Over

I want to stop this. This fight thing that isn't a fight! We can't hang out. Because we're too busy. OK, This weekend I'm going out of town to Utah. Next week is Spring Break, I have a softball practice at least one day, and... I think that's it so far. I have nothing planned, let's do something. Maybe every SINGLE day DURING the WEEK! Because we need to get back to where we were!

What am I

I am a bad friend. I am a bit stressed lately. To the point of breaking down. Softball lasts too long, and it's takes so much time and energy out of me. So, guess who has no time to spend with my friends outside of softball (Hey, I have none!)? Yes, that's me, and guess what, I CAN'T spend time with people, unless it's specifically planned out like two weeks in advance! But I have no time!
When we DO finally get together, I can only tell her stories about my other friends! Which frustrates her (And really, who wouldn't it frustrate?) But, I don't see her, and when she asks what I do, then I tell her! Which upsets her! But, I have NO classes with her, and when I want to hangout, she can't! So, I hang with people who can. Because the weekends I've been open, she's been out of town or at church or at a weddings! And when she's open, we only plan things like an hour in advance, and it usually falls through. Therefor, what I am is a very messed up friend with no idea how to set things right while I'm in my current condition!

News on blogs

My friend will be making a blog. And I am going to help him get it known to people. It should be up sometime after Spring Break, But, I don't know for sure. It's in a working state. But, it should be exciting, and there will be his artwork on there, and he's pretty good, so once it's up you should all go check it out. : )


Youth conference was really good this year. I brought my friend Anne to the dance on Friday, she had a nice time, and I'm glad. Saturday's serve project was truly amazing! We worked so hard to get that job done well, and it was worth it, and some kids are going to be very happy with what we did! There was another dance last night, and that was really fun. I danced, with my friends and with boys. The DJ was good and didn't play as much inappropriate music as the DJ on Friday. More games, lots of fun, really it was. The testimony meeting today was good too. It ran over longer than it should have, but it was still really good.

OK, I'll update you on the blog situation. Goodbye friends. Here's some shout outs because I haven't talked to some of you in a while.

Maren- We have a concert tonight, I don't want to go. Curse the establishment!

Dawn- Too bad you aren't 14 yet and couldn't come, because it was a blast!

Chase- Ha, there you go, people will be going to your blog because they saw my post.

Anne- I totally can't wait until Friday!

I AM GOING TO KILL THE ENTIRE SCHOOL DISTRICT!

THIS IS A RANT! I AM REALLY UPSET! IF YOU DON'T WANT TO READ A RANT, THEN STOP READING NOW!!!!!

OK, so the councelor came in today, because they FINNALY decided to let us pick our classes for next year (They're due Thursday BTW, way to give us some time to think this over idiots!)
I think, Oh, it'll be fine, not nearly as hard as I thought it would be. But wait, no... because the deplomma I want says I have to have two honors foreign language. Yea, French 1 isn't Honors, nso I have to take that class. So I say, "OK, I'll take it though BYU as indipenant studya while I'm taking Health." But hey guess what! I came home and French 3 isn't even offered through BYU!
Then I was like, OK, Algebra 2 over summer school, 1 they don't offer Algebra 2 in summer school, and 2 I'm going to four camps this summer. Three of them conflict with the summer school sessions, so I can't take ANY classes over summer school like I had planned to!

So, everybody, I have to take the flipping French 3 class as one of my stupid electives! So, I have to give up my photography 2 class! I'm so mad! I was looking forward to all these classes I can have! Two AP classes that I actually want, then I was Finally going to catch up with my grade and be where I'm supposed to with math, but no.... I have to take the stupid Algebra 2 class that I'm going to hate!
Oh yea, I'm number 71... that's my class rank! Terrible! TERRIBLE!!!!! My GPA is way too low! It's WAY TOO LOW! So, hopefully I'll do OK in my honors and AP classes next year, and that' will raise my GPA. Everything Honors except for math. I'm going insane with all this. I'm going to be in twenty minutes, but I have to shower (No hot water BTW,m Jackie took it all) Oh, and Jackie's kicking me off the computer when I'm not done telling this story that's making me upset, because Jackie hasn't done her homework, even though she's been home all day!
Before I go though, I need to check out the rest of my schedule and pray about this terrible situation that I'm in!!!

Living up to potential

Poem of random thought splattered throughout my noggin!

Lead me though the marshes
Be the platoon leader I need
Carry back the body of a friend well loved

Capture my attention
Make me lean in closer
Cause my mind to wander round a theory most peculiar

Lift my spirit high
Guide my heart through paths not walked
Give me the chance to prove myself

Be my friend
Be there for me when I need you
Be one of the few to know my secrets, held close

A friends is a friend
no matter the trend
that became their end

And then they entered Germany...

