OK, Quickly, since theres no time. I got a root canal today, I hurt like CRAZY! AUGHHHH! And now I'm about to be on my way to go to Brianhead for new years even though I dont want to be.
YEsterday I went on an AWESOME date with caleb, but it wasn't a date, but it was. He's such a great guy, And I'm thankful for him. Oh, and Maren, You rock, wish we could hang out but my parents are basically draging me to this cabin. I miss you tons. See you when I get back. Anyways, Happy New Years everybody. Hope this years a good one! BYE!

Let's just pretend I'm someone else

So everyone, It's true. I have to have a root canal, the Dentist said at my last appointment that if it started hurting, then It would have to be done. Ay carumba! And Yes, It hurts, It's like... i can't chew anything on that side, and I can't drink ANYTHING (not even water) On that side! Or it hurts so bad, and when I'm not eating it's just throbbing. Like right now, and It makes me sick! And I have to wait until after Christmas I think, because, well, It's Christmas, Who's gonna do it? I dunno! UGh, Ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh. UGH..... Owwww.

Last week of School Before Christmas break

As this week grinds slowly on, I am faced with work of several kinds. I have an insane English project on Friday. I'm doing all the visual work and It is HARD work. This is like... The first project I've had to do that I'm actually trying. I have A C! So, I need to make it higher. The pinata is full of Candy, my posters are nearly done and Right now I'm taking a break.
I have a band concert tomorrow night at seven in the new theatre at bonanza, So, I've been stuck in rehearsals for that! I have Mormon youth symphony rehearsal Thursday, Friday, Saturday, and a concert for that on Sunday. Plus, it's the Christmas season! Yay Christmas! But presents take thought and Energy, and so today, I bought my mum's present. And now... I need to buy presents for only one person! WoohoO!
Anyways, I better get back to my project. And stop procrastinating finishing it. Later!

Sisters and their annoying friends

I was supposed to drive today. But Jackie brought her friend over because her friend can't do her OWN PROJECT BY HERSELF. So... Now that I'm on the insurance, I still can't drive, I'm mad, and I really shouldn't be because her friend didn't do anything except need help. But I'm upset, because my mum said I could go... I was looking forward to it. I like driving, just because I can get everything off my mind except the road, and that's what I really need right now. All these things are rushing around my brain, I just want them to go away, even if it's just for fifteen minutes... Anytime without them would be a blessing!

Depression hurts

So, All my friends were depressed today. I don't know why, and none of them would tell me the real reason. But, it's ok, because tomorrow, is another day, obviously.

I'm writing a poem, here it is, it's titled
Sugar is sweet


Your head is giant,
and you like the giants (Caleb says I can't do this... He doesnt know anythingt)
Your feet are green,
Because youre a green bean (And again, He says I can't use this! Too bad!)

You wear shoes on your ears
and elaphants have bigger ears... Than you.
Roses are sprinkled with moonlit dew,
and in the morning on the grass there is dew... ish water

Boys are so mean
They say you cant write poems even when you KNOW you can, and they just don't know ANYTHING! MEAN!
Orange soda is delicious
It's refreshing sodaddddda door hinge

I'm a winner!
Nobody loves me though
Because my friends are depressed
And they make fun of my laugh! And make me more depressed

The end

This is the best poem in the world. And by best I mean Worst and by poem I mean earbleed, Thanks for reading, even though it wasn't... really anything. Good bye!


OH! Today I learned how to make snowflakes out of paper! I learn something new every day!

The Monday Blues

This Monday Day Has gone by at a extremely slow pace, it has been gross, and it has been..... Just... Bad. I don't like Mondays, Better than getting a limb torn off by a shark (Analogy by Caleb) But they're still worse than have your fingernails ripped out using tweezers.. Slowly. For me anyways. I don't like Mondays, If you couldn't tell.
Today, Started out... OK, It seemed like I would be able to get myself out of that crazy pit that I always seem to fall in, and actually have a decent Monday. Then... It all changed, with stepping into the dreadful DREADFUL Stanky, stinky, Stunk that was my Zoology class. BECAUSE! We dissected gross frogs! They were nasty! And there were beetles in the froggies stomach! And I had to pull them out of the gross smelling tummy cavity, and dissect them too! Gross... That's all I have to say! Gross. The day really didn't go anywhere from there, nothing exciting happened, and it was just slow, and boring, and it made me want to beat up a hobo with a stick. I have band Practice tonight, That makes me want to... I don't even know, Band practice is just boring. BORRRING! But, Hey, That's the life of a teenagers... And unfortunately, that's me.

Long time No see

I know It's been a while since I've actually wrote a real post, I'm sorry everyone... What, One person who reads my blog maybe? It's OK though, Because you rock!
Here's whats been going on... School... Church... More school... Band... Step Team... And Quidditch.
I've been working on lots of projects, like Quiddich, I'm excited to see if they'll let it be a club. I hope they do, I mean, it's not like it's exactly the most "realistic" club, but I know it'll be fun, extremely fun! That's just the way it is! We have an advisor, and I've got a lot of people who want to join.
Anyways, on to Somethings that are less dorky.
Have you ever wanted to be something, but it seems way too hard, or you know if you do it, people are just going to think it's a lame idea, and they put you down for it. I've been feeling that a lot lately. Thank you friends who actually think I can do things, you mean a lot to me!!!
I got my license, and no, I'm not a terrible driver, if you talk to my parents I'm the worst, but I'm actually a good driver, don't listen to what they say. They're crazy!!!