OK, My mum has officially locked my computer when she's at work. So, when I would normally blog, I can't. So I'm blogging at like nine oclock, which is not something I usually do.
I got my Young Women's Madillion FINNALY today, it's so pretty, I absalutly love it! And it's abou ttime I got it! Bishop's promised it for like... months now.
I wish I was a fish, and I could swim in the ocean in a place where I didn't have to be aftaid. And I wish that I could feel the water swimming by, and I wouldn't have to worry about drowning, because I'd be a fish. And I wish that my webcam worked, so I could make videos. And I wish I had a turkey sandwhich... Actually, that one I could very easily do! Like... Right now, maybe in a moment, I just had a bite of Jackie's and it's amazing. OK, Got to go the store with my mum now, by everybody!
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Friday, July 24, 2009
Strawberry Chapstick
One Day, you'll look back to those times we were together and what will you remember about me? The fact that my favorite colour is green? Or that I am OVERLY obsessed with Harry Potter? That I love the killers and they pretty much rock my world? That I watch what not to wear and laugh because I often dress like the people being scolded for their outrageous looks? That I really like Carl's Jr. or those awesome Chocolate Swirl shakes from Arby's? That the doctor says I'm 20 pounds overweight, and that I go jogging and still can't lose anything? That I love taking pictures, but don't get the opportunity to be in them often? Or will you remember things like: how my dad makes crazy jokes and watches the Avatar? And my mum's lost a TON of weight on this amazing diet she's on?
Will you remember that I can't really swim? Or that I have an irrational and totally pointless fear of Zombies? How about that I play softball... ish? And that I love it, even if I'm a bit slow at picking things up? Will you remember my extreme converse? Or that my comfort food is Ben and Jerry's Phish Food Ice cream? Will you remember that my food storage is 75% tomatoes? Or just maybe, that the only kind of chap stick I wear is the strawberry kind?
Think about it... Is anything I do a strong memory? Do I stand out?
Will you remember that I can't really swim? Or that I have an irrational and totally pointless fear of Zombies? How about that I play softball... ish? And that I love it, even if I'm a bit slow at picking things up? Will you remember my extreme converse? Or that my comfort food is Ben and Jerry's Phish Food Ice cream? Will you remember that my food storage is 75% tomatoes? Or just maybe, that the only kind of chap stick I wear is the strawberry kind?
Think about it... Is anything I do a strong memory? Do I stand out?
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Who will be my friend?
Will you be my friend? When everything is lost, when we are alone, when I don't know what to think or even your name. Will you still be my friend when I can't golf and make us lose the tournament? Will you still be my friend when all I do is argue and complain? When I can't recall what you said to me last week let alone this morning? Will you still be my friend, when our communication fails, and my espn goes out? What about if I become famous? And I turn into a complete Jerk, but deep down I'm still me? Will you still love me then? Will you still be my friend, if ALL I do with my life is work the cash register at Mcdonals, and can't afford to do anything but love? Will you still love me if I stop following my standards? Will you still be my friend if I'm hypocritial to EVERYTHING you do and say? What if I don't follow the rules? What if I can't eat anything but salami for the rest of my life and my breath smells bad for... forever! Will you still be my friend then> When all of me has become obsolete, and I crumble away into nothingness.... Will you still love me then? Will you still be my friend? Will you still Feel I am of worth somehow? Now.... Think hard... and let me know if YOU will still love ME.
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Jackie wants me to "Shut Up"
Jackie broke the speakers on our computer, so, I have to use some really messed up headphones, so I don't think it should matter if I sing the songs that I'm listening to. She's the one that broke the speakers!
I've got to clean my house.
I think I'll do that after this.
A striking runway entrance.
Of popular teens.
When I loved in Denver, I met a millionaire, with ribbons in her blond hair.
She was everything to me.
Both alone in the dark, we long to see the sun, I was sick of the west when I turned 21, so I moved to the sunshine state.
The solar flairs burned my arms and made her make up run, on our super something honeymoon.
So lovely, she was everything to me.
I was the youngest son of a congressman, and everything was my fault.
We played golf on the moon and tennis on the tennis like athletes of the something.
OK, look up Owl City, Super Honeymoon, it's a very excellent song.
I miss everybody... lets hang out? Yay!
Oh, and BTW, Dawn's back YAY! She's been gone for FOREVER! lol
Bay bug... Having fun at the band clinic? I hope so friend, your mum answered the phone yesterday, said you weren't home and that you were enjoying your time at the clinic. I miss you bud, lets spend time together.
