Sometimes you just need to relax

Sometimes you need to take your time off, and Just breath. You need to Lay on your bed and lay under the covers with them over your head, and sometimes... Sometimes you've just got to cry. And things aren't fair, but Sometimes, You have to take it and sacrifice, because that's what it is sometimes, and you've got no power over it, and the only thing you can control is the way you handle it, and yes, sometimes... A lot of the time, it's hard. And I don't know how to explain this any differently, Because it's pretty straightforward. Sometimes, You've got to open the fridge and eat everything that tastes REMOTELY like it has sugar in it, and If it doesn't... You put sugar in it anyways!because sometimes things happen that you don't want and sometimes, All You need to do is follow the heart. And in these time, pray, and read your scriptures for guidance, because only in heavenly father will things get easier, And you re not going to be happy with out him. And SOMETIMES you just need your best friend to sympathize with you, even if she knows your wrong, even if she CAN say things that will make you want to cry. It's OK, and sometimes you're going to cry in public, and at school, and sometimes you have to go to that hour of weight training that will make your arms sore for about a week. And Sometimes phone calls make things worse, but you can't tell the person that, for fear that they won't call again. And sometimes, your family just doesn't believe you, and won't listen to your pleas and your reasoning, and you've just got to take it and forget about it, because one day it'll be better, and this won't matter, and they'll be sorry. But right now, things are hard. And Sometimes, relaxing and even breaking down is the only way your gonna make yourself feel better.

Football game tongiht In my Marching Uniform

Tonight will be the only game where I get to march in my band uniform, It isn't going to be good, It will actually be terrible. But, It's OK, It really is. Because, Nobody listens or watches us anyways, Tomorrow is our band competition. I'm excited for that. I hope we do better there, Because, I don't want to be embarrassed. It's a little different there. I'm sad Maren doesn't get to conduct her song tomorrow. Hopefully she'll be able to next week. Poooor buggy. Oh, I need to ask Maren something about drum Majors. Do I keep my hat on when conducting? I thought I remembered they took them off, But I can't remember.... At all, So, I'll ask her today, since i need to know for.... Tonight! alllrighty then, I'm going to get on my shoes and get ready for seminary. Goodbye everyone! Have a wonderful day!!!

WE slept in

We have slept in. And We have now missed Sacrament and Sunday School. I'm waiting for my parents to be ready, so we can go to Young Women's and the other Ward's Sacrament. But, This is way slower than if we had actually gotten up to go to our wards. It's insane. I had some toast that was really good. The weeks seem to melt together, which is fine with me. I want this year to go by as fast as possible. Hopefully the rest of the year goes by as fast as the beginning has. So, I am ready to go to church now, and I'm going to try and get everyone else to go now. Bye everyone! You guys all rock out!

I'm diggin this new arrangement

So, my family decided to rearrange the living room. And the new Way is so comfy, I love it. Thought you should all know.
So, There was no school today, there IS no school today. I have a dentist appointment, which I'm not so excited for, NOT! Stupid cavities! Bleh
Anyways, there's four days of school this week, When am I actually going to go to school for a full week? I don't know!
I got this really cool hat when I was in Salt Lake, actually Park city, It's my favorite hat ever. Some have even said I look good in it! I like it though, it's very very good. People are nice, thank you people.
Now for some randomness:
I write poetry, but I haven't put up my most recent one yet, I need to.

At night time my voice gets raspy when It's time to go to sleep

Lately I've been avoiding bedtime, like a little kid.

I wish high school was over.

My fingers are cold, Because my house is cold, It isn't fair.

I'm now taking drivers ed on line. I should be doing that now... I think I will actually. I'll talk to you all whenever, bye!

General confreence day one

And I watched maybe ten minutes. WE got up at six and went to Utah, we were almost there, my mum called grandma, and they didn't want anyone up there, they didn't want to be sick. So, We turned around and listened to the first session on the radio. Then We got home and I watched the first talk on the TV, then I fell asleep, because I was so tired. But I need to take notes tomorrow, so, it's all good. WE can do this.
There was a football game last night, but it was suspended due to a fight. It was against Western, of course there was a fight. SERIOUSLY. Yes, I know, I don't blog as much lately, I need to make that up. Yup I do. Umm, I'm on face book a lot. You can see me there. For reals. Later my homies.