorrow, but I'm not really bummed if I don't get it, because Anne and Jose are good candidates too.
And you know I'm yours, and I know you're mine, and that's for all time.
Great... Weezer's in my head now!
I ate a TV dinner when I came home, I'm still not hungry, which is amazing, because I totally would've thought that I was! Oh OH and you're Mary Tyler Moore.
My photography teachers name is Ms. Maureen Moore. We like to annoy her! Good times, well, mutual tonight, dunno what we;re doing, dunno if I even want to go. Don't know if I even can. Jackie's concert.. Ugh, I hope I don't have to. Nothing against Jackie playing, I love her but I don't know if I want to sit thought like.. TWO hours or so of playing, and that's mainly just Mr. Matta Talking! Nothing against him either, I love the guy, but I don't go to a concert to hear him talk!
Everyday I want to be with, well I've lost the Battle and I'm losing the war. OK, New song, I've actually even forgotten the title to this song.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
What to say To you (Read this Like A poem, I'm experamenting)
I want to say something, but I don't. Because this isn't the place to, so I'll keep it now. And we'll talk later, maybe.... Because it's harder to talk about this. And it shouldn't be... But you don't see me as the same person, to you I'm another person. Because WE aren't the same, and I hope that changes. I am different, and I didn't think it was a bad thing, and if I was to tell you an answer, I don't believe it would help, let me get out the story, let it come out to the open... So you can understand it all perfectly. Because as of now, neither of us understands the other, and a third party representative isn't going to help, it's just too confusing. And I will cry... Yes, tears will be present, and you won't see them, because I can only let them out when I'm alone, because we don't see each other, and we don't understand each other. And I miss US, but right now what can I do? I can say I'm sorry, but I still can't see you, because we're too far away, and friends shouldn't be, Not like this... EVER. And things are misunderstood. And I can't remember anything, ever, and I don't know why. You say something, or maybe I dream it and I think my dream is real, then I seem like I don't care, but I do care, I just can't remember! This is a bottle of Acid, and the base will hopefully counterbalance the effects....
Again, this was kind of supposed to be a poem, and to most people it's just me rambling. So, read it like a poem, and leave it at that, and unless you're who you know you are, don't look at it as anything.
Again, this was kind of supposed to be a poem, and to most people it's just me rambling. So, read it like a poem, and leave it at that, and unless you're who you know you are, don't look at it as anything.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Movie Night and Chilly hOUSE
Yes, my house is super cold!
We had movie night at my house last night, and I must say, it was pretty darn awesome. We watched Surf's up, it was really fun, then we watched Nick and Nora's infinite play list, which was... OK. Not my favorite movie, Aileen was right, definitely not a movie I would go see in theatres. But it was a good night.
UGh, My house is SO COLD!
Everyone was feeling the cold air last night, I went and turned up the air like ten times! And still, cold, I think my parents were turning it back down every time I turned it up. Man, I'm under covers and it's still insanely cold! I should go to bed sometime soon. No school for memorial day!
Mad world..... Mad world.. Children waiting for the day they feel good, Happy birthday happy birthday and I feel the way that every child should, went to school and was very nervous no one knew me, hello teacher tell me whats my lesson, look right though me, and I find it kinda funny I find it kinda sad, and that's all I can remember, Mad world.
OK too cold, going to bed. Night.
We had movie night at my house last night, and I must say, it was pretty darn awesome. We watched Surf's up, it was really fun, then we watched Nick and Nora's infinite play list, which was... OK. Not my favorite movie, Aileen was right, definitely not a movie I would go see in theatres. But it was a good night.
UGh, My house is SO COLD!
Everyone was feeling the cold air last night, I went and turned up the air like ten times! And still, cold, I think my parents were turning it back down every time I turned it up. Man, I'm under covers and it's still insanely cold! I should go to bed sometime soon. No school for memorial day!
Mad world..... Mad world.. Children waiting for the day they feel good, Happy birthday happy birthday and I feel the way that every child should, went to school and was very nervous no one knew me, hello teacher tell me whats my lesson, look right though me, and I find it kinda funny I find it kinda sad, and that's all I can remember, Mad world.
OK too cold, going to bed. Night.
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Now to blog about MORP
Yesterday was truly amazing! I loved it, and I think we should do it again!