Love Alley
I've got to clean my house.
I think I'll do that after this.
A striking runway entrance.
Of popular teens.
When I loved in Denver, I met a millionaire, with ribbons in her blond hair.
She was everything to me.
Both alone in the dark, we long to see the sun, I was sick of the west when I turned 21, so I moved to the sunshine state.
The solar flairs burned my arms and made her make up run, on our super something honeymoon.
So lovely, she was everything to me.
I was the youngest son of a congressman, and everything was my fault.
We played golf on the moon and tennis on the tennis like athletes of the something.
OK, look up Owl City, Super Honeymoon, it's a very excellent song.
I miss everybody... lets hang out? Yay!
Oh, and BTW, Dawn's back YAY! She's been gone for FOREVER! lol
Bay bug... Having fun at the band clinic? I hope so friend, your mum answered the phone yesterday, said you weren't home and that you were enjoying your time at the clinic. I miss you bud, lets spend time together.
Love Alley
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
I Shot the Sheriff
But I didn't shoot the deputy.
I was really craving pizza today, and I'm going to get it tomorrow. I'm SO excited! Because I really want it!
Jacklyn didn't flip the laundry, like dad told her to do like... two hours ago. That's not cool.
So, last week was Grant's birthday, "Happy birthday Grant!" Grant's birthday party is Saturday, and I'm going. Because Grant is my good friend! I'm getting him a really amazing present, CTR toe rings, green and yellow, and my matching ones will be blue and purple! We'll be best buggy buddies forever! Oh, only certain people will get that! Oh, and btw, I love you all. Goodnight my friends and family, and peeps!
I was really craving pizza today, and I'm going to get it tomorrow. I'm SO excited! Because I really want it!
Jacklyn didn't flip the laundry, like dad told her to do like... two hours ago. That's not cool.
So, last week was Grant's birthday, "Happy birthday Grant!" Grant's birthday party is Saturday, and I'm going. Because Grant is my good friend! I'm getting him a really amazing present, CTR toe rings, green and yellow, and my matching ones will be blue and purple! We'll be best buggy buddies forever! Oh, only certain people will get that! Oh, and btw, I love you all. Goodnight my friends and family, and peeps!
Sunday, July 19, 2009
The Spirit Was There For Me
When I went to EFY, I was struggling. I didn't feel good enough. I felt like I wasn't pretty like all the girls I know, and I didn't feel like my testimony was strong. In my head I didn't feel like the other girls in my ward should be looking up to me. Because at church, I try and act all cool, and it's stupid, and everyone MUST have thought I knew what I was talking about. But it's been really hard for a long time. Earlier in the year I kinda got depressed, and I hid it very well, but I just... felt alone, and then I went to church and school and tried to pretend like I was someone I wasn't. And my spirit kinda dwindled. And my testimony fell away and I felt like It was lost.
I went into EFY last week, a bit lonely and scared. And that first night at EFY Mikael (my roommate and I) were preparing to give the devotional the next morning, and I were singing through all the hymns, and we started singing "How Great though Art" and the spirit was so strong I was just overwhelmed, and we said a prayer together, than I said my own prayer, and prayed that I'd be able to understand myself better and find what I was looking for.
Mikael and I sang "How great Though Art" to our devotional group of 7 other girls, where all of them cried. Then we went to gospel study, and we all went off into different directions and looked through the scriptures and read and... studied! And as soon as I sat down in that glorious sunlight my scriptures opened straight to Luke 15, Which is the parable of the prodigals Son. That seemed odd, I'd already read it in Seminary, but I read through it again, and I know the spirit opened me to those scriptures for a reason, that parable was about the Son who asked for his father's inheritance before he was even dead. He took his money and went and wasted it all on food and parties and such! And then, there was a drought, and all his money was gone, and he ended going to work shoveling food for swine. And at that time pigs were lower than dirt, and it was his job to feed them, therefor he was LOWER than lower than dirt. Then he realized that he was shoveling pig slop, wishing he could eat the pig slop, and the SERVANTS of his father were being fed. So he went to his father, and as he approached the house his father came out to greet him, because he was WATCHING for him, he knew he would return. And the son humbled himself and asked his father to let him become one of his servants because he wasn't worthy to be his son anymore, but wanted food. And the father sent the servants to get the best robe, and to put a ring on his finger, and kill the best cow for them to eat. And then the other son came in from working in the Fields, and was jealous and didn't understand how his father could give the son who had left the finest of things, when he the good son had been working and never left his father's side. And he confronted his father, and his father told him he ALREADY had all the fine things, but that he had never realized it because he had ALWAYS had the fine things!
