Friday, August 22, 2008

Tears- Alex Lupton

In French:
Les jours comme sont aujourd'hui des jours pour porter le deuil et avoir du chagrin, pour les fautes passées, alors demain, Laissé eux le sauve-qui-peut leur voie de la porte et les fermer dans l'arrière coin du cerveau, où ils peuvent être parused au loisir et pas quand il y a des visages innocents lounging au coin de l'oeil.

Translation or, the way I said it:
Days like today are days to mourn and grieve, for past mistakes, then tomorrow, Let them scurry their way out the door, and lock them in the back corner of the brain, where they can be perused at leisure, and not when there are innocent faces lounging in the corner of the eye.


To clarify, this is an "apology of sorts" I feel like mistakes should be put aside, even if they weren't real mistakes. I guess I've found it's not worth putting others through pain for it. But I also feel like avoiding this mistake, so, no offense to my "Mistake" but I probably won't be in the mood for talking for a while, or ever. So, maybe a little extreme, but I don't feel like this is something I'm getting over for a bit, so I'm just going to put it in a cabinet in the back of my head, and avoid any interactions that will open the drawer and spill it out before my angry eyes again. As little interaction as possible, please understand, I feel it's best for everyone.

3 comments:

Jamison and Amy said...

ALEX!!!!!!!
You don't have to reaudition for MYSC, just fill out the Letter of Intent on the website, and pay the fee at the first rehearsal sept. 13th, PLEASE DO IT!!! PLEASE join again, we need you! Love ya,
Amy :)

The Sewell Family said...

I have no idea what happened, and it's obvious you don't want to talk about it. If you change your mind, I'm here to chat. Just remember, we all make horrible mistakes. It's good to not dwell, but you can remember enough to learn from your mistakes. Keep your head up.

velvetysweetness said...

Alex, I totally love you! You're the bomb!! I hate it when you get down like this. Just remember, I'm here if you need to talk!!-Love,Dawn