We started out at Maren's house, then we went and played Croquet, which was so awesome, even though Caleb and I came in next to last. We were winning in the the beginning though. WE ARE THE CROQUET MASTERS! lol
After that we went to eat, at Wendy's off the dollar menu, you wouldn't thank that would be especially exciting, but it was super fun being there with all these people with the table crammed together. After we ate we went to King Putt, and mini-golfed. It was really fun, but toward the end Caleb and I decided not to keep score, and just try and make it in, it turned into extreme mini golf! I had an awesome time, it was all black lighted and awesome! After King Putt we went to Walmart and played Sardines, which is like opposite of hide and seek, it was fun. WE all paired up and either went to hide or waited for the others to hide so we could go find them. Sadly, Caleb and I pretty much lost everything. WE weren't the bets at finding people, and technically our hiding place was out of bounds, but I didn't know that, we just went into the garden section and sat on one of those lawn couches, with sunglasses and upside down books blocking our face, it must have been amusing if someone was to walk by, otherwise we just must have looked like idiots! After Walmart we went on a "scavenger hunt" We went to a couple of people's houses and picked up ice cream ingredients and caroled to our parents. Then we went back to Maren's house and watched Muppet treasure island. Then we went home, and Aaron took me home. And that night was completely awesome, and it was Caleb's birthday! Happy birthday Caleb! Best Night ever!
We started out at Maren's house, then we went and played Croquet, which was so awesome, even though Caleb and I came in next to last. We were winning in the the beginning though. WE ARE THE CROQUET MASTERS! lol
After that we went to eat, at Wendy's off the dollar menu, you wouldn't thank that would be especially exciting, but it was super fun being there with all these people with the table crammed together. After we ate we went to King Putt, and mini-golfed. It was really fun, but toward the end Caleb and I decided not to keep score, and just try and make it in, it turned into extreme mini golf! I had an awesome time, it was all black lighted and awesome! After King Putt we went to Walmart and played Sardines, which is like opposite of hide and seek, it was fun. WE all paired up and either went to hide or waited for the others to hide so we could go find them. Sadly, Caleb and I pretty much lost everything. WE weren't the bets at finding people, and technically our hiding place was out of bounds, but I didn't know that, we just went into the garden section and sat on one of those lawn couches, with sunglasses and upside down books blocking our face, it must have been amusing if someone was to walk by, otherwise we just must have looked like idiots! After Walmart we went on a "scavenger hunt" We went to a couple of people's houses and picked up ice cream ingredients and caroled to our parents. Then we went back to Maren's house and watched Muppet treasure island. Then we went home, and Aaron took me home. And that night was completely awesome, and it was Caleb's birthday! Happy birthday Caleb! Best Night ever!
Friday, May 22, 2009
Best Night EVER!!!
That was so AMAZING! Morp, like seriously it was awesome! I'll probably blog more tomorrow, but right now, I just wanted to say just how awesome tonight was! And there, that's all you get for tonight!
Thursday, May 21, 2009
MORP!!!
Yes, I'm going to morp tomorrow, it's like backwards prom, well not "Like" it actually IS backwards prom! I'm am like... SUPER EXCITED! Tomorrow is probably going to go by slow, because I'm going to be really pumped up for it! I need a bright shirt, I was going to go to Target and but a cool shirt, but dad's taking me to Target, so probably not. I'll probably just wear my bright yellow shirt or something. Weather it's funny or not!
I have my softball banquet tonight, I don't really want to go, but I kind of have to. I might leave earlier though, because Jackie is going to the movies, and need stop be home by eight or something! When I'm away she puts her make-up on the shelf. We're talking about this softball team that Dan wants me to do, and I don't know if I want to, I want to play softball, but I don't want to give up all that time to it, not right now anyways, but during the summer it might be OK. We'll have to talk tonight. It's a difficult decision that will probably just take up a lot of my time, but I kind of.. Want to do it? Lots of people say I should, my dad, John, Caleb, and Anne. But Maren doesn't want to, so I
ll probably have to talk to her about that. OK... What to do about morp and my shirt, maybe I'll get it anyways, and Dad will just have to deal! OK, I'm going to go look at shirts and such!