Long Post to catch you up

This week went by fast. Three games we won, school. And that's pretty much it. School and softball. But there wasn't any softball practice today or yesterday. So when I got home yesterday, I just got on YouTube, and surfed some videos. I also cleaned up my house a bit. Here's some updates for you:

1.) On April 17Th I'm going to go see the killers! That is amazing, my favorite band, I am so pumped for that concert!

2.) I have about 841 views on my Mormon Video. I've gotten some hater comments however that have made me kind of depressed. Good thing I have the gospel to pull me through this.

3.) I'm going to try and go to the movies today with some peeps, but Maren has to go to her brother's reception, so.... she can't come. : (

4.) I slept in this morning until 7:30! Aren't I extreme!

5.) I wanted to quite Mormon Youth Symphony. But I can't because my parents were going to pay the $150. Even though I was dropping out, so I have to stay in.

6.) Relating to number 5. I went to Mormon Youth Symphony and completely embarrassed myself, because I haven't even touched my trombone in over a month!

7.) I know more about Harry Potter then all the Bame's put together!

8.) My lab partners in Chemistry made me so depressed I cried. You guys don't think I'm stupid and annoying do you? Because they do.

9.) I need to make a new YouTube video.

10.) I think I'll get a haircut today.... Maybe.

11.) This song has been stick in my head. FYI, Nerimon is a guy on YouTube.... his name is Alex too. He's a popular You tuber, so.... there you go. The girl singing is from one of my favorite Wizard Rock bands.

I want to be Mrs. Nerimon (Title of the song)

It's end of the week already!

I'm pretty worn out today. Three games in a row is just pretty extreme. We won all three games, although yesterdays game was a downer. We won by more then ten so we ended the game after four innings, but it was still as long as a regular game, because the pitcher for the other team was so slow. I played terribly yesterday, and got a bit hit, but, that's over with now, and we're moving forward.
Maybe I'll make a YouTube video today, since I don't have practice for once. I don't know what exactly I'll do. I've got to clean up a bit. Mum's upset because of this mess. Maybe my video will involve..... actually, I have no ideas. But if anyone has any ideas, I'll try a few. OK, bye.

Games Galore

I have three games this week, in a row, today tomorrow and Thursday. We won today against Palo. We won 12-5. I did pretty good, some decent slap hits, scored a twice, got some good defence things! All right, well, I'm tired. So, I'll update when I can, I'm too busy now! XD

Books

OK, I need some suggestions for books. I need to get back into the reading part of life, and I want some of my Friends (YOU) to give me ideas. Don't make them books I wouldn't like,and you all know me, so. there you go. Give me book Ideas, thanks you. Goodbye people!

Friday are for Winners!

Because I won my game yesterday against Valley. I did fairly decent.

Maren isn't going to be at school today, because she's going out of town. And.... Oh NO! I still have half a project for English I need to do! I need to start now and do it throughout the day, since it's not due until eighth period! So, now I'm going to go. Goodbye everyone, have a happy Friday!

Laundry

I'm waiting for my laundry to be done. So I'll write a post before heading off to bed! We got the new Doctor Who disks from Netflix today! I'm completely wore out. We had to run SO MUCH! Everyone on the whole team was out of it, completely down today, sloppy, lazy, and tired. I being one of them. So, the coaches made us run. No, sprint, a lot!
There's a game tomorrow, I'll be playing at Bonanza at 3:30. Against Valley. Hope you can all be there! But then again, I'm pretty sure that nobody reads my blog anymore, so I guess I'm saying this to myself. So, imaginary people, come support me in my softball game yesterday!
All right. I'm off to flip the clothes and go off to bed. Night all!

Bruises are for chumps

I'm such a chump. I woke up this morning and EVERYTHING hurt, it was radiating from my back, and I couldn't think of what it was at first. Who had thrown a ball at my back? Then I remembered at the game yesterday that that HUMONGOUS girl had knocked me off my feet and I had landed strait on my back. And since I don't blame her in the slightest, sarcasm, then I guess it really doesn't matter, and I should just walk around like nothing happened, not sarcasm.

My softball shirt is in the dryer, and it keeps going off even though the shirt isn't dry yet, it's making me really angry, because I have to leave now, and my shirt is still wet!

We won the Scrimmage

Yes, there was a scrimmage today. It was against Cheyenne. It wasn't even a competition. We got up five runs in the first inning with one out, and they had us switch because they wanted to hit. It's cool with me, I need some first base experience. But unfortunately they couldn't hit either, and I got the ball thrown to first ONE time, which I got. I don't count the second time, I caught the ball and the base runner trampled me, it was a tackle, and I was on the ground, and the runner was safe! And this girl was NOT small, she was huge! And now my back hurts to the extreme!
That same runner got called out for obstruction the next play! We won 10-3. We put in Kathy at the end to give them the opportunity to hit the ball. They hit a few, but... we won.
I'm really sunburned, red as a lobster from the neck up, since my uniform covers everything below the neck. All right, I'm gone!