This is an amazing parable, that teaches SO much. So many different concepts. I SO needed this, and then, the next day I went to the most amazing class, and Brother little opened the talk up with this parable, and he had people act it out, and the lesson was on comparison. And what are the odds that I would open t=o this scripture in gospel study, and then have a whole lesson on it! That was amazing. I am so touched by the spirit, and I understand that I SHOULDN'T compare myself to others! And our heavenly father is here to accept me and he loves me. And all I need to do is hold my head high, and not compare myself to others, because I AM good enough. And that was perhaps the most spiritual thing that's ever happened in my whole whole life, and probably why I LOVED EFY so much! Thank you heavenly father for this experience.
I went into EFY last week, a bit lonely and scared. And that first night at EFY Mikael (my roommate and I) were preparing to give the devotional the next morning, and I were singing through all the hymns, and we started singing "How Great though Art" and the spirit was so strong I was just overwhelmed, and we said a prayer together, than I said my own prayer, and prayed that I'd be able to understand myself better and find what I was looking for.
Mikael and I sang "How great Though Art" to our devotional group of 7 other girls, where all of them cried. Then we went to gospel study, and we all went off into different directions and looked through the scriptures and read and... studied! And as soon as I sat down in that glorious sunlight my scriptures opened straight to Luke 15, Which is the parable of the prodigals Son. That seemed odd, I'd already read it in Seminary, but I read through it again, and I know the spirit opened me to those scriptures for a reason, that parable was about the Son who asked for his father's inheritance before he was even dead. He took his money and went and wasted it all on food and parties and such! And then, there was a drought, and all his money was gone, and he ended going to work shoveling food for swine. And at that time pigs were lower than dirt, and it was his job to feed them, therefor he was LOWER than lower than dirt. Then he realized that he was shoveling pig slop, wishing he could eat the pig slop, and the SERVANTS of his father were being fed. So he went to his father, and as he approached the house his father came out to greet him, because he was WATCHING for him, he knew he would return. And the son humbled himself and asked his father to let him become one of his servants because he wasn't worthy to be his son anymore, but wanted food. And the father sent the servants to get the best robe, and to put a ring on his finger, and kill the best cow for them to eat. And then the other son came in from working in the Fields, and was jealous and didn't understand how his father could give the son who had left the finest of things, when he the good son had been working and never left his father's side. And he confronted his father, and his father told him he ALREADY had all the fine things, but that he had never realized it because he had ALWAYS had the fine things!
This is an amazing parable, that teaches SO much. So many different concepts. I SO needed this, and then, the next day I went to the most amazing class, and Brother little opened the talk up with this parable, and he had people act it out, and the lesson was on comparison. And what are the odds that I would open t=o this scripture in gospel study, and then have a whole lesson on it! That was amazing. I am so touched by the spirit, and I understand that I SHOULDN'T compare myself to others! And our heavenly father is here to accept me and he loves me. And all I need to do is hold my head high, and not compare myself to others, because I AM good enough. And that was perhaps the most spiritual thing that's ever happened in my whole whole life, and probably why I LOVED EFY so much! Thank you heavenly father for this experience.
Mighty Storm
That was our company name at EFY, we would do the cheer you know, and then we would shout MIGHTY STORM! And then make a cool sound like thunder and move our hands like we were throwing lightning at people! It was pretty boss.
So, I want to hang out with friends tomorrow. So, tomorrow someone call me and set something up. I'd call Maren now, but I know her parents are pretty crazy about doing things on Sundays!
My house is cool. I'm soooo cold, like extremely! I'm under 2 different blankets and it's still CRAZY cold! My fingers are numb! For reals!
So, I took a nap earlier, and I was awoken before I was ready to get up. And I was grumpy, and I felt bad because I was being mean to everyone, and I'm really sorry to everyone I offended!
I wish I could dance, I'm so white, and I'm watching one of those lame dance movies that's on ABC family, and I want to dance like those lame people!