I have my softball banquet tonight, I don't really want to go, but I kind of have to. I might leave earlier though, because Jackie is going to the movies, and need stop be home by eight or something! When I'm away she puts her make-up on the shelf. We're talking about this softball team that Dan wants me to do, and I don't know if I want to, I want to play softball, but I don't want to give up all that time to it, not right now anyways, but during the summer it might be OK. We'll have to talk tonight. It's a difficult decision that will probably just take up a lot of my time, but I kind of.. Want to do it? Lots of people say I should, my dad, John, Caleb, and Anne. But Maren doesn't want to, so I
ll probably have to talk to her about that. OK... What to do about morp and my shirt, maybe I'll get it anyways, and Dad will just have to deal! OK, I'm going to go look at shirts and such!
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
And Rapunzel has been given a Garden
Yes... I have. And today is a happy day. Not really given permission, but no sneaking around. This really makes me happy. And like... unless you know for real what's going on this won't make any sense to you! But, he's a good guy, and Mum and Dad know it now. He's got my same standards, so there's nothing to worry about!
Can you sleep as the sound hit your ears? One at a time. An unspoken balance here. The bridge for so many years, That I should stare at receivers, to receive her. Isn't fair. Don't worry I'll catch you. Don't worry I'll catch you. Don't ever worrrrrrrrrry. Your arms in mine, anytime. Wouldn't trade anything, you're still my everything. To my surprise, before my eyes, You arrive. Don't worry I'll catch you, don't worry I'll catch you, don't ever worry. Still breaking old habits, habits. You pull the wool over me, I can see everything. Everything...... Remembering, Grace removing?
Don't worry I'll catch you, don't worry ill catch you, don't ever worry. No need for reminding, you're still all that matters to me.
(This is a song)
Can you sleep as the sound hit your ears? One at a time. An unspoken balance here. The bridge for so many years, That I should stare at receivers, to receive her. Isn't fair. Don't worry I'll catch you. Don't worry I'll catch you. Don't ever worrrrrrrrrry. Your arms in mine, anytime. Wouldn't trade anything, you're still my everything. To my surprise, before my eyes, You arrive. Don't worry I'll catch you, don't worry I'll catch you, don't ever worry. Still breaking old habits, habits. You pull the wool over me, I can see everything. Everything...... Remembering, Grace removing?
Don't worry I'll catch you, don't worry ill catch you, don't ever worry. No need for reminding, you're still all that matters to me.
(This is a song)
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Tuesdays can be OK
See, I think Tuesdays are like the back up Mondays. They aren't really Mondays, but if you ever miss a Monday, then Tuesday is there to pick it up. But, thankfully yesterday I had one of those Stupid Mondays, but it was a Monday nonetheless. Which means this day Tuesday should be a good Day. Hopefully, if all goes well! And hopefully nobody will tell me I loo depressed. And hopefully I'll have passed that math test. We all cheated off each other, so I should at LEAST have a C.
It makes me feel so Fine I can't control my brain.
Birthday presents are always stressful. I just thought you should all know that. If you make a birthday present, be prepared for stress, because you get a lot of it. I actually don't think I have anything to do today... Oh wait, ya I do. Band banquet. I don't know what I'm going to bring for food. I don't know what I'm going to wear. I actually have NO IDEA what I'm going to do... I supposed to present awards. But, I really don't want to.
And also, my coach wants me to play on this softball team over the summer. Practices start tomorrow, but they're at dessert oasis, which is REALLY far away. I dunno if I can do it, my mum doesn't seem to happy about it, but I guess we'll see right? It sounds like a good opportunity, and I've never played on a league team, and I've always wanted to, So.. Maybe I finally can!
It makes me feel so Fine I can't control my brain.
Birthday presents are always stressful. I just thought you should all know that. If you make a birthday present, be prepared for stress, because you get a lot of it. I actually don't think I have anything to do today... Oh wait, ya I do. Band banquet. I don't know what I'm going to bring for food. I don't know what I'm going to wear. I actually have NO IDEA what I'm going to do... I supposed to present awards. But, I really don't want to.
And also, my coach wants me to play on this softball team over the summer. Practices start tomorrow, but they're at dessert oasis, which is REALLY far away. I dunno if I can do it, my mum doesn't seem to happy about it, but I guess we'll see right? It sounds like a good opportunity, and I've never played on a league team, and I've always wanted to, So.. Maybe I finally can!