Making it up

I don't post nearly enough anymore. So Here's a post about what's going on in my life at the moment.
I wake up in the morning at four thirty, like always, and I go to seminary. My dad comes with me everyday now. None of the other kids really talk to me anymore, but that's OK. They talk to me when they want to copy my work, but I'm there to learn, so I don't really care.
I go to school where I'm piled with homework and tests that I find hard to study for, but ending up doing OK, except geometry... and French, but other then that I'm OK.
I go to softball after school, and now on Saturdays. I like softball, no matter ho rude the girls are, and how hard it is, I like it.
Today this one girl really got on my nerves. I'm talking to Anne about it now.
She told our coach she plays first base, so she was practicing with me today, and coach asked her why she sucked, and she told him, "I haven't played since I was six." That made me mad, because she thought she would talk herself up to the coaches. She thinks she should be on varsity.

I come home and do my homework. I go to bed at about ten and I wake up again at four thirty. Isn't life just swell!

I was thinking over this year, it's the worst year, and yet the best at the same time. It's completely terrible, because I see Maren an average of maybe an hour a week, once you add up all the sporadic moments. And that isn't cool in any way whatsoever, I miss her a lot, even if I don't tell her often.... because I don't really see her. : (

This year is good though, because I've taken on more responsibility, and even though I don't have Maren all the time, I have other people who sometimes make up a little bit of what's taken when I don't see Bay. They can't replace her, because nobody can, but they make me feel less alone when they're around.

I'm off now. Goodbye. I've tried to make up a little bit here for not really posting real posts. So, hope you don't hate it, and I really hope I didn't make anyone upset who reads this. I just say what's going on with me, and it seems like when I do someone always calls me out for something. I don't mean that to happen, it's just the truth, which is sad.

Satsday

I woke up at six. I went to bad festival, we got ones which is really good.
Then I went to softball practice. For FOUR HOURS! It was insane. We worked so hard, it's almost unbelievable. I got hit less today, we ran less, I caught a lot more throws.
I'm about to go to target, because that's what I do. So. Bye Loves.

Fridays are the days of awesome

Today I shall go to school. I don't mind school during softball season. It's more of a blur, and then I have practice.
I did better yesterday. Not nearly as bad as the day before, I just have to remember to put my knee down when tagging the base. I remember most everything else, but I don't always do everything I remember. I hope today is happier than yesterday. I'm more awake, which is strange, because I went to bed later, and my ice leaked all over my bad, so I was drenched in cold water all night, and I was too tired to get up and change, so.... I just battled through it!

OK, well, I did my hair kind of cool today. There's a braid. On the side but everything else is down. I got it from Lauren Arnold at church. I like it and I hope nobody says it looks ugly. OK, goodbye world. I'm off to star in the next day of my adventure!

Super Fast

Quick post. I'm sorry I haven't posted, I have seriously no time anymore. It's insane.
I made softball. JV, and coach wants me to play first base this year. ME! I have no idea what I'm doing, yesterday was the first practice. It's unbelievable. Nobody explains anything to me, and I can barely feel my arms and legs I got hit so much! But that's OK, I'm scared. Because our first game is Tuesday. TUESDAY! That's crazy! It's only a scrimmage, but still... TUESDAY!

OK, well I've got to go to school. Goodbye. Peace out!

Mondays make me giddy

Today was a day that will live in infamy.

No, it isn't. It was a'ight. I had me boring classes, and I think I did pretty good on my geometry class. It was rather amazing, I studied.

I was amazing at sliding today, brought all my gear so I didn't get as "Cut up."

I'm about to go do some chemistry Homework, then.... I'll take a shower, then I'll.... I don't know, maybe relax and enjoy the life around me.

Especially since I'm in my place, with a cloudy sky that smells like rain and a computer that is just waiting for me to invade!

Adios Muchachoes.

Dad... Seminary... I'm in the middle...

That's right, my dad is coming to seminary today. Not my little ray of sunshine, but OK. He was going to go in and make a bunch of rules, but President Worthen set him strait yesterday.

So, my mom is up and making me breakfast, I think she's still asleep... or crazy. You have to be crazy to get up this early willingly!

Softball pretty much starts today. The tryouts are this "It's a practice to see how you'll function on the team everyday." Type thing. She said we would be sliding... on the dirt.... OK, I can do this, and I'm bringing everything that makes sliding not kill you, hopefully it works, I have barely regained the ability to sit without wincing! All right, I have some other accounts to check on, so I'll talk to you guys.... Whenever I talk to you!

To the Bunker's!

We are going to have the week before meeting with he patriarch before we get out patriarchal blessings. It's really early for a Sunday, six forty almost, we had to get up at six though. OK, not a long post, just wanted you all to know, goodbye!