Happy Birthday Harry P.

Yes, Today is in fact Harry Potter's birthday! I KNOW he isn't real. People keep talking to me like I'm crazy. I'm not crazy, Just a super fan. So, Please EVERYONE, I am SO Not Crazy. Thank you.
Hapy B-day Wherever you are Harry. :)

Where is my Summer Going?

Summer seems to be going by so quickly! Which is all good with me, I hope time goes by fast even AFTER summer! :) I want to wish everyone a happy July, and I hope your Independence day was Good!

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June is almost over

June is on its way to be finished. Yes, this IS the most exciting news I have to offer. My life is SO boring right now.... No job. I sleep until like noon every day. And then I watch TV and sit on the computer. I am So lazy. And I have no money, so I can't do anything. I went to the adventure dome with Maren, Ari, and Jordan. That was cool! And... probably the coolest thing that will happen, until I get to go to Drum Major camp.... Wait, that's not cool... That's like the nerdiest part of my summer. That's like... More nerdy than BAND CAMP, because I'm actually VOLUNTEERING to go to this camp. Wow.... I'm the leader of the nerds, and I'm going to a camp so they can help me be an even better nerd leader. Haha... Man, I crack myself up sometimes. :)

Back from Camp

I am back from girl's camp! It was fun but very cold! I froze up there! I learned a lot about the girl's in my ward, and I am very pleased with the way camp turned out!! :)
Summer is now on well on it's way, and I am ready to just relax now that camp is over and I have no responsibility for it anymore! So call me guys, and we'll hang out, and have a grand old time I'm sure!
I missed facebook for a week. And.... I didn't take a shower for six days.... Don't judge me.... You wouldn't take one either. I DID wash my hair under a hose. That's as clean as I got.
I missed Maren, but we're hanging out tomorrow, so that's awesome! I love her so much! Yay Maren! :D

Phone call and camp

This morning, an Elder on his way to Connecticut. And in-between his flights, he was allowed to call his parents... and me! It was 5:09, and I was asleep! But, I woke up the second he called. But, I thought it was an alarm! And I almost just turned it off! But I didn't, and I talked to him for an amazing six minutes! You may not think that's a lot, but hearing his voice was so great and it made up for how off I've been the last three weeks! So, Now he's off to Connecticut!
Camp is this week. I leave in a like two hours, and that phone call was exactly what I needed for an awesome week at camp!!!! See you guys in a week!!!! :D

One Week Down!

So, It's the end of the first week of Caleb being gone! This is going by pretty fast! I like it!
School ended today, which is good because nobody likes school... Unless you're crazy! :) I'm hoping to have a good summer... We'll see how that turns out! Friday I'm going with all the fourth years on the fourth year hike. Canoeing down the Colorado River! Should be exciting! Hopefully nothing will go wrong, because I'm not a good swimmer!
Today for mutual We had a movie night and watched the RM! I love Kirby Heyborne. He is my favorite actor... Even out of regular, non-low budget movies! He's just so funny! AND I had an EFY counselor who looked JUST like him! It was So cool! In the movie, he had a girlfriend who left him one year and 11 and a half months into his mission. FIRST of all, Why would you every leave a missionary in the mission field? That makes me so sad! If you made a commitment to him, Keep it! And If you are going to leave him... Why do you wait until the VERY end... That is so rude and insensitive! I do not get it!
Also, Weezer has become my new best friend! Just so you know!
MAREN darling! I love you! Great year! :)

Accident

I got in an accident after school today. It wasn't a bad one, but I'm still shaken up! She was in my blind spot, and while I was pulling out I backed right into her door, and now it won't open. I'm going pretty crazy. I hope everything turns out ok!

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Work Work and Not Work

School is lame, and procrastination is even lamer. I have forgotten about like... three projects and papers, but it's ok, because I'll just cram them into a couple hours, make a couple mediocre things, and get good grades on them! Ok,Off to forget about my missing mission man, and just think of Weezer blasting in my headphones!