Monday, May 18, 2009
Told you I'd write two in one day
Today was a long Monday. Like, insanely long. And there wasn't anything exciting going on either, so it was all just a big waste. And I'm tired, but I don't want to sleep. And I'm hungry but i don't want to eat. I just want to sit here, and listen to my music, because that's how I'm happiest. Everyone kept telling me I looked depressed today. No joke, eighth period was terrible long and full of, "Alex, are you OK, you look like you're about to cry?" I was about to stand up and say " yo back up, I'm fine" But I didn't because people asking if I was depressed actually made me depressed. Idiots. OK, well, I'm going now, I know... You needed this extra post today.. EXTREME!
Another Weekend gone, another week wishing it were the weekend
Yes, it's true, I'm not going to deny it, I spend the whole week wishing it were Friday or Saturday night. My house is crazy cold right now, but if I want a blanket, I'm going to have to take out my earplugs, but I'm listening to one of my favorite songs, and it just won't be the same if I were to pause it, no... that wouldn't work out in any way at all!
It's a B day, it's a Monday, Lately Mondays haven't agreed with me, they've kinda turned their back and let me have the crappy side of them. Which I don't like.
OK, well... my song's over, so I'm going to get a blanket, maybe I'll write a random post after school today... Hmmm think about that, two posts in one day! Maybe it'll just make your Monday! Or not.....
It's a B day, it's a Monday, Lately Mondays haven't agreed with me, they've kinda turned their back and let me have the crappy side of them. Which I don't like.
OK, well... my song's over, so I'm going to get a blanket, maybe I'll write a random post after school today... Hmmm think about that, two posts in one day! Maybe it'll just make your Monday! Or not.....
Sunday, May 17, 2009
This Weekend
I love the weekends. This weekend was pretty darn good! I mean, ya, I had to go camping when I was sick, but I did get better. And ya, I Went to a second year camp meeting that I didn't even have to go to, but... I'm ahead of all the other YCL's who didn't go. And maybe those girls will like me better. :) Here's hoping. And yes, I sat around for hours to play in a twenty minute parade with a shrieking piccolo in my ear that I can barely play, but... I was around my friends, and that will ALWAYS make me feel better. I went to the regional dance last night, it was kind of actually REALLY far away, but I had an AMAZING time, Dancing (or not dancing because all the fast songs were lame, and it was impossible to dance to them!) And you know Church is always a good end to a weekend. I went to this court of honor. Where lots of worthy young men got awards and such from scouting. It was really great, and I saw some friends that I really enjoy being with! Haha, Yeah, actually looking back on this weekend, I've got to say, it was actually good. Such a happy time. And now I'm going to spend the rest of the night listening to Weezer, the Killers, and eating anything I can scrounge up! Goodbye those few friends who MAYBE actually care enough to read my bloggy blog blog! :)
I could never touch you, I think it would be wrong, I've got your letter, You've got my song.
I could never touch you, I think it would be wrong, I've got your letter, You've got my song.
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Parade Baby!
I'm going to be in a parade today. And I am NOT excited. I have to be at the school at 3:30! The parade doesn't begin until seven! I understand why I have to be there, but do you realize just how long a wait that is? I do, and it's not gonna be fun... Ick, I'm gonna smell so bad, but hopefully we can get out of there quickly, and then I can get home and get ready for the dance tonight!
I'm watching made, how super fun! Prom queen, wow, that girl looks really pretty! How crazy!
I'm cold which is good, because I'm going to be REALLY hot at that parade! Oh, the girl on made is crying now, psh... So dramatic. Oh apples! Thanks dad! Woohoo! OK, I'm going to go get ready now! Goodbye world!
I'm watching made, how super fun! Prom queen, wow, that girl looks really pretty! How crazy!
I'm cold which is good, because I'm going to be REALLY hot at that parade! Oh, the girl on made is crying now, psh... So dramatic. Oh apples! Thanks dad! Woohoo! OK, I'm going to go get ready now! Goodbye world!
Friday, May 15, 2009
401... Yep that's right 401st entry!
It's nothing to cry about!
Bad news, good news. Poor news, newspaper. What do all of these have in common? NOTHING!
Man, aren't I SO funny.