Ugh, after I woke up from my nap... TOO EARLY, my dad was watching that documentary on Mormons, and I hate that, because all these people are talking smack about Mormons, and saying things that aren't even true! It's like they're putting the comments on my YouTube video into a movie, and I hate that, and it' really isn't fair for people to judge us when they don't even understand. I had an amazing time at EFY, and I want to keep the spirit with me, and it upsets me how people are so stubborn and ignorant.
Ugh, it truly isn't fair at all.
So, I want to hang out with friends tomorrow. So, tomorrow someone call me and set something up. I'd call Maren now, but I know her parents are pretty crazy about doing things on Sundays!
My house is cool. I'm soooo cold, like extremely! I'm under 2 different blankets and it's still CRAZY cold! My fingers are numb! For reals!
So, I took a nap earlier, and I was awoken before I was ready to get up. And I was grumpy, and I felt bad because I was being mean to everyone, and I'm really sorry to everyone I offended!
I wish I could dance, I'm so white, and I'm watching one of those lame dance movies that's on ABC family, and I want to dance like those lame people!
Ugh, after I woke up from my nap... TOO EARLY, my dad was watching that documentary on Mormons, and I hate that, because all these people are talking smack about Mormons, and saying things that aren't even true! It's like they're putting the comments on my YouTube video into a movie, and I hate that, and it' really isn't fair for people to judge us when they don't even understand. I had an amazing time at EFY, and I want to keep the spirit with me, and it upsets me how people are so stubborn and ignorant.
Ugh, it truly isn't fair at all.
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Who missed me?
I'm back from EFY! That was the best week of my life! I felt the spirit so strong! I Was in the best company ever! "Mighty Storm" was our name! And all the people in it were REALLY funny, and there was absolutely NO drama! Me and Mikael were cool roommates! It was really Amazing! All the talks and classes were truly amazing! I took so many great notes! And I had A REALLY spiritual experience, that changed the way I'm looking at life! I love it! It's so amazing! It was both spiritual and fun! The dances were great! And the food was awesome! I made so many new friends! And our cheer was so great! All My love to them! There were two girls from out of the country in my group, one was maria, from Denmark, and Antoinette from France. They were SO cool! I learned so much about the scriptures and about my savior and the atonement! I loved EFY and I can't wait until I can go back! So amazing!
But I'm also REALLY glad to be back! I missed all my friends SO much! All of you are amazing! I've missed you and I can't wait to hang out! See you all soon! I hope! Goodbye friends! I'm going to go shower! Love you all!
But I'm also REALLY glad to be back! I missed all my friends SO much! All of you are amazing! I've missed you and I can't wait to hang out! See you all soon! I hope! Goodbye friends! I'm going to go shower! Love you all!
Friday, July 10, 2009
Here, I'm writing!
I'm writing right now! For Maren! Because she's been looking at my BLOG for a longish time, and I haven't written anything new!
Hmmm, there's a movie night tonight, I'm ready for it, whatever my dad is cooking smells good. I have a slight headache, I think I'm going to take some Ibuprofen.... Ya, that sounds nice.
I hate when they advertise for immodest clothing on the TV.... Especially when it's on a model, it's like... "I don't want to see that!" Seriously!
I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sad, I find it hard to concentrate when stupid Sponge bob is playing in the background!!! Thank you, now it's too That's 70 show... Not the most appropriate of shows though. I think I'll go shower.... Maybe.
STRIKE FORCE WISCONSIN!
Maybe it's under the sea, maybe it's not very far, maybe this is how it's supposed to be.
Hmmm, there's a movie night tonight, I'm ready for it, whatever my dad is cooking smells good. I have a slight headache, I think I'm going to take some Ibuprofen.... Ya, that sounds nice.
I hate when they advertise for immodest clothing on the TV.... Especially when it's on a model, it's like... "I don't want to see that!" Seriously!
I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sad, I find it hard to concentrate when stupid Sponge bob is playing in the background!!! Thank you, now it's too That's 70 show... Not the most appropriate of shows though. I think I'll go shower.... Maybe.
STRIKE FORCE WISCONSIN!
Maybe it's under the sea, maybe it's not very far, maybe this is how it's supposed to be.
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Hood up and ready for Harvest
Today I made brownies, they were pretty good, but I'll probably have to jog a little more tomorrow! Haha
NOW A POST OF COMPLETELY RANDOM THOUGHTS!
Whatever dinner is, it smells really good, and I'm excited to eat it!
None of my friends are ever on face book at the same time as me.
Melinda is an odd name.