Gone

Caleb is gone. It's really hard, it's only been a day... In about two hours. I'm having a hard time remembering he's gone, I keep picking up my phone to call him, and then remembering I can't, and it hurts all new, which is really sucky! Church today was good though, all about missionary work and such, I know I can make it through these two years, because I have to! Going on a mission is the most important thing Caleb will ever do, and I get to be the girl supporting him back home, So, Even though he's gone, and it's REALLY hard, I can do it. Because two years from Wednesday he'll come home, and everything will pick up where it was left off. :) Happy

Shut out

I feel like I've been shut out a lot lately. I don't know what's going on with everybody. But it's probably just me. It's close to when Caleb leaves, three Days, and I get in crazy different moods every five minutes. So I shouldn't complain that nobody seems to be there, I'm the one shutting people out. And I don't mean to hurt anybody. I'm just handling this the best I can, and nobody will tell me what's really on their mind. Seriously, what's on your mind? Please tell me??

Too Soon to tell

Caleb Owens leaves in 13 days. Bleh, It's still too soon to tell, but I'm about a hundred percent sure that I'll be a WRECK for at least the first two weeks. I'm not ready. But I'm being thrown in without a say in the matter.... Let's get this over with!

Maren dropped by on Friday, and we had an awesome talk! I am so glad she's my best friend. I love you Mare, I'm always here!


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Time soon?

Will I have time anytime SOON!? Seriuosly, it's insane how there is no time to do anything. But, pretty soon, I shall be done. No more plays, Saturday is the end. The very end! And then I will not have to do anything else, for a while. I really don't have anything important to say, just that I seriously miss haveing time, and soon, I will have endless time. 35 days from now, I'll have as much time as is possibly needed. It's crazy, but true. And What I want to say, is... HELLO TIME! You were missed!! And I'm glad to have you back!

Just another Manic Monday

So, Things are.... complicated right now. And I'm looking for a part time job now, my Mom says I don't NEED to get one... But I feel like I have to, if anyone knows of anything availabel, please let me know. Thanks for reading everybody!

Even when you think I'm not thinking of you, I am!

No, this post is NOT directed at Caleb, This is directed at my best friend Maren Bayles! Because of Maren, I have one of those girlfriends I've never had before. I mean, I've had friends who are girl, but not until Maren have I been a real best friend. Who I believed were my best friend had other best friends... Above me on the best friend scale. Not so with Maren, and that is much appreciated. Maren... I don't exactly know when you're leaving me. I guess, Since you haven't given me a precise date, or even a month, I'm holding out, hoping you'll just stay here with me, even though I know it's not true. You're my best friend. And you know exactly how to make me feel better. What am I going to do when I need to feel better? When I feel so lonely, because my boyfriend is over two thousand miles away and the ONLY OTHER PERSON WHO COULD HELP ME FEEL SPECIAL AND OF WORTH IS GOING TO BE IN THE NEXT STATE OVER WITH ALL HE NEW BYU ROOMMATE FRIENDS.... Maren, You are not forgotten, and you never will be, you've touched me more than anyone has. You're the perfect example of a best friend, which makes me feel terrible, because while you're there being MY perfect best friend, the most important and significant friend I've ever had, I'm being the opposite example to you. I love you Maren, And even when you are away at college with your new friend, and putting me in the back of your memory as a high school memory, I will remember you, as that friend who showed me that I never had a real friend until you. I'll remember ten minute rambling YouTube videos that were to long to even put up on the site! I'll remember Dying of heat at numerous band activities. I'll remember staring up at my ceiling at Harry Potter and you getting TOTALLY freaked out! I'll remember the way you made me happy even when you don't know that I've been having a bad day. I'll remember the time we were walking in the cafeteria my Freshman year, and realizing you were my best friend! Maren, Even when you think I'm not thinking of you... I am, And years from now when I'm old, with old people diseases and I can't remember your name let alone my own.... I'll remember that the feeling of love from someone other than my family FIRST came from a my best friend with giant hair, who loved stars, and played guitar better than anyone I've ever heard (Maybe I'm biased.... But I still believe it.) And don't think my grand kids won't hear stories of riding bikes in Toys R Us, and MARENCON 5! Because those types of things are things that I never want to be lost... Even when I'm gone.

I love you best friend... Don't forget it.