So, as you all know, I've been feeling ill these past few days. And we're going camping today, and I'm not excited, because I DON'T FEEL GOOD! But, I've got to go camping and get the rest of the ward sick, maybe I'll just sit in the tent the whole time feeling gross.
Maren and I sat in her car for awhile after she had dropped me off. It was nice, she made me feel a lot better, and I'm not going to blog about what we talked about, because like... Nobody but Maren will really know what it means. So... Pointless, because she's the only person who I care about remembering that conversation, and she'll remember it all right, even with her poor memory! Haha
I was in a weird mood today, Like, I wanted to Just sit there and feel gross, but I also wanted to move around and jump and yell random things. It was so weird. I hate when I'm in that kind of mood, makes me feel like an idiot!
OK, my mum is probably going to go off on me in the comments for this, but I'm about to talk about texting. My mum thinks that my txting is beyond anything ever in the whole world! I think it's easier to text rather than saying to people, I can say more things, and it's easier, and I don't have to interrupt people. My mum says, "You don't talk to us like you used to" But, actually that's because I'm a teenager. Not because of txting. Yes, I am a teenager, and I say things, because I having teenage angst I guess,I don't know why else they would think I'm so terrible. But seriously, I'm not a bad kid, I guess you can argue that I am.
And whatever you have to say in the comments mum, I'm sure I'm wrong and you're right about everything, because you said so, And it's fine with me. I'm just venting, don't take any of this personal.
Bad news, good news. Poor news, newspaper. What do all of these have in common? NOTHING!
Man, aren't I SO funny.
So, as you all know, I've been feeling ill these past few days. And we're going camping today, and I'm not excited, because I DON'T FEEL GOOD! But, I've got to go camping and get the rest of the ward sick, maybe I'll just sit in the tent the whole time feeling gross.
Maren and I sat in her car for awhile after she had dropped me off. It was nice, she made me feel a lot better, and I'm not going to blog about what we talked about, because like... Nobody but Maren will really know what it means. So... Pointless, because she's the only person who I care about remembering that conversation, and she'll remember it all right, even with her poor memory! Haha
I was in a weird mood today, Like, I wanted to Just sit there and feel gross, but I also wanted to move around and jump and yell random things. It was so weird. I hate when I'm in that kind of mood, makes me feel like an idiot!
OK, my mum is probably going to go off on me in the comments for this, but I'm about to talk about texting. My mum thinks that my txting is beyond anything ever in the whole world! I think it's easier to text rather than saying to people, I can say more things, and it's easier, and I don't have to interrupt people. My mum says, "You don't talk to us like you used to" But, actually that's because I'm a teenager. Not because of txting. Yes, I am a teenager, and I say things, because I having teenage angst I guess,I don't know why else they would think I'm so terrible. But seriously, I'm not a bad kid, I guess you can argue that I am.
And whatever you have to say in the comments mum, I'm sure I'm wrong and you're right about everything, because you said so, And it's fine with me. I'm just venting, don't take any of this personal.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Little Bit of you in Everything
There's A little bit of the day we met, A whole long list of my regrets, There's a two stepped dance that never swings, A little bit of you in everything, The shimmering of the Christmas lights, A lonely tone in the deepest night, As Nat King Kohl Sweetly sings, a little bit of you in everything....
I don't want to carry these cold feeling anymore. There as a little bit in the books I read, a little bit in the films I see, a little bit in these common themes, There s a little bit of you in everything....
I'm sick today, very dizzy, and a splitting headache. I've just finished watching one of the many chick flicks my mum and I will be watching today. "Becoming Jane" Good movie.
Give me one thing... that's worth saving, from this nameless generation. Give me one thing.... Forevermore.
A little bit of you in everything.
Ya, so I'm gonna spend today doing... Nothing. So glad I didn't go to school today, I got outta bed this morning and did a face plant onto my bedroom floor. Luckily it's covered in clothes and pillows, so... I wasn't beat up too bad. After that though, I got right back into bed and decided I wouldn't take the chance of biffing it in the middle of the hallways at school. almost did that yesterday. Geesh, that woulda been embarrassing. I left band early last night, because man, I so wouldn't have been able to march. I woulda been trampled by the band when we started marching!