Real Families, Real answers
Tonight there's a new show on SYFY (They changed their name and there really isn't a point to it) It's called Warehouse 13, supposed to be good.
Going to eat dinner. Goodbye world!
NOW A POST OF COMPLETELY RANDOM THOUGHTS!
Whatever dinner is, it smells really good, and I'm excited to eat it!
None of my friends are ever on face book at the same time as me.
Melinda is an odd name.
Real Families, Real answers
Tonight there's a new show on SYFY (They changed their name and there really isn't a point to it) It's called Warehouse 13, supposed to be good.
Going to eat dinner. Goodbye world!
Monday, July 6, 2009
MAREN BAYLES IS ILL!
My best friend is sick... She has what is known in some far countries across this earth as the Chibaken wanna flu! OK..... That's a lie, she has the stomach flu..... I guess it's really nasty, she was explaining it to me, and I wanted to go throw up myself... Don't ask her to go into details about why it hurts her so bad.... Just take my word for it, it's really hurting her, she's really sick, and it's really nasty!
FEEL BETTER MAREN BAYLES!
Everyone pray for her, she's got a job interview tomorrow and senior pictures the day after.... Poor Maren, I LOVE YOU! Get better BAY BUG!
FEEL BETTER MAREN BAYLES!
Everyone pray for her, she's got a job interview tomorrow and senior pictures the day after.... Poor Maren, I LOVE YOU! Get better BAY BUG!
Monday And I'm so UNskilled
I slept in past my alarm! I slept in until 6:30, I have to leave the house at like five to get to practice on time! It STARTS at 6:30. It takes forty minutes to get there. So I decided instead of going like an hour and a half late and getting yelled at and asked why I even went at all, I just went back to sleep. And I feel Very energized now. I'm really mad that I slept in though!
Going to Cafe Rio Today. For lunch. Anyone who wants to come is welcome to!
Going to Cafe Rio Today. For lunch. Anyone who wants to come is welcome to!
Saturday, July 4, 2009
The fourth of July!
And I have no plans! Twilight Zone marathon's gone from like Thursday, and it ends tomorrow, so That's what I'm going to be doing, cleaning and watching twilight Zone. Purty exciting stuff if you ask me! NOT
My dad's making me an egg, with cheese and peppers and onions.... I'm excited to eat it!
Today is Maren's sister birthday! Happy birthday LAUREN! Probably not how it's supposed to be spelled, LAREN. Ah well, it's the thought that counts, happy birthday! (Maren, You should show this to her, even though I don't think I've ever actually met her, Happy birthday anyways!)
Listening to the Killers, Going like two weeks without them was terrible... I'm so glad I'm back to listening!
This next week I want to do some stuff, like... Buy aviators and new Converse. I need some buddies to go with me however. So, Ari... Maren. Find a day, and we shall go!
OK, Off to more twilight zone, a new episode is about to start!
My dad's making me an egg, with cheese and peppers and onions.... I'm excited to eat it!
Today is Maren's sister birthday! Happy birthday LAUREN! Probably not how it's supposed to be spelled, LAREN. Ah well, it's the thought that counts, happy birthday! (Maren, You should show this to her, even though I don't think I've ever actually met her, Happy birthday anyways!)
Listening to the Killers, Going like two weeks without them was terrible... I'm so glad I'm back to listening!
This next week I want to do some stuff, like... Buy aviators and new Converse. I need some buddies to go with me however. So, Ari... Maren. Find a day, and we shall go!
OK, Off to more twilight zone, a new episode is about to start!
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Thursday
It's Thursday friends! It's been a longish week! And I'm kinda... Maybe tired of summer already! I'm going to Caleb's tonight for Game Night with some friends.
Happy Birthday David! (I think, pretty sure that's who it is) Maren's brother, They re having an enjoyable time I think! I'm not there, I'm at my house. And I'm tired, and I have a bruise on my foot. But that's OK.
I go jogging now... Well, It's only been like.... two days, but it's still been a nice little run around the neighborhood!
OK, I've got to go soon. So, I'm off now! Peace out friends and family!
Happy Birthday David! (I think, pretty sure that's who it is) Maren's brother, They re having an enjoyable time I think! I'm not there, I'm at my house. And I'm tired, and I have a bruise on my foot. But that's OK.
I go jogging now... Well, It's only been like.... two days, but it's still been a nice little run around the neighborhood!
OK, I've got to go soon. So, I'm off now! Peace out friends and family!
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