OMG! The next movie is called LOLA Gibbs and the Love canal! But do you see that LOLA in there So crazy! OK, I've got to go watch it!
We'll run away together, we'll spend some time together, we'll never feel bad anymore. Hey hey. We'll never feel bad anymore....
Little bit of you in everything.
I don't want to carry these cold feeling anymore. There as a little bit in the books I read, a little bit in the films I see, a little bit in these common themes, There s a little bit of you in everything....
I'm sick today, very dizzy, and a splitting headache. I've just finished watching one of the many chick flicks my mum and I will be watching today. "Becoming Jane" Good movie.
Give me one thing... that's worth saving, from this nameless generation. Give me one thing.... Forevermore.
A little bit of you in everything.
Ya, so I'm gonna spend today doing... Nothing. So glad I didn't go to school today, I got outta bed this morning and did a face plant onto my bedroom floor. Luckily it's covered in clothes and pillows, so... I wasn't beat up too bad. After that though, I got right back into bed and decided I wouldn't take the chance of biffing it in the middle of the hallways at school. almost did that yesterday. Geesh, that woulda been embarrassing. I left band early last night, because man, I so wouldn't have been able to march. I woulda been trampled by the band when we started marching!
OMG! The next movie is called LOLA Gibbs and the Love canal! But do you see that LOLA in there So crazy! OK, I've got to go watch it!
We'll run away together, we'll spend some time together, we'll never feel bad anymore. Hey hey. We'll never feel bad anymore....
Little bit of you in everything.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Luv Lola Living
Wednesday. This week so far has been a mix of things. I'm really not looking to the rest of the week... at all. It hasn't really bad, but it hasn't been good.
I stuttered my way through a presentation yesterday. Everyone keeps telling me it was great, but I think it was just so I would feel better. Because I didn't have nearly enough information, it was just embarrassing. Nobody had as little info. As me. I don't really care what they think, it's my grade I'm worried about!
Ya, I hit the snooze this morning. I never do that, so either this day is gonna be super fantastic, or it's gonna suck and I'm gonna have to live through it...somehow.
You know, yesterday I went and watched a movie with Bay Bug. It was nice! I really miss doing stuff like that. And, yea I'm not seeing us doing a lot of it over the summer, because bay's gonna try and get a job. So... I dunno about movie's at Maren's.
On an island in the sun, we'll be planning having fun, and it makes me feel so something I can't control my brain. Yeah, I can never figure out what he feels like, it's crazy!
All right, well... I'm off to seminary, ssooooo. I'm g-g-gonna g-go to school n-now.
I stuttered my way through a presentation yesterday. Everyone keeps telling me it was great, but I think it was just so I would feel better. Because I didn't have nearly enough information, it was just embarrassing. Nobody had as little info. As me. I don't really care what they think, it's my grade I'm worried about!
Ya, I hit the snooze this morning. I never do that, so either this day is gonna be super fantastic, or it's gonna suck and I'm gonna have to live through it...somehow.
You know, yesterday I went and watched a movie with Bay Bug. It was nice! I really miss doing stuff like that. And, yea I'm not seeing us doing a lot of it over the summer, because bay's gonna try and get a job. So... I dunno about movie's at Maren's.
On an island in the sun, we'll be planning having fun, and it makes me feel so something I can't control my brain. Yeah, I can never figure out what he feels like, it's crazy!
All right, well... I'm off to seminary, ssooooo. I'm g-g-gonna g-go to school n-now.
Monday, May 11, 2009
Ready for this: I'm extreme
Today was Monday, and yes, I had a bad case of the Mondays. It was just one of those days that seemed to go on forever! And it's almost not fair, because It was an A day, and who likes A days? Not me, that's for sure. Ya, but B days aren't the best either, you know what, I just want school to be over with, it would be so much easier, and I would be having so much more dun! What with all the camps I'm going to, Ya, busy summer, but it'll be a really GOOD summer, I'm pretty Darn excited for it.
Oh, funny story, there was this game against like Clark or Durango or some team like that, and I was in the batters box, and I almost got hit right, and I jumped out of the box, then I had to get back in, and I said, "Oh Dear" and the catcher for the other team was like, "Wow, I've never heard someone say that before" Haha, you guys probably don't find it funny, but at the time... it was really funny, we were just like.. equals at that point, didn't matter how much softball we'd played, we were just laughing... Those are the kind of games I like. Wish we had more of them.
Speaking of which, a good friend of mine asked me this, " If I could do anything in the world right now without limitations, what would it be" And you know what I said, "I'd just want to be watching TV with you, because it's comfortable." And I know to a lot of people, that doesn't seem all to great, but to me... It sound great! OK, You Guys don't even really care about my ramblings. You've probably stopped even reading, I'm a boring person, I get it!
PS: Can't. Stop. Listening. To. Weezer.
Look up the song "No one else" It's stuck in my head, I really like it. Oh, Or "Across the Sea!" That might be mine and my friends song now. :)
Oh, funny story, there was this game against like Clark or Durango or some team like that, and I was in the batters box, and I almost got hit right, and I jumped out of the box, then I had to get back in, and I said, "Oh Dear" and the catcher for the other team was like, "Wow, I've never heard someone say that before" Haha, you guys probably don't find it funny, but at the time... it was really funny, we were just like.. equals at that point, didn't matter how much softball we'd played, we were just laughing... Those are the kind of games I like. Wish we had more of them.
Speaking of which, a good friend of mine asked me this, " If I could do anything in the world right now without limitations, what would it be" And you know what I said, "I'd just want to be watching TV with you, because it's comfortable." And I know to a lot of people, that doesn't seem all to great, but to me... It sound great! OK, You Guys don't even really care about my ramblings. You've probably stopped even reading, I'm a boring person, I get it!
PS: Can't. Stop. Listening. To. Weezer.
Look up the song "No one else" It's stuck in my head, I really like it. Oh, Or "Across the Sea!" That might be mine and my friends song now. :)
Sunday, May 10, 2009
All right, Judge ye not. This is a very random 50 Questions.
1. Where were you 3 hours ago?
On my couch watching Xfiles
2. Who are you in love with?Like I'm gonna tell a computer, you can't keep a secret. ;D
3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?I guess, when I was little.
4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?Surprisingly.... No.
5. When is the last time you went to the mall?When I went and got my super fly easter dress!
6. Are you wearing socks right now?NO, I isn't.
7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000?I dunno, I don't own the car. Ask my parents. I'm guessing yes.
8. When was the last time you drove out of town?When we went to mesquite and I drove on the freeway... I'm extreme.
9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?No, last time I went to the movies was last weekend, when we went and saw wolverine.
10. Are you hot?I'd like to think so... Oh, you mean temprature, well, actually it is a bit warm right now.
11. What was the last thing you had to drink?The slushy juice at the bottom of a snowcone.
12. What are you wearing right now?Bright yellow shirt and some BYU basketball shorts
13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?Car wash ALL THE WAY
14. Last food that you ate?Milky Way, I'm so unhealthy.
15. Where were you last week at this time?Ummm, is it wrong to say sitting on the couch texting and watching Xfiles, because that's what I was doing.
16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?Yup, this bright yellow shirt, and a cool greenish one.
17. When is the last time you ran?Softball on thursday. And I don't plan on running for a while.
18. What's the last sporting event you watched?The Varsity Gormon Game. It was boring, I wanted to go home the whole time.
19. What is your favorite animal?Dog... I guess. Or a.. No, Dog, that's pretty much it.
20. Your dream vacation?When the Harry Potter theme park becomes for real, there... on a date, because then it would be perfect!
21. Last person's house you were in?Other than my own... Probably Caleb's, for movie night.
22. Worst injury you've ever had?Dog Bite, when I was eight. 25 stitches, didn't hurt the worst, but it hurt the longest.
23. Have you been in love?I'd like to think so.
24. Do you miss anyone right now?Ya, a lotta people, for different reasons.
25. Last play you saw?Ummm, I truly can't remember, I watch a lot of plays.
26. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?Act like myself, and hop eit's good ebough.
27. What are your plans for tonight?Texting... I'm lame.
28. Who is the last person you sent a MySpace message or comment?Don't have myspace, facebook, Probably Caleb.
29. Next trip you are going to take?Going camping this weekend. Does that count?
30. Ever go to camp?Ummmm, read the one above this.
Girls camp every summer for the last four years!
31. Were you an honor roll student in school?Girls camp every summer for the last four years!
In like, elementary school.
32. What do you want to know about the future?Which temple will I be married in.
33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?No, I'm a simple girl.
34. Are you due sometime this year for a doctor's visit?Most likely. Swine Flu's on the loose.
35. Where is your best friend?Probably at her house.
36. How is your best friend?IDK actually, our texts have been short and sweet.
37. Do you have a tan?You have no idea how bad a farmers tan I have right now!
38. What are you listening to right now?Weezer: Surf Wax America
39. Do you collect anything?Spoons, anything Harry Potter. Ticket stubs from just about anywhere I go.
40. Who is the biggest gossiper you know?My sister.
41. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?When I yelled, "Naked Man!" And my mum ran a red light. Good Times...
42. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?Um, ya. Who doesn't?
43. What does your last text message say?Ugh, Fine, be that way.
44. Do you like hot sauce?Not usually, depends I guess.
45. Last time you took a shower?Oh, this is gonna sound gross... Yesterday, at like 5.
46. Do you need to do laundry?You have no idea how badly I need to go wash some clothes. Ask my mum, it's terrible.
47. What is your heritage?English I think. Indian, hungarian, and Irish baby!
48. Are you someone's best friend?I'd liek to think so.
49. Are you rich?Heck no! Far from it!
50. What were you doing at 12AM last night?Sleeping, what kind of a girl do you think I am!?!
Yay! My Internet is Back!
Praises to the LORD above, and the cox lady! Because the Internet is now working again! It was out, and I swear it felt like I was having withdrawls! I've filled my time with xfiles and Texting.
I've got some really good chapstick, it's strawberry, and it is totally awesome!
And now my Internet is back, and I'm in heaven. Haven't gone to YouTube yet, but I bet it'll be loaded with goodies for me to check out.
We had a back to the future marathon on Friday night, at Caleb's house. It was Super Fun, I hadn't seen Back to the future in a while. I'd forgotten a lot of it. I've got the next movie night And I'm thinking, maybe... if the parade gets done early on Saturday. We could do it then, otherwise, it would have to be next week. Because I'm going camping, and you know... For some reason, that just doesn't seem like I'll be able to have people over at my house....
Ya, I'm gonna be in the Heldarado parade next week, and I know it's surprising, but I'm not too excited. I'd rather be hanging out with some people. Aight friends. I'm going to go check the rest of my Internet connections. Bye
I've got some really good chapstick, it's strawberry, and it is totally awesome!
And now my Internet is back, and I'm in heaven. Haven't gone to YouTube yet, but I bet it'll be loaded with goodies for me to check out.
We had a back to the future marathon on Friday night, at Caleb's house. It was Super Fun, I hadn't seen Back to the future in a while. I'd forgotten a lot of it. I've got the next movie night And I'm thinking, maybe... if the parade gets done early on Saturday. We could do it then, otherwise, it would have to be next week. Because I'm going camping, and you know... For some reason, that just doesn't seem like I'll be able to have people over at my house....
Ya, I'm gonna be in the Heldarado parade next week, and I know it's surprising, but I'm not too excited. I'd rather be hanging out with some people. Aight friends. I'm going to go check the rest of my Internet connections. Bye
Saturday, May 2, 2009
Today is Saturday
Today is Saturday, and we're going to a baptism. It's gonna be pretty bomb.
The movies last night was really good! Like, lots of fun, and the movie itself, was AWESOME!
OK, I hurt my jaw up pretty bad yesterday in softball, like... lots of pain meds, but when we went to the hospital they just said it was very severely bruised. But, it really hurts! So... I'm gonna just keep taking the meds, if that's ok with you.
Ok, well, I'm off to the BBQ, because... it's eating time!
The movies last night was really good! Like, lots of fun, and the movie itself, was AWESOME!
OK, I hurt my jaw up pretty bad yesterday in softball, like... lots of pain meds, but when we went to the hospital they just said it was very severely bruised. But, it really hurts! So... I'm gonna just keep taking the meds, if that's ok with you.
Ok, well, I'm off to the BBQ, because... it's eating time!
Friday, May 1, 2009
Movies
I'm going to go see wolverine in like twenty minutes! With some buddies. It'll be like...really super fun. I'm going to go now, but I just wanted to make a quick note about my leaving: Goodbye!
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